A/N: The lyrics are from The Rasmus, song is No Fear.
Disclaimer : I own nothing.
lets begin
Buffy POV
Girl,
You lived your life like a sleeping swan
Your time has come
To go deeper
Girl,
Your final journey has just begun
But destiny chose the reaper
She couldn't breath. She was lying on the floor in her room, she could tell she was slipping. Tears silently spill out as her eyes fixed on a picture. It showed a happy family. She tried to laugh but it just made her wheeze and choke. The corners of the picture started to fuzz and go black. She didn't struggle, she just let it happen. This was her choice after all. This was it, she would finally make them happy. She did feel bad for Dawn though. Then everything went black.
No Fear
Destination Darkness
No Fear
Destination Darkness
No Fear
She woke up panting and crying, soaked in sweat. She had, had this dream before. Replaying memories, taunting her, showing her failure. Why? This was always her question. No one had an answer for her. Not her parents, not the doctors, not the shrinks. Not one single person. The pain came rushing back right on cue and with it she crawled up into a ball and started to cry harder. The sobs racking her small frame.
Girl,
Rain falls down from the northern skies
Like poised knifes
With no mercy
She didn't hear her door open or softly click shut behind its opener. The intruder solemnly looked down at her sister and wanted to cry herself, instead she sat down on the edge of her bed. Dawn put her arms around her sister and held her while she cried. This happened a lot lately, but she didn't tell and neither did Buffy.
Girl,
Close your eyes for the last time
Sleepless nights
From here to eternity
In the morning the show would start and the day would begin. Dawn whispered to her sister that she loved her and not to give up that things would get better. Hoping that this would give her some comfort. Buffy only started to cry more. Buffy had her head in Dawn's lap. She hear her whisper that she loved her and not to give up, that things would get better. All Buffy could think was how she was letting down her little sister, the only person in the world who cared. Because she had already given up. Along time ago. It wasn't her fault though, their parents had pushed it on them both. Told them it was for the best. But how would have guessed, it ate at Buffy in her sleep and when she was awake. You can't just walk away from something like that. And Dawn knew that one day she wouldn't be able to save her sister.
Angel POV
Meanwhile across the street, Liam O'Connor, or Angel as his mom and little sister used to call him, sat on the roof outside his window. Hoping that this town would be different. That he would be able to keep his past a secret. He had hoped for this. A new start.'I wont screw this up.' he thought. But his troubling past wasn't all his thoughts were on tonight. He was also thinking about the girl he had met in school that day. Buffy was her name. He had met her in the hallway by bumping in to her. She offered to show him Sunnydale. And he met her again at lunch but, this time he also met her friends, and boyfriend. For some reason while meeting him he felt disappointed. He really didn't understand why though. He didn'tthink he liked Buffy. He had already reminded himself of Darla earlier that day. He knew he couldnt have a girlfriend or anyone close to him like that again.
Her friends where nice and had invited him to in join with there group. He took their offer and was planing on seeing them all tomorrow night at a place they called The Bronze. Buffy said since they lived right across the street from each other that they would meet up and walk together to it. Since he had no idea where it was. But while he liked her friends, something about her intrigued him. 'It was something in her eyes' he thought. That or that way she didn't smile fully at anything. But, even if she had a boyfriend he was going to find out what dark secret she had hidden in her. He just hoped that she wouldn't want to do the same to him. Things did look like they were looking up though. 'Maybe' he thought will a little smile.
No Fear
Destination Darkness
No Fear
Destination Darkness
No Fear