Here is the next installment of 'Renesmee's Diary' We hope you enjoy it :)

Dear Diary,

We were so close. So close I could feel his breath on my lips and his scent wrapping all around me. But of course I have to go and mess it up, I can't believe it.

-Nessie

We walked down the sand and over to the water, walking along. The smell of the salty water taking over. The breeze was cool and I shivered a little, looking up seeing it was probably going to rain. I groaned.

"Whats wrong Ness?" Jake asked.

I turned to him and smiled a little, pointing up at the dark grey sky. "It just looks like it might rain soon."

He chuckled, looking up. "S'okay, we can still have fun before then." He smirked and I looked at him with an eyebrow raised. Before I processed what was happening he scooped me up in his arms and over his shoulder carrying me off towards the water. I hit his back.

"Jacob Black! Don't you dare!" I yellled slightly laughing. He smirked.

"Don't what, Renesmee?" He chuckled and started running into the water dropping me in. I flailed around a bit before righting myself and coming back up to the surface. The water was freezing, my teeth almost chattering. I glared at him.

"Oh, now you've done it." I said and jumped on him, knocking him over into the water. We were both laughing hard, soaking wet. He dunked my head under gently. I tried to swim away and ended up back on shore.

I climbed up and out of the water falling back on the shore. Jake stood, walking over to me, a huge smile on his face. He fell back beside me. I glanced over at him, before seeing that he did the same at the exact same time. I blushed and looked up at the sky, biting my lip. I could almost feel him smiling beside me. He leaned over and brushed my cheek with the softest touch. I blushed even deeper and stood up. Even looking away I knew he frowned a little before he stood up beside me.

"Umm...what should we do now?" I looked around awkwardly for something. Anything. I would have threw myself over a cliff for a distraction, I felt so embarrassed. Why couldn't I have just smiled or something. Idiot, I thought to myself.

He chuckled. "Well, we could just walk." He shrugged and motioned down the beach. I took a deep breath and nodded, starting to walk. He followed beside me, sliding his hands into his pockets. Again, I looked around awkwardly trying to avoid his gaze. We came across some rocks and I jumped up on them, happy for a slight distraction. "Be careful Ness, please?" He said concern streaking his words.

"Yeah, yeah." I smiled and jumped from rock to rock. I saw him wince from the cornor of my eye everytime I jumped. I watched him confused, missing my footing. I slipped off the rock. "OhMyGod!" I yelped, but before I could even blink I was in his arms. I took another shaky breath and looked up at him. He was frowning.

"Nessie! What did I say about being careful?" He was looking at me with what looked like pain and worry. I couldn't be sure.

"I-I'm o-okay." I stuttered, looking at him a little shocked that I got so distracted by him. I gulped. He never took his eyes off me. I felt a rush of warmth run through my body, not able to take my eyes away from his. I've never felt so connected to someone before. It felt like gravity had vanished and something else, something I couldn't quiet explain was holding us both together, in that moment.

I snapped out of it and cleared my throat. "I'm okay now, you can...umm...put me down now." I smiled a little.

He shook his head as if clearing it and set me down on my feet. "Sorry. Uhh...just be more careful." He rubbed the back of his neck and we continued walking on a little awkward from...whatever that was. I bit my lip, my heart felt like it might explode in my chest.

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