This songfic is vanilla twilight, with Annabeth's POV.

Disclaimer: I don't own Percy Jackson or "Vanilla Twilight".


Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"

Vanilla Twilight; Owl City

I couldn't believe it. I always thought that Luke would be the evil menace hovering over me like a storm cloud. But now, he wasn't evil. And he wasn't alive. Luke was gone.

I know, I should be happy with Percy. He was the most selfless man I had ever met, willing to sacrifice himself for his friends. He was the most one of the most considerate friends I have ever met. But he wasn't the MOST considerate friend I had.

Luke was. And he always will. And no matter how funny or sweet Percy is, he'll never replace Luke. I would sit, hour after hour, alone on the beach. Nostalgic chills would rack my body, freezing my heart. I needed someone to melt that frost-covered heart of mine, someone to break through the walls that surrounded that wretched piece of muscle.

I thought that Percy would understand. I thought that he would think about how hard it was for me.

"Annabeth! Snap out of it! All you do is mope around, thinking about Luke. He chose a heroic death, and you have to respect that!" Percy raged one day.

"I... you don't understand! Luke was like a big brother to me, I can't just forget that fact that he's dead!" I cried out. This wasn't the Percy I knew. The kind, sweet Percy who would help me through the hard times.

And my relationship with Percy just... broke down. It collapsed. Percy was now with snotty little Drew from the Aphrodite cabin, and I was left with a shattered heart. Again.

I wish Luke was with me again. He would know just what to say to make me feel better. I wish I was a daughter of Hades, to talk with him even when he's gone. I wish that I could whisper to him to come back. I wish that he never left me at all...

I wish that I never had to feel this alone...


did you like it? I wanted to make Annabeth's relationship with Percy not work out at all. You know what, if I get to fifteen reviews, I'll tell you the next song.