A/N: I don't own charmed.

This chapter will be based between the episodes Saving Private Leo and Bite Me. I know its going back, but like I said, this fic will have no order of scenes.

" You are my sunshine," Piper heard a soft voice through a haze of sleep, " My only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are gray."

She lazily opened her eyes to see her husband smiling down at her, his mouth moving, " You'll never know dear, how much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away."

She grinned. That was one of the things she loved most about him. He always woke her up in the sweetest ways, as cliché as they were. As cliché as they were, she still loved it, because it warmed her heart even in tough times like they were in at the moment.

" Morning sunshine," he whispered, and kissed her forehead.

" Morning," she said, sleepily, her eyes opening more, " Have a nice sleep?"

He grinned, and kissed her cheek.

" You think we did it last night?" her voice was low, because it wasn't something she wanted to discuss, but they had to.

Leo sighed, and took her hands into his, " I'm not sure, sweetheart," he said, in the same low voice she had used, and then grinned, the sides of his eyes crinkling the way she loved, " Personally, I think we did."

Piper giggled. The night had been amazing. Leo had orbed in after helping a charge, and Piper had been waiting for him with a candle light dinner. After dinner, they had went upstairs, taken a shower together, not exactly getting clean, and then moved their activities to their bedroom.

She grinned, and moved her hand down to her stomach. What did it feel like to be pregnant? Even though women went months without knowing they were pregnant, was there a different feeling?

Leo's hands moved, and were placed on top of hers. They lied like that, until Piper had to use the bathroom.

" I'll be back," she told him, as she headed towards the bathroom door, " And then maybe…we can do a little more trying?"

He grinned, " Hurry back," he said.

She walked into the bathroom, and thoughts of the past few months interrupted her happiness. The amount of times she had walked through this door with hope, only to leave them with the feeling of utter failure. Four months of trying with no luck. What were they doing wrong? If anything, they were trying harder than anyone else. Or it felt like that.

Later that day, Piper decided she wanted to make a pot roast for dinner. In the past week or so, she hadn't made anything too interesting for dinner, and tonight was the perfect night. Maybe she would invite Phoebe and Cole over, too. She hadn't seen Phoebe in so long, since she moved into the pent house with Cole. It bothered her so much that her sister wasn't there, but she wouldn't tell Phoebe that. Remembering back to when she had first gotten married, she had wanted so bad to live on her own with Leo, and now that Phoebe had this opportunity, she couldn't take it from her.

As she waited for the spices to set into the meat, she sat down with her date book to remind herself what was going on with everything for the week. At the end of the week she had Nickelback playing at P3, but that wasn't what suddenly caught her eye. Two days before the present date had a circle around it. Had she missed something that had to be done, or a shipment at P3, or something else equally important. It was then she noticed a small red dot in the corner of the square that held the date.

Oh my gosh she thought to herself. I can't believe that got passed me. She was two days late, and she hadn't even noticed. Ever since she and Leo had started trying, she kept track of her period strictly. Having a baby was something she really wanted, so she made sure she knew when she was ovulating, and when her period was supposed to come, and everything else. Being a couple of days late could only mean one thing: She was pregnant.

Turning off the stove, she quickly made her way upstairs to her bathroom, only one thought in her head. Once she got to the bathroom, she opened the medicine cabinet above the sink, and pulled out one of the many boxes stacked inside. If this told her the one thing she wanted to see, she wouldn't need the rest of them. But that would be more than a miracle and a half. Her heart was racing, because she was so excited that this was finally happening. God had answered her prayers, and gifting her and Leo with the most wonderful gift he could give to them.

Doing everything that the box told her to, she waited. It told her she would have to wait a minute and a half to find out the results. A minute and a half away from finding out if she was pregnant. If she and Leo had finally succeeded after four months of trying to conceive.

That minute and a half felt longer than she had ever waited for anything. Longer than any of the other times she had been in the same spot doing the same thing.

Finally, the test was finished, with shaking hands, and a heart beating a million miles a minute, she flipped the test over from its upside down position on the counter. Her eyes scanned the results, and her heart stopped.

The words Not Pregnant haunted the screen. Ghosts of the past four months.

Tears quickly filling her eyes, she vowed not to tell Leo about this. It would break his heart if he knew that she had gotten so excited to be so disappointed. She shoved the test back into the box, and bent down next to the bathroom garbage pail to shove it all the way to the bottom. She ripped toilet paper from the toilet paper holder next to the pail, and shoved it on top of everything else. There was no way Leo could see it, and suspect that she thought she was pregnant. Walking out of the room she felt sick to her stomach.

Who was she going to talk to about this besides Leo? She didn't know how comfortable Paige would be talking about something like this, but there was always Phoebe. Phoebe would definitely be open to talking about it, if she ever got the time.

A/N: Please review. The part of Bite Me, where Phoebe and Piper were talking in the grave yard, and Piper confessed that her test was negative too always made me want to write that missing scene. So I hope you enjoyed it. An update will be up next week.

-SapphireRose21-