Thanks to suggestion of Chalseoko, I am now going to write a reply from Alec. Here's the back up story: Alec found Magnus' book, and read the last entry, which is the one I just wrote in the previous chapter. And Alec gets all worked up because he feels awful but he's also mad cause Magnus talks about him like he's really emotionless and selfish; so clearly he can't tell that the entry is totally full of love. Also, he writes the reply in Magnus' book. Stupid move Alec stupid move…
Soo ya wanna review?
Dear Magnus,
I hope you realize that I love you. Don't think I don't. But I think you need to stop thinking about the disadvantages and start thinking about the advantages. They quite overpower the disadvantages, if you ask me. Anyway, if you put the spell on me, you'll never have to watch me die, and I will never say good-bye to you, unless you no longer love me at some period in time. I guess I was being a bit unfair with the Will and Camille situation, but can you blame me Magnus? You've probably loved at least 100 people where as I've only loved two people in my entire lifetime, Jace and well, you. And yes, I know you've been alive for a really long time, but you can't expect me to not be surprised Magnus. Please try to see my side, as I am trying so hard to see yours. Also, please do not get angry with me for looking through your book. If it helps, I only looked at the last entry. Besides, I'm not sure I want to see your entries before I came into your life… Anyways, I only looked through because I was looking for my black sweater in your room, and your book fell from your desk, and it fell open, and well, I was curious. Sorry. But I'm glad I found and read the entry, for I understand much more now. However, I must say Magnus I'm quite angry that you weren't going to tell me, for I completely understand everything you mentioned in the entry. Do not fret; I won't ignore you for this, for I can see the logic in your reasoning. Also, sorry for not telling you that I was coming to your house. It was quite last minute, for Izzy and I were going to see a movie and I didn't have any sweaters, so I used my key to grab it. I knocked first to see if you were home, if that makes you feel better, but you weren't there so I just let myself in. Also, I took the book home with me because I didn't have enough time to write while
I was still at your house, because Izzy was waiting for me. Do not forget, I will love you forever and ever, until I leave this earth and you stay here and find someone else. When I look down from heaven and I see you happy, that will be all I need, for I will still love you Magnus. (However, I would prefer to stay here with you, if you would like that)
Forever yours,
Alec Lightwood.
What did you think~~? Ok soo, at first I really loved Alec, but he started getting all, well, BLEH in City of Fallen Angels, and I hope this showed that as much as I hoped it would. I put that last sentence in brackets there cause I thought it would get Magnus either mad, or make him laugh I don't know :P
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