April was not ready for this. She just had to console a sick kid's parent, and talking to Jackson was the last thing she wanted to do. But it needed to be done. Better get it over with.

She got to the door of the resident's room, but could not walk in. She felt frozen. Maybe another day would be best.

"April, I am right over here" Jackson saw her. Shoot.

April walked over, and sat down across from him, the farthest chair possible. Jackson moved his chair a bit closer to her and whispered "we both understand that that night was an accident, right, I am still with Lexie"

April let out a slight smile, and said, "right" oh dear. "But um, Jackson, I need to tell you something."

"It's ok, no comments necessary. We can just pretend this never happened."

"Well, Jackson. That can't happen."

Jackson face froze, "why"

"I am late"

Silence.

"I thought you we on the pill. April, you said you were on the pill!" Jackson stood up and pushed the chair back. It made a squeak along the tiles, and April jumped a bit from her seat. This was not going well.

"I lied. I am so sorry, like really"

"April, you said you were on the pill!"

"I know, I am so so sorry. Please, forgive me. Please" She started tearing up. He seemed madder then she thought he would be. "I know I should not have, but my intelligence just went right out the window. I am so sorry.'

"I can't deal with this right now." Jackson got up, without even looking at April.

April could not hold back the tears. She put her her face in her hands, and started crying. After a moment she heard.

"So that is why you were trying to avoid Jackson by calling in sick yesterday."

April looked up and saw Meredith, with Zola on her hip. "You know you have to tell Lexie, right?"

"I will, I promise."

"You better do it soon. You do not want to have her find out another way. If you don't tell her, I will"

"No, no, I will tell her. Just give me time"

"No, you don't have time. Tell her."

Before April could answer, Christina walked in the room.

"Meredith, Derek wanted me to tell you…"

April stood up and rushed out the room. She did not want to explain to why her eyes were red, especially not to Cristina. She walked to the private bathroom across the residence rooms, and splashed cold water on her face.

Then she looked up, she could not even recognize herself.