Existence
Blank, blank, blank.
I'm coming up blank, I can't remember where I left my keys and I have to get to school. I misplaced them from, after school yesterday and stumbling home at two a.m. today. But then I wonder how I got home, did I drive? Walk? Float?
I should probably call Jasper since I'm with him most of the time. But then I don't really know where my phone is. This is why I shouldn't go to Jasper's house to smoke because I always come back to reality not knowing what the hell I did. I hear a faint tone and decide to follow, assuming it's my phone. I crawl through the mess that is my room, making a mental note to clean it up later. I hear the tone as I step closer to the shelf or what seems like a shelf but I can't really tell since it's covered in t-shirts.
Under all the shirts I find my phone, not really knowing why it's under there, when I'm pretty sure I had it with me at school. I unlock my phone and see I have nine missed calls from Jasper. He never calls me, unless it's something seriously funny and he can't wait to tell me. As I'm looking at my phone it begins to ring and it is Jasper again.
" What the fuck do you want that is so important that I have nine missed calls from you?"
" Whoa dude, chill. I have some great news that might just excite your waste of a life."
"Okay, before you tell me that amazing story, do you know where my keys are at?'
" They're at my house."
"How can they be at your house? How did I get home last night?"
" You walked home saying something about how you hated your life and wanted to take it by the horns or something, so you walked home to show to yourself you can do what ever you set your mind to."
" Fuck, Jasper, how am I getting to school now, I'm not walking. I only walked yesterday because I was out of it, pick me up pussy."
"Fine, chill out for a couple hours though, I have some stuff to do. I'll come for you in like an hour or two."
" What the fuck do you have to do that is so important?"
" Don't worry about it, I'll tell you when I see you."
" Oh, wait before you go what were you going to tell me before?"
" Dude, I totally forgot. Man, you shouldn't have confused me, it was some great ass news if I've ever heard any."
" Well when you remember tel-"
" OH! I remember now, there's a new girl in town!"
" Jasper, why the fuck would I care if there's a new girl in town?"
" Because this girl is fresh meat, as in we haven't seen her before. A new person in this usual town. A new horse in this two horse town. Are you getting where I'm going with this?"
" Yes, Jasper I get it. We'll see for ourselves when we get to school, but from what I remember there's a girl you're still trying to get, isn't there?"
"Whoa dude don't go there, that's cold. Alice is a vibrant rainbow in my gray world. Don't disrespect that."
"She doesn't know you exist."
"Just like your future dream girl doesn't know you exist either."
A/N: We are getting there, just be patient. Just like they say, patience is a virtue. But I've never actually had any patience myself...