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"Come on Jade it will be fun, lets just go." Beck asked me as we sat in the park this Friday afternoon. I was busy watching Mason sleep in his stroller. I found my self staring at him, just admiring how beautiful he is. He had my eyes and Becks hair.

"I don't know, I have never allowed anyone to babysit him before, and I just don't know." I spoke not breaking my gaze from Mason.

"Babe its been three whole months since we have had any type of fun. If you hadn't noticed we haven't had much of a summer and school starts on Monday. I mean don't you wanna have fun with your friends just one more time before our senior year starts?" he was telling the truth. Our whole summer was absorbed buy Mason James Oliver. We didn't go to any parties or hang out with any of our friends. Most of the time we were in the RV or at the park. Now Beck wanted us to at least attend the back to school party Tori and Cat put together for all the new seniors of Hollywood arts. This meant that Becks parents would babysit Mason which I wasn't really comfortable with. I get that there his grandparents, but I've never been away from him for more than 5mins. But I could tell that Beck wanted to get out and have fun before school started back up. I mean I had to get use to being away from Mason sometime because Becks mom would be watching him while we were at school. Im glad that she came around to the idea of Beck and I having a child. I wish that my own dad would due to same thing. I haven't spoken to him since he kicked me out for being pregnant.

"Fine." I said looking up at him. His whole face lit up with excitement.

"Really?"

"Yeah."
"Well it starts at 8 so we have a few hours."

"That works because if im going out I have to look acceptable. I mean I look a mess." I was wearing sweat pants and a hoddie which seemed to be my usual outfit now of days. I had lost all my baby weight, but had became so comfortable wearing this stuff.

"No you don't. you look beautiful." he always replied when I called my self ugly or anything close to it.

"My parents are going to be really excited about this. You know that they have been dying for some alone time with the little guy." Becks said motioning towards Mason.

"Yeah I know." just then Mason started to wake up which meant that it was time to go back to the RV. It was four o'clock which means I had four hours to become old tough looking Jade again.

"Wow." Beck said as I stepped out of the bath room. I had been in there for the past two hours getting ready. I was wearing my favorite pair of black skinny jeans and a purple tank top. I had put back in my blue hair extensions through my now curly black hair. I felt good as I walked up to Beck who had Mason in his arms. I reached down to pick up my son. He was so light and fragile. I didn't want to let him down once he settled in my arms. Beck could tell this to so he spoke up.

"My mom is back and the party starts in 30mins and Tori wants us to be at her house early." He sounded so eager to leave. So I put Mason back in his arms and grabbed my bag and walked over to his parents house. Mason went to his grandparents so easily. I felt super sad leaving him but I did need some time to just be Jade West again and not mommy. When we walked back to Becks car he pinned me up against it and kissed me. This kiss was magical. It had a passion I haven't felt in three months. We stood there for what seemed like forever just exploring each others months. I missed us being like this.

"I love you Jade." He whispered in my ear as we broke apart.

"I love you too." I said trying to catch my breath. We then got into car and drove to Vega's house.

When we arrived the whole senior class was already there. it took us ten mins to find a place to park. Everyone looked shocked when we enter the door. They all stood staring at us as, their lips silent as the music continued to play loudly.

"What the hell are ya'll staring at?" I snapped loudly at them. With this they began to dance and talk again. I couldn't believe i still had it in me to be so mom for three months you get use to being all mushy and sweet. Beck held my hand as we made our way through the crowd.

"JADEEEEEEEEEE!" I heard a familiar voice scream as Beck and I Made our way to the back yard. I then saw Cat walk up to us with the rest of the gang.

"Well im glad yall came." Vega said.
"Me too I have barley seen you guys this summer." Robbie spoke.

"Well how's Mason doing. I haven't seen him since the hospital." Vega spoke again. with this Beck let go of my hand and pulled out his phone. He showed them his screen saver which was a picture of Mason from a few weeks ago. This made all of them aww as they saw it.

"He is like the cutest baby I've ever seen in my life." Cat said.

"Thanks." Becks said as he but his phone back in his pocket and wrapped his arms around my waist. I now wished we were completely alone. We chatted for a few more minutes with them before we really got into the swing of the party. I was actually having a good time with my friends. Cat and I where practically the center of attention as we danced in the middle Tori's living room. It felt like I didn't even have a kid anymore. Beck was having a good time too. We was hanging out with a lot o his guy friends in the corner. I admit that I had a few beers too. I hadn't had anything to drink since I found out I was pregnant. Beck had some too. As the music began to slow down he pulled me away from Cat and into his arms.

"so are you having a good time?" he asked as we twirled around.

"I actually am. Thanks for making me come."

"Your welcome and my mom texted me saying that Mason is sound asleep and has been for a few hours."

"I guess it wont be so bad going back to school then."

"I told you," and with this he kissed me again. His breath tasting heavy of alcohol. This one wasn't as long but it was still beautiful. when the song changed Cat found me again and pulled me back with her to the center of the dance floor. After about a million more songs, I decided that it was time for me to go home. I started to miss Mason again plus it was after 1 in the mourning and things where staring to die down. I went to go find Beck who I hadn't seen since our kiss. I ran into Andre as I searched the house for Beck.

"Hey have you seen Beck?" I asked.

"Umm I think he is upstairs or something." His words were slured meaning that he was clearly drunk. I walked passed him as I headed up the stairs. I called Becks name a few times as I roamed around upstairs.

I then heard noise coming from the bathroom. I decided to look in there. As I opened the door my heart sunk. There was my Beck with his pants down and some chick with ugly bleach blond hair on her knees.

"Jade." He said drunk out his mind. the girl quickly got up off the floor and ran out of the bathroom licking her lips. I was ten seconds away from exploding. Beck started to come to the reality of what just happened as he quickly pulled his pants up.

"Jade I'm so sorry." He said with every word slured. He started to walk towards me but stumbled in his tracks. I ran down the stairs with tears in my eyes. How? Was all I could ask myself. I quickly found Cat.

"Jade what's wrong?" She asked me.

"Just take me back to Becks place please." I yelled back at her.

"Okay but whats-"

"lets go." I yelled cutting her off.

"Okay lets go." We drove to Becks with nothing but the sound of my sobs.

"Are you sure you don't want to tell me what's wrong." She asked again as we pulled into the driveway.

I ignored her and ran towards his parents house. I banged on the door wanting to get my son.

"Jade sweet heart it's almost 2 in the mourning what do you want?" his mom asked as she answered the door. I just barged past her and walked to the spare room where I knew Mason was sleeping. I grabbed him carefully not to wake him up.

"Jade where are you going?" his mom asked but I ignored her too. i next found myself in the RV packing mine and Mason's things. Once I was done I grabbed my car keys and put Mason in his car seat. Thank god he was still sleeping. I found at the only place I wanted to be right now. I took Mason out of his car seat and walked to the front door and rang the doorbell. I was still crying as my father opened the door half sleep.

"Jade what are you doing here?" he asked surprise to see me this earl in the mourning.

"Dad please." With this he let me in.

BE HONEST DID THIS CHAPTER SUCK? TO ME IT DID. I JUST WROTE THIS JUST TO UPDATE SOMETHING. I RELEIZED THAT I LIKE WRITING FROM BECKS POV BETTER. SO SHOULD I JUST KEEP WRITING FORM HIS OR FROM JADE'S? PLEASE REVIEW! AND BE HONEST IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE THIS OR IF YOU WANT ME TO CHANGE THE STORY LINE OR ANYTHING.

- KENDRA;)