Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note or any of the songs used in this Fanfic.
A/N: All songs are by The Rasmus. This is a SongFic. Yaoi, LXLight.
All italized words are lyrics of the song. BTW, the plot of this FanFic are quite in different order.
Enjoy!
Song 6:
Funeral song
Light headed for the investigation building first thing after he woke up, leaving Misa behind.
He was motivated and enthusiastic to see L and make things clear. When Light got in the building lobby, he saw L talking to a girl. He would ask Ryuk who she was but before that happens; he noticed that the girl glanced over him.
They nodded as they ended the conversation. L, then, walked towards Light.
"Who is she?" Light asked. "Her name is Naomi, a former FBI agent."
'Is it okay giving that kind of information?' Light thought. "What business does she have here?"
"Those are none of your business."L said mockingly.
Light got a little bit pissed, but he was there to make up with L. Because no matter what he does, he still can't forget L.
"Uhm… L, can I talk to you?"
"If it's important, then of course."
'This is important, L!' Light thought.
Light told l that he could not pretend anymore. He could no longer be apart of his L.
Light grabbed L's hair and pushed his head until his lips touch his. Light could sense that L is melting into the kiss.
When they got into L's room, still kissing each other.
"Light-kun..."
After that, even without intimate word being said, they started sleeping together again.
But Light still have his doubts whether he and L are okay.
"Light-kun…I'm sorry, I lied. I loved you and still love you." L said as he cuddled.
"How can I be sure you're not lying this time, L?"
"Oh, I'm saying the truth. Don't my kisses show enough truth?"
Light was convinced because since the beginning L's kisses showed more than enough truth.
It seems that they are back together.
"Ryuzaki… I have bad news for you." Soichiro said.
"What is it, Yagami-san?"
"Naoimi is dead."
L took his time in his thoughts. He talked to Watari about this. L was devastated. He made a mistake. He shouldn't be back with Light. It would just hurt him and Light more. But it was the same for him, he can't pretend anymore.
L watched his sleeping Light and felt hurt by it. He doesn't want to never see this innocent face.
L kissed Light to wake him up. "I'll be going now, there's a cake in the table." L said.
"Thank you."
Light went over the table when L left. On top of the cake, there was a frosting that said: 'I'm sorry.' Light found a letter beside it.
Dear Light-kun,
I'm sorry but we must never do this again. I've had fun and I have loved you but we must stop. I chose the side of justice. I know you understand the situation; you're a smart guy after all.
L.
Light threw the letter on the floor. Light smashed the cake with his hand and he kicked the door util it made a little crack.
L noticed that Light had already read the letter. He stopped himself from crying just in time Matsuda faced him.
'I dumped you again, I don't understand.
It's happened before, Can't take it no more.
These foolish games, always end up in confusion.
I'll take you back, just to leave you once again.'
Light went home that day and throughout the day, he never looked at L. L was hurt because he was expecting Light to understand. But he guessed that Light must've been more hurt by this.
Light fantasized that he was caught by L and Ryuk wrote his name in his Death Note. L imagined what L would look like when he saw him dying. Would he cry or would he laugh? Light drew out images of L being with some other guy that he didn't hurt.
Light thought, 'Why L? Why my enemy? Why did my heart chose him?'
'I died in my dreams,
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire.
I died in my dreams,
Reaching out for your hand,
My fatal desire.'
Light couldn't run away forever. He must face L because he have to. Because they are working together.
"Ruzaki, what were the reports yesterday, sorry if I left early." Light said.
"Why don't you ask your father?"
"Apparently, they are all sleeping."
This made L's heart beat faster. Its as if he and Light are the only ones in the room. The next thing he knew, Light's face was so close to him that he could feel his breath on his lips.
"Light…what—"
Before L could finish what he was trying to say, Light kissed him.
"I know, just one last kiss."
"Light… you shouldn't have done that."
L continued to kiss Light until he noticed they were naked. He hasn't put it in yet but he felt pleasure already. Before they could attach any longer, Light pushed l so he can back off.
"Light-kun, for the last time. Please."
"you should thank that you look cute and hot at the same time." Light said as he came back on top of L.
They always have the best times when they're together. They were inseparable. The only things that can separate them is themselves.
After they ended it, Light fell asleep. It was the most exhausting sex they'd ever done.
L stayed awake with his thoughts.
'I failed you again, 'cause I let you stay.
I used to pretend that I felt okay.
Just one big lie, such perfect illusion.
I made you mine, just to hurt you once again.'
L slept.
The next morning, L woke up finding Light gone. He suspected that he left a note or something to tell where he go, but to think about it, it will be the last time they will do it.
L's dream had an after taste. A taste that he would never want to taste again.
'I died in my dreams,
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire.
I died in my dreams,
Reaching out for your hand,
My fatal desire.
Light told the word. "Discard."
"Light, are you sure? You know that giving the ownership up is not gonna take the pain away."
"Shut up and just leave!"
"That hurt." Ryuk said. "But still, you said it. Bye, Light Yagami. At least I had fun." Ryuk disappeared with his Death Note.
With his memory gone, Light fainted.
When he woke up, he smelled a smell that was familiar to him. A smell that he loves. He saw L sitting in a chair besides him and the Japanese Kira Investigation team was around him with their faces worried.
"What are you guys doing?" Light asked, really confused.
"What are you talking about? We found you in a forest! You were unconscious!" His father told him.
"What? What am I doing there?"
"Can you please leave us a moment." L demanded and the team did so.
Light just looked at the ceiling and never put a gaze on L. Something told him that he would never forget that he loves l, but he couldn't remember who told him that or why.
"Are you okay?" L asked.
"I am now, I guess."
"Are you still mad, Light-KUN?"
"Oh, don't use your cute callings on me, Ryuuzaki. It's more painful."
L leaned down to kiss Light.
"L… no…" Light shed a tear.
"It made me worried, Light-kun."L said, with his share of tears.
He explained that he was sorry again and promised this time he would never leave Light.
Months passed, and Light didn't share a room with L again. They never found Kira because all deaths suddenly stopped.
L was supposed to be happy when the Kira case was over, but instead, it only made him cry.
Because instead of finally being with his Light-kun, when the case was declared over, L never saw Light again.
Light's last words to L was: "I guess we don't need to see each other."
***THE END***
(There's an Epilogue)