(AN) Hey everybody! I know to some of you it may seem like forever sense I last updated but when you're the writer…..not so much! So I hope you enjoy the first actual chapter!

Disclaimer: I do not own House of Anubis or any of its characters or ideas, just my own little brain made stuff! ;)

Fabians POV

When I got back to the house that day I was bored out of my mind. I've already learned all of these things in training, but everybody thinks I'm just so smart and already know it. I hate everybody thinking I'm the geeky guy. Fabian Rutter is just a geeky rich snob who likes Joy Mercer and is too shy to say it. Blake Zeno is just one badass evil kid who doesn't actually know when he turned evil. He was just never taught any other way. I am Blake Zeno. There's also something else about Fabian. He's the good guy. I actually kinda like it.

Anyways, I walk back into the house to screaming. Not unusual.

"Where's Joy?" I could hear in the distance.

"I don't know a Joy! And unless she's hiding under the bed I have no idea where she is." A different voice called.

I've never heard it before. It's American. America. I've been a couple of times for trading weapons and stuff. Everybody was always so layed back so relaxed. As if they were always on vacation. The closest I've ever been to a vacation is watching people have one.

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Do you believe in love at first sight? I don't. Amber's going on and on and on and on about it.

"So. Who do you like Fabian?" the annoying blonde asked.
I wanted to scream my names not Fabian so badly but I knew I couldn't so I just let my acting take over.

"What! No I don't like anybody. Nope. No one."

I replied in the embarrassed tone I had grown to hate. By this time everybody else in the room had looked over to smirk. Everyone was here except Trixie. Ah no I spoke to soon her she comes now.

"Joy's gone!" The highlighted girl screeched. Man she looks pissed!

"Wait so Joy's just gone?" Alfie asked

"Yeah and they've already got a replacement. She's American and she's totally obsessed about it." Patricia replied.

Then she walked in. The girl who made me forget that I don't believe in love at first sight. The one who makes me feel like its ok to be who I am, even though she doesn't know the half of it. The one who made things all feel ok in the world.

Well that was a week ago, and boy do I wish it were still that simple.

(AN) Please don't shoot me! I know it's short, and I would have kept writing but I wanted to give you something! And at parts it may seem confusing and I know it's not really all that good yet but I do try!

P.S. my sister told me not to post it yet but I'm not evil I won't keep you in agene! So ha to my sis! :P