Hi guys here is the final chapter I hope you enjoy and have a Happy Easter! I might have a one shot out on Easter Sunday which is my birthday btw! I'm so excited but anyways enough about me. I hope you guess like the final chapter to this story and let me know what you think.

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I sat on Jasper's kitchen counter looking around while he opened the fridge, offering me something to drink. "I've got beer if you're in the mood, or coke."

I shook my head, "I'm fine. And I don't drink anymore, I haven't since…"

I trailed as our eyes connected, both knowing exactly what I was talking about. Jasper walked over to me with an open coke and set it beside me as he stood between my legs. This little scene was all too familiar for a moment before every thing dissolved into the background as his lips met mine. My hands weaved into his messy blonde hair as his hands gripped my waist pressing me against him harder. His lips trailed down my neck as I attempted to catch my breath and his lips stopped at my shoulder as he rested his head on my chest.

"I hated myself the next day when I woke and realized what we'd done. I almost thought it was a dream because you weren't there in the morning. You deserved so much better than that. Your first time should've been special, not taken away with some drunk night. I still hate myself for it," Jasper murmured.

I shook my head, running my fingertips down his neck. "As drunk as I was I still remember and know I wanted you. I used to be in love with you Jazz, you were like the guy I compared every other guy to. I wanted you, I really did. It wasn't just because I wasn't thinking straight, I wanted you so bad but we were barely friends then. You had already started to slip away by then and I was scared I was going to lose you. I lost you anyways, but that was my fault."

Jasper's head snapped up and his blue eyes searched mine. "If you wanted me so bad then why did you leave? If you didn't want to lose me why did you stop talking to me?"

"I was scared and embarrassed when I woke up with you lying next to me. I was scared you were gonna realize what we did and be mad or tell me to forget it. I was scared you were gonna tell me what we did was stupid and go off on a rampage. I was losing you anyways, you were started drifting as soon as you went to high school and left me behind. I was just so scared Jazz," I explained, looking at my hands in my lap.

"If we did that morning over, would you have stayed?"

"I don't know. I was curious about what you would've done but my head had painted too many pictures…"

"So no," he stated letting go of me slightly.

"Damn it Jasper! I was so scared, I'm scared now talking about it." I said as I jumped down from the counter standing between it and him. Then suddenly his lips were on mine, his hand weaved into my hair as he kissed me softly. My lips moved against his on their own accord. His other hand moved around my waist pulling me close to him. His lips trailed down my neck sucking my skin lightly before pulling away to look at me.

"I think about it all the time. If you would've been there I would've pulled you close and kissed you. Would I have wanted to talk? Yeah, but I wouldn't have yelled or been mad at you. Bella I wanted you in so many ways. That night being one of them. I never said anything because I didn't want to make it awkward. I didn't want to ruin our friendship that meant so much to me, so I tried dating other girls and it never seemed to work. I ended up spacing myself from you because it was all I could do to focus. You deserved so much more than I could give you, than I can give you. Then you started dating Edward and you were so happy. Anyone could tell. And he was great for you, came from a good family, they're rich and well rounded. That is what you deserve."

I couldn't help it, I kissed him a little rougher than before, melting into him. He was so stupid. We were both stupid. All this time, wasted. His hands moved up my back pressing me to him and I bit his lip softly, making him groan. "So stupid." I murmured.

"Just don't do it again," he smiled lightly, before moving to kiss me again. He scooped me up in his arms and carried me up to his room where he set me on his bed and stood at the edge of it. Sitting on my knees, my fingers fumbled with the buttons of his shirt before pushing it off his shoulders. His muscle shirt was the next thing to come off and I stared at his sculpted chest, letting my fingertips run over every muscle, scar and bump. They migrated down slowly undoing his belt and pants. I looked up into Jasper's blue eyes and his gaze pierced my soul. Stepping out of his slacks he pushed me on to my back and hovered above me.

"Are you sure about this?" he murmured as his fingers traced patterns on my waist.

I nodded and kissed him. "I want this Jazz. I want you, only you."

"Did you and Edward ever…" Jasper asked slowly trailing as I shook my head.

"As much as I loved Edward, he never made me feel the way I feel when I'm with you." I murmured, studying his face.

A new fire set aflame in Jasper's eyes as he kissed me deeply. This time there weren't going to be any interruptions or teasing, it was going to be our bodies fitting together perfectly as if they were never meant to be apart. I felt more whole him than I did on my own. We were two pieces of a puzzle that were made perfectly for each other. His warm fingers weaved through mine as he slid into me, making my back arch in pleasure. The rest of our clothes were scattered across the room, tossed aside in a passionate rush. My first time didn't even matter anymore, because this made up for it. This was our first time together as a couple making love and this is what perfect is. Him and me together just being together and truly meaning it. It isn't some drunk night, or just a lusty hook-up and it definitely wasn't us playing pretend. This was us, and the way it was meant to be.

As I drifted off to sleep, I snuggled into Jasper warm embrace and whispered the fatal words from my dream, "I love you."

Sitting on Jasper's couch in just one of his big t-shirts was comforting as we lazed around at seven o'clock in the morning. Jasper sat on the floor by the DVD player, trying to put a movie in. I can't remember what we decided on in the end. Jasper scooted back toward the couch and leaned his back against it, moving my legs on each side of his shoulders. His smooth hands ran up my leg and his lips followed, sucking and nipping at the skin. I giggled trying to cover up how unsteady my breath was getting. Just the mere touch of him now, I had tried to fight it all this time but now I can't find a good reason to.

Jasper soon stopped and moved to cuddle with me on the couch, pulling me into his lap letting his warm arms embrace me. Repo Men came on and I smiled, despite how gory this movie could be I loved it. I loved the story line and I loved the romance in it no matter now short lived it may be.

"You are such a strange girl," Jasper murmured into my hair as he noticed the smile on my face.

"And that is exactly why you love me," I teased.

"It's only one reason," he whispered as he kissed my neck. "Do you plan on telling me what happened last night with Edward?"

I sighed and rested my head against his shoulder. "He kissed me, he had me pressed up against the door. I kept trying to push him away. He kept going about how he knew I had feelings for him and we could start over. And he…" I stopped, turning to look at Jasper's face. It was hard as stone, he was trying to keep calm.

"And what?" Jasper asked, there was an edge to his voice.

"And he wanted us to have fun in a classroom because I got him hot." I glared at my hands.

Jasper's soft fingers went under my chin so that I was looking into his mesmerizing blue eyes. "Bella," he murmured, his voice soft and almost broken. "Jesus."

I shook my head and rested my forehead against his. "I'm sorry," I murmured. Jasper kissed me passionately and hugged me close to his body, his fingers weaving in my hair.

"Why the hell are you apologizing?" Jasper asked looking at me resting his forehead against mine.

I just shook my head and kissed him again, making him lie down on the couch. We just laid there for a while, the movie playing the background, as I listened to Jasper's heart beat contently. Jasper's hands ran through my hair subconsciously as he gazed off, I'm sure thinking about what I told him. I knew he was upset but I'm glad he wasn't going to let it ruin this day completely.

"You should tell Charlie," Jasper murmured suddenly, breaking our silence.

I moved my head to look at him. "What?"

"You should tell Charlie what happened. I mean at least then he could call the school or something." Jasper explained, resting up on his elbows.

"Are you insane? He'd try to kill Edward!" I said. Sure Edward was an asshole but I honestly believe dad would try and kill him.

"Well it's either tell an adult or I'll beat him up myself," Jasper smiled. I think he liked the thought of hurting Edward a little too much. I smiled lightly despite myself, Jasper's light tone made this seem a little easier.

"But see if you beat him up, you'd get in trouble. It wouldn't be fun to be away from you when we only finally just quit playing pretend." I teased.

"Well then I see no other option," Jasper smiled before going serious. "Bella, something needs to be done, otherwise Edward could spin that so much it wouldn't be easy to fix, or he would try it again."

I sighed and nodded. "We'll tell Dad today, when you take me home."

Jasper chuckled wrapping his arms around me again. "That would be another round of explaining why I have you when you're supposed to be with Angela. As nice as it would be to say, 'Hi Chief Swan, I haven't seen you in about a year and I'm dropping your daughter off because she spent the night at my place' I doubt that it's a good idea to do."

I couldn't help but laugh at his teasing. "You're silly Mr. Whitlock. There are easier explanations."

"Well I know that," he smiled before kissing me softly. I pulled away with a content smile and my finger tips moved some of his hair out of his eyes. "I love you." He murmured, his gorgeous voice filled my eyes with words I had only dreamed about hearing from his lips. My eyes filled up slightly with tears before I leaned in a kissed him, our lips moving together in sync, and our the sweet taste of his against mine. His hand moved through my hair while the other snaked around my waist, pulling me closer to him.

"I love you too, Jazz."

Everything was perfect, our little game of playing pretend turned out to be something much more and I'm so glad. Jasper was my first love since I was a little girl and I'm pretty sure with the hands we've been dealt we can handle anything that is thrown our way, so we won't need to play pretend any more-or at least I hope not.

The End

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