That's some fucked up shit I did huh? I know what you all are thinking. Why Randy? or How could I? or my personal favorite What the fuck did you do Randy? I screwed up big fucking time and I'm going to pay for it and this is how.

Monday Morning

I was on the floor still in shock. I couldn't believe the fuck I did. My eyes was wide opened in shock and my right hand was covering my mouth cause no words could come out. I think I was like that since about a good half an hour until I saw Jayson aka Christian sat up and stretched until he looked around his surroundings. i haven't moved still. I finally flinched when he looked at me with that smile.

"Good Morning R." Christian said cheerfully but I gave him a hard look then he looked at me with confusion. "What? What's wrong and why are you nak.."

He couldn't finished his sentence. He slowly looks down and lifted up the sheets then dropping the sheets and gave me a embarrassing look. "OMG...did we...did we...last night?" Christian gave me that look of hope that we didn't but I gave him a stiff nod. I heard Christian gave a hard and loud gulp as he started to panic.

"No...No no no no no no no...there is no damn way that we..."

"We did" I finally got out but it was low. Christian hurried out of the bed and started to look for his clothes. Not too long later, I finally got up and started to look for my clothes.

"This...this can't be happening! It just can't!" Christian yelled.

"Well it did! " I snapped back at him.

"No it shouldn't! Oh god! I can't believe that it happened!"

"Yeah and how do you think I feel?"

"I cheated on Drew!" Christian yelled.

I looked at him with my viper look. "And I cheated on John! This is a serious matter so we need to calm the fuck down*

"Ok so talking.."

I started to pace back and forth trying to think. Things doesn't look good for us. I still couldn't believe what the fuck I did.

"I got it!" Christian blurted out. I looked at him like he was crazy. "Ok how about we keep this as our dirty little secret just between us"

"What the fuck?" I gave him a cold stare. "Lie to John? I never lie to John! He hates liars and once he find out that I lied to him I'm dead!"

"You will still be dead once you tell him! We have no choise!"

He was right. This is a lose/lose situation. John is going to find out one way or other and...I'm dead. I have to keep this a secret. I just hope it won't kill me. Me and Christian finally got on our clothes on without saying anything to each other until that familiar ring tone blasted through my room. I took a deep gulp and answer it.

"H-Hi uh..J-Johnny" I was nervous as fuck.

"Hey baby. Are you ok?"

"Huh? I'm good. So what's up baby?"

"You know this wedesnday is the Raw and Smackdown supershow right? So I was thinking you and I shouldhave our night that was interrupted"

"That's sounds great baby..um..I have to go and I'll see you on Raw tonight so love you baby" I hung up the phone before John said anything. The guilt was eatting me alive. I look at Christian like I thought I seen a ghost.

"What?"

"The Raw and Smackdown supershow is this wedesnday"

"I know...we have to keep this on a low profile"

I nod. This would not be easy.

Wendesnday night. Raw and Smackdown Supershow

Tonight was the night from hell. Me and Christian decided to stay away from each other cause its too arkward. I was in the first match so I done my match real quick and then I was on my way to see John. I ran pass everybody even Tony the tech guy. I ran straight in John's locker room and at the same time John just put on his cap. He looked at me with that sexy sime. I can't believe I cheated on him.

"Hey baby" He pulled me in his arms and kissed me.

I held on to John for dear life and I deepend the kiss. He moaned into the kiss as so I did. He pulled away and we both was out of breath.

"Damn Rand, I see you missed me" John chuckled.

I chuckled with no humor and the guity pleasure builed up so high that I couldn't take it nomore. I'm going to tell him right here and now even it will cost me to lose him.

"Baby..." I leaned up and looked dead in John's eyes. "I-I need to tell you something"

"What is it Randy?" I saw the concern in John's eyes as John took my hands in his. I took a deep breath as I got nervous. "What's wrong baby?"

"Johnny, I..."

"ORTON! YOU SICK SON-OF-A-BITCH!"

Me and John turned around and seen a irate Drew McIntyre dragging a nervous Christian in John's locker room. My eyes widen and before I even could explain anything, I felt a fist connecting to my jaw. I fell back and was in shock. I didn't even seen Drew coming. I held my jaw and I seen John next to me.

"Randy! Are you ok?" I gave John a nod and John looked at Drew. "What the fuck Drew? What did you hit Randy for?"

"You're asking me! You should ask your whore of a fiance!" The angry Drew spat at John. I couldn't believe he called me a whore. I looked at Christian as he kept his head down low.

"What are you talking about Drew? And don't you ever call Randy a whore ever again!"

"I can fucking call him that cause that what he is! This fucker took advantage of my Christy!"

I shot my head up at Drew with shock. Advantage? I didn't take advatage of him! I look at Christian and he kept his head low.

"What the fuck are you talking about Drew?" I could tell John was angry by the sound of his voice.

"The fuck I'm talking about is that your little slut had took advantage of Christian and fucked him!"

I winced at the shock on John's face. Its like he been slapped. I stood up and got in Drew's face.

"I didn't take advantage of him! It didn't turn out like that!"

"Then you did sleep with him did you?"

I hesitated for a bit. Then I looked down and sighed. "...yes...but..."

"Save it Orton! We're not friends anymore you fucking bitch!" Drew spat in my face. I deserve it cause it shouldn't happened.

"I understand..." I said with a low sad voice.

"Lets go Christian!" Drew siad storming out of the room.

"I-I'm so sorry Randy. I couldn't tell him what really happened...I-I'm so sorry..."

Christian said sadly and left. I took a deep breath and turned to John. He was pissed. I could understand his end. I hurted him.

"Johnny..." I was about to walk over to him but he shook his head slowly and angerly. I stopped and looked down. My heart was breaking.

"How could you?" John said it so low and painfully. I looked up at him cause I heard him.

"John-John..."

"How could you hurt me like this Randy?" John said a little louder.

"Johnny...I-I'm so sorry. It just happened. We was both drunk and it happened. It never ment anything. he's nothing to me. I love you and only you and I hate myself for what I did and I'm so fucking sorry..please..forgive me" I tried to reach his hand but he backed up away from me. Tears was already falling from my eyes. i'm losing my Johnny.

"Don't touch me...don't you fucking touch me" John spat low and dangerously.

I took a step back and look down. I couldn't fight the tears. I let the fall from my eyes freely. The room was quiet until Tony came in and told John his match was next. I heard John took a shaky sigh. He was hurt badly and I'm to blame.

"You hurt me Randy..I can't believe you." I looked up at him wih the tears still falling.

"You cheated on me with one of our friends. If you say you love me you wouldn't done it the first time"

"John I was drunk.."

Then John exploded. "LAME ASS EXCUSE! YOU STILL CHEATED ON ME! I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO YOU! YOU BROKE OUR TRUST AND YOU CHEATED ON ME! I COULD NEVER FORGIVE YOU! WE WAS GOING TO GET MARRIED IN A FEW MONTHS AND YOU COULDN'T KEEP IT IN YOUR PANTS!"

" John I'm so sorry I..."

"Save it Randy!" The room fell silent again. He walked passed me to the door as I stood in place.

"We're done Randy. When i come back, you better be out of my room or I'm going to throw you out..."

John's voice was so sad and broken. He slammed his door and that's when I broke down. Did you hear that huge shatter? That was my heart broke into tiny pieces. i drove away my lifeline. Its my fault. I'm so sorry John-John.