Thank you sooooooo much cold kagome, Rraz45, Souless666, JJJFan. Zith888, me too and a little too muchI'm giving you guys a day pass with one of your favorite Supernatural Characters.(Now only if I really could. Damn you Erik Kripke) Anyways I'm getting pretty serious about this story and another story, What now? . And by serious more than 20 chapters. I'm thinking about maybe getting a BETA. I'm not totally sure, but if you're interested, let me know. An d OMG SEASON 7 THIS FRIDAY! I'm so freaking nervous and excited. ( I don't wanna hate Cas )

**********DEAN'S POV************

Dean scream's echoed through his ears and he frantically clawed at his eyes. He heard the demons laughing, it seemed the laughing came from everywhere. He couldn't see a thing. It was like that for two hours already.

How the hell can they be laughing still? I'm not the damn amusing, Dean wondered to himself.

"Give me my eyesight back you fucking monsters." Dean snarled.

They all laughed and a gruff male voice responded. "Nah give it a few weeks or-" he paused dramatically. "Or months, I forgot how strong the poison was."

Dean gasped as he suddenly was slammed into what he assumed was the floor. Pain racked through Dean's back and ribs. He lost his breath and gasped. He could feel the terror building up inside of him. It was almost blinding, and panicky. He was going to die here, no one would save him. Most certain not his dad.

For some reason his mind flashed to Sam. To how kind he was to Dean. Sammy actually seemed concerned about him. Dean faintly rembered the conversation he heard between Sam and his dad. Dean still couldn't believe that Sam stood up for him. But immedietly he was captured after he heard all that shit. Though it was better that the fearmons got him then having his own dad kill him. Dean shuddered at the thought.

Suddenly there was a grip on his throat, squeezing tighly. Dean grabbed the hands just to relieve some of the pressure. The hands pinched tighter and he gasped. He felt himself being lifted in the air. He started gasping barely breathing. Then he felt something cool and hard. Confusion hit the back of his mind then he felt himself being lowered in. When he felt liquid touch his toes, he started thrashing and flailing. Then he was suddenly underwater. He tried tried fighing but was loosing strength quickly. He tried holding his breath.

The pressure was suddenly gone. He tried to get effor t to get out but he couldn' felt paralyzed and he was scared. I don't want to die, oh god. Why is my life so horrible. Big rough hands pulled him out of the water. He tried to fight against the hands and started pleading. He didn't care if he looked weak anymore. He coughed and felth liguids pouring out of his mouth as some was thumping his back. He was then pulled down on the floor someone enclosing him in a tight embrace, he flinched away.

"Hey, it's okay Dean. It's me Sam, It's Sammy. I got you. You're safe." He heard Sam trying to reassure him.

He felt sam rubbing light soothing circles on his back and lighly pushing his hair back. Dean broke out into sobs, whole body shaking into Sam. Dean Winchester finally broke.

It has been three weeks since Sam snapped at John and Dean had been kidnapped. Bobby came down immediately with Ellen and Jo Harvelle. Sam was grateful for them. He need all the help he could get. For some reason, he felt strangely overprotective of Dean. He was also awed by him. Dean still had found the courage to get up everyday and find a smile and be brave. Sure he didn't hold up perfectly, but in his position who could? Dean was a really strong man. Though it seemed, he never got to be a boy. Sam told The Harvelles and Bobby about Dean. Sam thought that Bobby was going to explode with anger and Jo had disgust on her face. Ellen looked sed and had hatred in her eyes. Bobby threatened he was going to kill John as soon as he saw him.

Sam's mind went to Bobby. Bobby accepted him fully even after he knew about Sam and his parents; birth parents. So did Ellen and Jo. He loved them all fiercely.

In about the fourth week there was finally a break.

"Yeah, really okay. Thanks Ash. No don't drink all the beer or I'll shoot your ass with the shotgun. Okay see you soon." Ellen finished her conversation. She then turned to everybody.

"Heads up everybody. I know where the fearmons are , and more importantly where Dean first there are four of them." She said.

She told them and they got themselves prepared. Silver bullets, silver knives and swords were in every single hand. They arrived there at dawn and looked. It was the most shitty house Sam has ever seen. They snuck up to the front door. They were gonna sneak in and hope to kill at least two before they got suspicous. But Sam lost control when he saw Dean get picked up by the throat. He barged in and stabbed the first demon. He panicked when he didn't see Dean right away, before he realized that one of them was holding one hand in a tub. Bobby shot it and it toppled over to the side.

Sam was barely aware of anything else when he ran over pulling Dean out. He saw Dean's eyes open and begin fighting him. Clarity struck Sam when he realized that Dean was blind and couldn't see.

"Hey, it's okay Dean. It's me Sam, It's Sammy. I got you. You're safe." Sam tried to reassure Dean.

Dean relaxed for a second before a loud strangeling sob racked through Dean. Sam just held him tighter lightly rubbing his back as Dean held on to him fiercely. Sam witnessed something he never wanted to see. Dean Winchester, finally broken.


So, Im going to an AU to this AU, haha. It's going to contain wincest, Sam/Dean but some of you may have seen it coming. It will be posted on a Sam/Dean archive website that is awesome. But if you guys are interested enough I can post it on here. Same name different summary.