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Dear Diary,

I think I may actually finally get in on this massive secret….So, why am I so terrified now?

-Nessie

Glancing around the forest quickly, as I paced across the grass. The leaves crunching under my feet as the wind blew through the trees, rustling the leaves up in a flurry of colours. I smiled up towards the tops of the trees, watching the leaves fall to the ground while I spun in a small circle, my laughter filling the air around me. A branch cracked to my left and I spun with quick reflexes to see him walk out from the shadow of the tree line. A faint smile on his lips as he waved a hand in my direction briefly, walking over.

I smiled and held up a hand in a sort of wave, walking over to meet him in the middle of the small opening. "Hi" I whispered breathlessly walking into his arms, feeling him encircle me in a tight hug. "Jake…You know what I want to know. I need to know, please. I am old enough…Maybe not technically, but physically I'm only two years younger than you. I don't understand why my entire family is keeping such a huge secret from me. How is that fair?" I pleaded, leaning up to look him in the eyes, seeing the pain reflected there wishing badly to take it all back now, but knowing I wouldn't if this got me what I wanted.

He sighed, nodding. "Can you give me…One more day? That's all I ask, Ness. Just one day."

Sighing softly, I began to ponder this a moment. Thinking this must be huge if he needs an entire day. Finally, I nodded. "If that's what you need."

JACOB

I quickly dropped Ness off at Emily's to be with Claire for the afternoon, while I raced through the trees, digging down deep into the earth beneath me. The wind blowing through my fur as my speed began to increase before coming to a screeching halt outside of the Cullen's main house. Knowing Edward has already read my thoughts and gathered the rest of the family for what I was about to ask. Annoying, yet convenient.

Phasing, I quickly pulled on a pair of shorts I had hidden and jogged up to the door, not bothering to knock, and walking in to face them all.

"No, it's too soon!" I heard Edward say, speaking through his teeth, just as I shut the door behind me.

"Edward, please be reasonable." Bella said softly in a musical voice.

The first thing I noticed was Edwards dark expression. No change really. Edward shook his head in my direction. I sighed and thought, I'm sure you've warned them. He nodded once. She needs to know eventually. You know I wouldn't do anything that would hurt her. Ever. Edward tensed but gave what I thought was a slight nod of his head.

"Would either of you be so kind as to voice your discussion for the rest of us to hear? Not all of us read minds here." I turned towards Alice, seeing her frustrated expression. Unable to control the faint smile that appeared then across my lips. I don't know what it was, maybe it was due to Nessie, but I couldn't seem to hate Alice.

A booming laugh filled the room then. Emmett. "We all know why he's here and, for once, I agree with the mu-" A glare from Bella stopped that sentence in it's tracks. "I agree with, Jacob." He shot Bella a quick wink before continuing on. "The kid deserves to know so she can reject him already and we can all have a good laugh 'round here and be done with this." I rolled my eyes, Emmett's opinion wasn't really being taken into account anyway.

"Much appreciated as your comment's are, Emmett. I do believe it would be Renesmee's choice." Carlisle said. The only level headed one of the bunch. He turned to Edward, and seemed to be having an unspoken conversation with him, from the way Edward's expression changed. Edward nodded, and I felt a bit of hope restored before he turned on me.

"You'll take care of her, protect her?" He asked.

I practically growled, my hands tightening into fists. What a stupid question. Edward growled lowly, obviously needing the confirmation. "You know I will."

"If she so much as comes home with a single tear…" He trailed off, leaving the rest unspoken but I could guess as to what he might have said. I simply nodded, knowing that if this did hurt her in anyway, which was the one thing I was most afraid of, I wouldn't be able to live with that.

"I think we can all back Edward up on that one." Jasper, who was silent till now through this exchange, finally spoke up from beside Alice. I hadn't noticed him till now.

"You can count on it, Mutt." Spat Rosalie. I rolled my eyes in her direction, before catching Bella's gaze. She smiled warmly towards me and I knew then that I had her support. I turned and headed back out the door, running towards the tree's and slipping into the darkness of the forest.

She knew I would do my best not to hurt Ness. Ever.

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