A/N: Sorry guys, this took a little longer I got sick for a while then one of our computers crashed, one doesn't have a charger and the other one is being sent out so I have to use the school computer when I can.

Stress

RPOV:

I slowly awoke and rolled over to get closer to Dimitri to find that my Russian God gone but there was a red rose on the pillow with a note next to it.

My dearest Roza,

I love you very much and I wish that I could have stayed next to you all night but I had to leave so no one suspected a thing we may be together now but we still need to be carful until you graduate in a few months. I can't wait till the next time I get to see you again. Roza please try to be on time for practice on Monday, I love you so much and miss you already I hope to see you soon. Roza don't forget that you are wanted by the princess today,

Yours always Comrade

God I loved him so much I hope I get to be with him later on today and I forgot about having to tell Lissa everything that happened between Dimitri and I. I better hop into the shower and get ready to head to breakfast then to head over to Lissa's bedroom. Once I was done washing up I headed across the quad to run into my stalker, Adrian.

"Hello Little Damphire" Adrian said with a smile.

"Hello Adrian" I said.

"So you and the cradle robber together now?" Adrian asked with a smirk on his lips. I just rolled my eyes at him and decided to ignore his antics.

"Oh, common Little Damphire you got to tell me if you guys are getting down and dirty" he said trying to sound serious but not succeeding very well. I just decided that ignoring him was my safest option than trying to hide it from him and slipping up. I knew that eventually he would figure it out on his own but the longer he doesn't know the better.

"Hey Adrian is Eddie and everyone in the café?" I asked.

"I'm not sure Little Damphire, I'm just getting here to you know." He said a little sarcastically. I just rolled my eyes at him again at his attitude.

"Shouldn't you already know if Lissa is here or not" Adrian asked.

"Well Adrian I don't spy on her all day I give her space you know. I don't keep an eye on her all day I like to live my life as well" I said a little irritated.

"Well that makes sense" Adrian said.

"No shit Sherlock" I said sarcastically.

We were just approaching our normal table that Eddie and Mia were sitting at. It seemed that Lissa and Christian were a little late for breakfast.

"Hey Eddie you know where Lissa and Fire crotch are at?" I asked.

Eddie just laughed at my nickname for Sparky "Well I believe that Lissa told Mia to tell you that she will be running late and to wait so you two can go and have a girl talk or something" he replied.

"Alright thanx Eddie. So what you been up to Mia I haven't seen you around for quite a while" I said actually curious.

"Well I've been living at court with my dad, he's been working at a coffee shop since mom's passed. I've also been taking defensive classes from some Guardians, and I've taken some offensive and defensive magic." She said quite proudly.

I smiled brightly at her "That's great Mia, I hope you've been having fun and I can't wait to see what you've learned so far" I told her "Also I was wondering why you're here, is it for the break that is coming up soon?"

"Actually yes I'm here for the break and I would love to show you what I've learned so far. Ummm… would tomorrow be okay since I know your going to be busy today" she said.

"Yeah that sounds great," I agreed.

Just then Lissa and sparky entered the café and I just finished my breakfast, I got up and dropped off my tray. When I came back Lissa and sparky were almost done eating already and were talking to Mia. I sat across from Lissa and waited for her to finish eating her breakfast so we could have our conversation that I've been dreading the entire day so far.

Rose we're going to go to my room, I already asked Adrian and Christian to leave us alone for a while. I just nodded my head to let her know that I heard her.

"Alright, Rose and I are leaving to my room for a while see you guys later." Lissa announced to everyone at our table. We got up and left for her room she as uncharacteristically quite, which just made me nervous. We soon arrived at her dorm room, once she let us in locking the door and putting on some music loud but not loud enough that we couldn't hear each other.

"Alright Rose I want you to start at the beginning so I can understand everything that happened. I really want to forgive you but I need to know everything that happened so I have all the facts." Lissa says.

"Alright if you want it from the beginning…. I guess I'll have to start from when we first met him…" I take a deep breath " Well after first meeting him and thinking that he was hot as hell… well after a while of training with him I started to develop a crush on him and I think it went the same way for him. Anyways soon after that we were sneaking kisses and we'd have conversations about why we shouldn't be doing this…."

"What? Is it because of me?" Lissa asked with guilt laced in her words.

"No! Well sort of, he thought that if we got attacked that he'd throw himself in front of me instead of you. On top of that is our age difference and the fact that we are student and teacher. Dimitri's come up with a plan though he thinks if he guards someone close to you than we can see each other and be together. This is our plan and I wanted to tell you I was planning on telling you because it was killing me to keep this from you. Any time I was about to tell you we got interrupted or you were rushing out the door to see sparky." I finish.

"Oh gosh! I'm sorry Rose for not letting you finish and not spending enough time with you. Also, how far have you guys gotten?" she asks a little bluntly. Which ques the blush, Damn IT! "Alrighty spill it!"

"Well, Dimitri and I've gone all the way…." which she cuts me off by squealing.

"Oh my god Rose you finally did it….. how was it?"

"Oh he was so sweet Liss he went slow and soft at first" I said with a devilish grin "After I got used to it we got a little rough… he was so insatiable good thing I have awesome stamina." Liss made a face at that which made me laugh.

"Rose how huge was I mean he's like huge already and everything but I mean like how big?" she asked with a blush.

"Well he's like humongous…. Like longer than a ruler and pretty thick but god I Love him and he Loves me."

"I'm happy for you Rose, I understand but know that you can tell me anything and I'll keep it a secret if it's what you want. I don't want any more secrets between us anymore I just hate it, it's not what best friends do. Promise me Rose that you'll share things with me no matter what."

"I promise Lissa, I'll start telling you thing okay."

"Alright Rose so you and Dimitri Huh?"

"Yeah and I think I'll leave and go to the gym for a while then I'll see you at lunch. You, Mia, and I can do something latter kay?"

"Yeah I'll see you later Rose."

She takes me to the door and we hug I'm glad that Lissa didn't hold this against me. Once I get to the gym and change into my work out cloths.

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