The biggest price to pay. I did one huge fucked up mistake and all of my happiness went down the tube. If only I had said no to go to the bar that night I still would be with John. I'm such a fucking screw up that I even hate myself. *sigh* What am I going to do now?

Night Fall (Tuesday Night The Same Week)

Tuesday night the same night that I got kicked out of my home and my best relationship had ended, I was planning to take the pain away. By doing that with the help of lovely booze. The same shit that got me ended up here. So after taping Smackdown, I hit the liqour store and loaded up on drinks. I got to my hotel room and sat the bottles down. I had Jack Daniels and his cousins, Henny, Capt. Morgan, Grey Goose and Smerinoff. I was going to drink tonight. Not only I won the World Heavyweight Championship from Christian, which I made damn sure to give him a RKO that he was going to feel for a month for what he did and I just found out that Drew dumped Christian cause not only he told him what really happened but Christian aslo was found being drilled by both of the Uso brothers..but..anyways i was trying to stop the hurting from the pain that happened to me losing my only lifeline. Hours later, i was fucked up. I already can feel the headache that was coming but I didn't care. I started to drink some of Capt. Morgan until I heard the door knocked. I wasn't in the mood for any visitors.

"GO AWAY!" I yelled as I took another sip of gin but another knock was heard. "GO THE FUCK AWAY!" I screamed again.

I took another sip but somehow my door flew open. Did I lock my damn door when i came in? Who cares I was getting rid of my pain.

"Oy Orton, you look a damn mess"

I groaned and looked at two men and they was none other than Sheamus and Wade Barrett. Why the hell are these two in my room?

"What do you two want? And why are you two in my room?" I sounded drunk and I didn't care.

"It stinks in here. Anyways, T-lo sent us here to check on you cause you was out of it during your match"

Out of all fucking people Theodore sent there two idiots here. I groaned and looked away. "Please, just leave me the hell alone. I just want to be alone."

"But Randy.."

"LEAVE!" I snapped at the two. The both shrugged at each other and left me in my dark room alone. Without John, I am alone.

Tuesday Night (1 Month Later)

A month later went by since that nasty break up between John and I. I was still depressed and heartbroken but I am the World Heavyweight Champion so I had to put my personal business aside for my work business. In the ring I look normal but out the ring...different story. It was another tuesday night and I was getting ready to tape Smackdown. It was two nights from Over The Limit...two nights that I saw John. We haven't spoke to each other but you could had felt tension between us. I still miss him til this day. I couldn't stand without being with John anymore longer so I have to get him back. I couldn't ask our friends cause they still all hate me and I can't blame them. I barely talk to Wade and Sheamus but they gets on my damn nerves. Justin and Daniel stay under each other so no use talking to them, Heath be in his own world with Wade and I don't speak with Christian anymore so i have no one to talk to. I was walking down the arena halls until i seen Natalya talking to Alicia Fox. Great divas. But this is a good sign. They talk to John when they see him..maybe they can help me. So I walked up to both of them.

"Hey Girls" I wasn't trying to sound desperate in front of divas. How would my rep be like if anybody seen me, the apex predictor sounds desperate to divas and asking them for help? Not a chance so i'm going to paly it cool.

"Hey Randy" Both Natalya and Alicia said.

"How's it goin?" I asked.

"Great" Said Alicia

"Can't complain" Natalya said.

"That's good. So..I was wondering..have you two speak to John lately?" I asked.

"Cena? Yeah we spoke to him sunday." Natalya said.

"Yep. And he told us what happened between you two and we're so sorry" Alicia said.

"Its ok and thanks but..uh..I trying to get John back and he don't want to see or talk to me and I have no idea to get him back so I was wondering do you two have any ideas to help me out?" I asked.

I peeped out Natalya and Alicia both looked at each other with that shock look and they both turned back to me with the same look.

"...What?..." I asked in confusion.

"What? You haven't heard?" Alicia asked.

"Heard? Heard what?"

"Hon, its all over the whole WWE universe" Natalya said.

"What's all over the WWE Universe? What the hell you two are talking about?" I was getting impaticent and angry. You see, this is why i don't talk to the divas.

"He didn't hear, Nattie. Poor thing" Alicia said.

"Tell me what's the fuck is going on!" I snapped a little. I didn't mean to but you know me.

"Oh hon, John is with Phil now"

Those words from Natalya just echoed in my head. I stared at the two divas like i didn't hear what they said or I just didn't hear them right. "W-What was that?"

"John Cena is with Phillip Brooks aka CM Punk now" Alicia was saying to me like I was 2 years old.

I couldn't believe it. My John-John is with that grese ball Phil. No...this can't be happening. John supposed to be with me! He was not suppose to move on so damn fast! I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked at the two divas.

"We're so sorry hon. I wish we could do something"

I zoned out Natalya again. I had to get John back to me. I won't see him until Capital Punishment the next PPV so that's give me some time to think on how to get my Johnny back. I thanked the two divas and went on about my business. I was going to get John to forgive me and back into my arms and I be damned if I'm going to let that no good Phillip to have what belongs to me. I will punt Phil in the skull if i have to.