IZ Song mix to life-THINGY-
Disclaimer:I do not own any of the songs, I hate everything about you, Just like you, Lost in you, Life starts now, Pushing me away, One step closer, Leave out all the rest, Cold, What lies beneath, Without you, Not strong enough, The last night, Falling into black, It's not me its you, If you only knew, I'm yours,
Every time we lie awake, after every hit we take. Every feeling that I get, but I haven't missed you yet. Every room mate kept awake, by every sigh and scream we make. All the feelings that I get, but I still don't miss you yet. Only when I stop to think about it. I hate everything about you, why do I love you? Some how I found a way to get lost in you, and now I found myself saying I want to get lost in you. But wait, I could be mean! I could be angry! I could be just like you! You thought you were standing beside me, but you were only in my way! I've found your testing me pushes me away. Ive found bliss in ignorance. The less I hear the less you say. Every word you say to me pushes me on step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break! Shut up when I'm talking to you! SHUT UP! (Wow...holy major breakdown moment) *sigh* I dreamed I was missing. You didn't care. After my dreaming, I woke with this fear. What am I leaving, when I'm done here. Don't resent me, and when your feeling empty, keep me in your memories, leave out all the rest. Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right. You are the antidote that gets me by. What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am. Never meant to be so cold. Sorry bout all the lies. Maybe in a different light, you could see me stand on my own again, cause now I can see. I know there's got to be more than just your sick twisted smile and cold shaded eyes. Let it go, if I could. When love dies, in the end. But I can't face the dark with out you. Search for the answers I knew all along. Never the wiser of what Ive become. Alone I stand, a broken man. All I have is one last chance, I won't turn my back on you. take my hand. Drag me down. If you fall, then I will to. And I can't save what's left of me. Pain so familiar and close to the heart. There's nothing left to lose. The fight never ends. And I'm not strong enough to stay away. I can't run from you. You say my name, but it's not the same. There's anger, pain, and just plain contempt. So hard to choose, between the pleasure and the pain. Even if I tried to win the fight, my heart would over rule my mind. What can I do. I would die with out you. In your presence my heart knows no shame! And I'm not to blame! Cause you bring my heart to it's knees, and it's killing me, when your away! I wanna leave and I wanna stay! There nothing I can do. My hearts chained yo you, and I can't get free! Look what this loves done to me! I'm not strong enough to stay away. I always knew that you'd come back to get me. And you always knew that it wouldn't be easy. To go back to the start and see where it all began. Or end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends. You say, your feeling so down, every time i turn around. You say, you should've been gone by now. And you say, everything's wrong. You ask me, how to carry on. Well make it through another day just hold on. Life starts now. You've done all the things that could kill you some how. And your so far down. But you will survive it some how. I hate to see you fall down. I'll pick you up off the ground. I've watched the weight of your world come down. But knows the time to change the way you've lived for so long. Find the strength you've had inside all along. All this pain. All this hate. You will survive this some how. you tell me this will be the last night, feeling like this. I tell you, I came to say good bye. Didn't want you to see me cry. But this is the last night I'll spend alone. We sit and talk. You parent say everything is your fault. But they don't know you like I know you, they don't know you at all. I'm so sick of when they say, it's just a phase you'll be ok, your fine. Cause I know it's a lie. The night is young when every things wrong. You give me a hand and I'll help you hold on. Tonight im so alone. This sorrow take a hold. Don't leave me alone! Cause I barely see it all! I'm falling in the black, slipping through the cracks,falling to the depths, can I ever go back? Dont leave me here like this. Cant hear me scream from the abyss that now is surrounding me! And now I wish for you, my desire! But wait, let's get the story straight, you were a poison flooding through my veins. Your driving me insane. All the lies, and stupid things you say and do! It's not me it's you! I'm so utterly mixed up...if you only knew. I'd sacrifice my beating heart before I lose you. It's 4:03 and I can't sleep with out you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea. If I drown tonight, bring me back to life, breathe your breath in me, the only thing that I still believe in is you. If you only knew. If you only knew how many time I counted all the words that went wrong. I don't regret any days we spent, or any letters that I sent. I tried to beat you, but your so hot that I melted. I fell right through the cracks. Now I'm try to get back! Now nothings gunna stop me but divine intervention, I reckon it's my turn to win some and learn some. But I don't care, I'll take no more, no more. It's not the same. I'm yours.