So, I'm very sorry about how late this is. I have no excuse, except maybe laziness. Also, I'm sorry I didn't reply to reviews. I read them and I love the feedback, it's just a lot happened the past two weeks and even my brain is kind of struggling to finish this. I do have another chapter done, so I will post it next week. Anyway, if you're still reading and putting up with my terribleness, I thank you.

Disclaimer: I own nothing, but the plot.

"Hey, Logan. What's-" As Kendall walks into Logan's dressing room, he is instantly cut off by Logan's lips on him.

He barely has time to register that he's just been pushed up against the door and that they're at work. But he doesn't care, he just pulls Logan closer to him, his hands gripping his waist.

They continue like this, just lips moving together, until Logan slowly starts to unbutton Kendall's flannel shirt and removes his lips from Kendall's, so he can begin to kiss the exposed flesh of his chest.

"Wait, stop," Kendall pulls Logan back up, though he's questioning his sanity for stopping him, because Logan's hands are resting on the waistband of his jeans, ready to pop them open.

"What's wrong?" Logan's chest is rising and falling, while his eyes are blown wide with lust.

Kendall really just wants to give in and have his way with him, right here in Logan's dressing room. But he tries to ignore the look of pure desire on Logan's face.

"It's just...where did this come from?"

Logan realizes he's just staring at Kendall's chest; slowly he raises his head to meet Kendall's questioning gaze.

"I don't know," Logan glances at his feet, "You looked really hot as the 'Bad Boy.'" He smiles sheepishly.

"The eyeliner did it?" Kendall smirks.

"Shut up."

"Well, if I had known you had such a fetish for bad boys, then I would dressed that way sooner."

"If you don't shut up about it, I'm gonna walk away."

Kendall raises his hands up, stopping Logan from moving. "It's...we haven't talked about all this and then suddenly you're all over me. I'm just confused."

Letting out a sigh, Logan stares up at Kendall, "I told you, you looked hot and I went a bit crazy."

"Logan, that's not it. Why are you so set on trying to avoid talking about what's going on?"

"Because we can't have anything going on."

"So, what was just about to happen here? You said yourself you didn't want a fuck buddy."

"Why do you have to be such a smart-ass?"

"Because I want you to stop being an idiot."

Logan raises an eyebrow, knowing Kendall is probably right. "What? So, you want to be my boyfriend?"

Kendall only shrugs. He knows the answer, he just doesn't want to completely scare Logan away.

"Kendall, you know we shouldn't."

"I don't know that."

Logan rolls his eyes, "Yes, you do. Plus, how would the guys react? And my parents?"

"Are you planning to announce this to the world the minute it happens?"

"No, but I'm not gonna hide from the people I'm closest to."

"Do your parents know you like dudes?"

"No, they're Texans. They probably won't be too keen on it."

"So, when meeting your parents, it would be wrong to say 'Hi, Mr. and Mrs. Henderson. I'm your son's gay lover'?" Kendall smirks.

"Pretty sure my mom would faint and my dad would get the shotgun on you."

"Lovely."

"Do your parents know?"

Kendall shakes his head, "No, but I'm pretty sure my mom suspects it. Or at least I know she wouldn't care."

"Lucky."

"I'm sure yours would be okay with it."

"We're not even together and we're already talking about how our families would react," Logan mumbles.

"Well, this is something we need to be talking about."

"If you say so."

"I do. Okay...So, what do you want? Honestly?"

This makes Logan sigh, pausing for a minute, trying to think of what he wants to say. He doesn't want to not have Kendall. But he also knows what could happen if they get together. They have jobs that wouldn't allow them to be out and open about them being together and he knows the strain it will put on a relationship.

But this was the first time in months that Logan's had Kendall's lips on him and he's missed it. The last time was in Carlos' bathroom and his mind always replays their first night together at the party and he thinks about waking up to those green eyes...and Logan knows what he wants. "You." His voice is a whisper, scared of what this one word means and how much it will change everything, but Kendall did want him to be honest. And honestly, all Logan wants is Kendall. No matter how much he fights it.

While Kendall was so determined to talk about everything, the minute that one word leaves Logan's mouth, he can't take it anymore, he crashes his lips against Logan's, who instantly meets him with as much fervor.

Sliding his shirt off, Kendall backs Logan to his couch, pushing him so he is laying down. He stares for awhile at the boy laying in front of him, how he hopes Logan won't run from him again and let this be the end. Even though Kendall's not gonna stop trying to get Logan, he's getting a bit tired of it and just wants to be in Logan once more.

"Uh...what time do we...need to be back at set?" Logan asks in between gasps, as Kendall crawls on top of him and starts to nip at his neck.

"No idea," and he really doesn't. He did, but having Logan underneath him, writhing, makes any other thoughts impossible.

Before Logan can say anything else, Kendall's hands are grasping at his shirt, pulling it over his head. So, he leans up, trying to get all the fabric between them off and out of the way. He reaches down, going back to his earlier actions and begins to unbutton Kendall's jeans.

Just as he is sliding them down his legs, there is a knock on the door. Logan is so glad that he managed to lock the door before.

"Logan, you're needed on set," Michelle, one of their assistants calls to him.

"Got it, be out in a sec," he yells back, but sighs as he sits up, pushing Kendall off, which just makes him grunt at Logan, not wanting to let him go just yet. "Kendall, we gotta go and they're probably looking for -" he stops, just as Kendall bites his neck and his hand is resting on his jeans, incredibly close to a certain part of his body.

And those hands are just teasingly close and Logan wants to tell Kendall what a dick he is and just touch him, but he knows they can't. They don't have enough time and he'll probably need to go back into make-up, since he's fairly sure there's a mark or two on his neck.

"Fuck, we gotta stop, Kendall." He finally pushes him off and stands up, searching for his shirt that was tossed away in their haste.

"Do you promise we can pick this up later?" And Kendall's voice is rough, the lust still completely evident and he's not sure how he can go back to set in this state. Especially since he has to go back into his "Bad Boy" outfit and will be thinking about how crazy it will make Logan.

"Yes," he pulls his shirt back on, handing Kendall his, "promise, we can...But I don't know how I'm gonna stop myself from jumping you." He chuckles, but he sees Kendall's eyes grow dark once more. They were just getting back to their normal color too.

It's not at all what Kendall needed to hear, because knowing Logan is thinking the same thing as him, means the next few hours will be hard for them. Literally.

But even though Kendall doesn't want to leave this room, he starts to button up his shirt, knowing that they do need to go. Mainly, he's just happy that Logan promises to let this happen again, because he was so afraid he'd say no. Well, he is still afraid that may happen. Because while Logan loves taking risks, being the adrenaline junkie he is, he still tends to over think things, especially in relationships. Or at least that's what Kendall is learning.

And Kendall's gonna do whatever he can to make him stop thinking and just let this happen. He was going to all that time ago, but of course, Kendall ended up being his new co-star, which kind of ruined what they could have had earlier. But he hopes they can have it now.

He knows how difficult it will be. Dating in Hollywood is complicated already, add gay into the factor and it makes it even harder. But he wants to give it a shot and he desperately hopes Logan's ready for it as well.

They will have to talk about soon enough. Though, he thinks he may wait until the morning, especially if Logan lets him stay the night tonight.

"Do you want a beer or anything?" Logan asks, as Kendall walks into his apartment, sitting down on his couch. He's been to his apartment a few other times before, but it was always with James and Carlos as well. It's never just been the two of them, Logan making sure of that.

"Nah, I'm good." All he really wants is for Logan to just sit down with him and possibly pick up where they left off in the dressing room.

"So...," walking over to the couch, Logan sits down next to him, turning his body, so he's facing him, "Do you want to talk? Or...?"

Kendall can see the look in his eyes, showing he doesn't want to talk and Kendall certainly doesn't either. At least not an actual conversation. He wants to hear words coming out of Logan's mouth, but mainly he just wants to hear his name being said from him.

They both start leaning towards each other and Kendall watches as Logan licks his lips and that's all it takes for him to attack those lips and feel that tongue against his own again. And they're rushing again to get all the fabric off, because for them, they've been waiting too long to let this happen. Kendall blames Logan for that, but in this moment, he doesn't really care about Logan fighting him.

But just as Kendall's hands go to Logan's jeans, he stands up, making his hands fall to the couch. And Kendall is seriously about to just tackle Logan to get him to stop thinking.

Instead of him saying how this shouldn't happen, Logan grabs at Kendall's hand, pulling him and dragging him down the hall, where Kendall knows his bedroom is at. And he grins, pushing Logan to the wall and bringing their lips together once more.

Logan slides off the wall and begins to walk backwards, his fingers in Kendall's belt loops, dragging him down the hall to his room. All the while, their lips never leaving each others.

Once they finally reach the room Kendall's been wanting Logan in for months, they fumble trying to get each other's clothes off as fast possible.

Kendall's not even trying to make this last, because he is hoping this won't be it. Maybe he shouldn't take it for granted, but he's desperate and needy and by the look in Logan's eyes, he is as well.

So, the minute there is no fabric left between them, Kendall pushes Logan onto the bed, their lips still moving together.

"Fuck," Logan moans out when one of Kendall's hands has gripped him and starts to stroke him just right. And Logan must have been crazy for not letting this happen again sooner. Because Kendall touches and lips feel incredible. "Kendall." He's whining for more, for him to hurry up and he doesn't care about the desperation rolling off him, because Kendall senses it. Feels it too.

With that urgency between the two, Kendall starts to prepare him as fast as he can, while it still being enough to where it won't hurt Logan too much.

"Hurry, Kendall," the groan and the fact that Logan's pushing back against his fingers, makes Kendall growl as he pulls his finger away and lines himself up. He really does love hearing his name come out of that perfect mouth.

As he slides into him, they both moan out. And he's just glad Logan doesn't seem to be in too much pain, because he really doesn't think he can control himself right now. Logan is too tight and conforms just perfectly to him. "Logannnn," and he's sees Logan's eyes meet his own and their lips meet again.

It's sloppy and not even really kissing, just breathing into each other's mouths, as Kendall continues to thrust into him, while he is meeting him on every single one.

Kendall pulls his lips away to stare down at Logan, watching as his mouth falls open and his back arches off the bed. And that's it for him, he gives one particularly hard thrust and he's gone. And Logan follows with him.

And Kendall knows for sure he's in love. He knew he was that first time, but the minute those brown eyes open and stare up at him, his heart swells, because he can see it. Feel it. Logan is giving him a look like he's sorry for pushing him away so long and like he wants this forever. And God, Kendall hopes he isn't imagining things.

Pulling out of Logan, Kendall collapses on the bed next to him. They both continue to lay there, staring up at the ceiling, while debating if they want to talk or just sleep.

Finally, Logan turns over and crawls closer to Kendall, laying his head against his chest, before falling asleep.

Kendall can't even be bothered to care they still haven't properly talked. He'll save it for the morning. For now, he'll savor this moment.

Bacon, Kendall's definitely sure he smells bacon. Slowly he opens his eyes, trying to remember where he's at. He notices that he's alone, but remembers that he's in Logan's bed and in his apartment.

Breathing a totally not girly sigh, Kendall sits up, replaying last night in his head. And he can't even help the cheesy smile on his face right now. It's definitely covering up the fact that he woke up in an empty bed. He really wanted to open his eyes to those brown eyes and not just the sun in his face.

But the smell of the food seeping into the room, makes him smile even bigger. He pulls the cover off, slipping on his underwear, before walking into the kitchen.

And he's about to just attack Logan now. Seeing him in the kitchen, cooking food, wearing nothing but his black boxer-briefs and just looking all around amazing, is making him a bit crazy.

"Morning," Logan looks up from the pan to watch Kendall walk towards him.

Stepping into the room, Kendall walks up behind him, wrapping his arms around his waist and places a kiss on his neck. "Good morning," he sighs again. But Logan makes him into this really cheesy person, who just wants to shower him with kisses and be incredibly romantic. And they haven't even discussed their relationship. "What's for breakfast?"

"Eggs, bacon, hash browns. The basics."

"Mm, sounds amazing."

Logan smiles, setting the spatula down and turns in Kendall's arms, before placing a kiss to his lips. But pulls away and pushes Kendall to the dining room, "Now, go sit, so I can finish getting this ready."

"Yes sir, Mr. Breakfast King." He salutes him and sits down at the table, just watching Logan move around the area. This guy could be his forever and he desperately needs for it to happen.

"Alright, breakfast is served," he sets the two plates down and sits down across from Kendall, watching as he takes a bite of the food.

Swallowing down the food, Kendall smiles up at Logan, "Amazing."

"Thanks."

"So," he takes one more bite, before setting down his fork and staring at Logan, "if I ask about talking about everything, will you tell me no?"

"Nope."

"So, you'll talk to me?"

Logan chuckles, setting down his utensils as well, "Aren't we talking right now?"

"You know what I mean."

"I do and I will."

"Okay," Kendall sighs. He's not really sure what to ask or say. But he's just so happy that Logan is willing right now. "Um..."

"Kendall, I want you. I really do." Logan knows that Kendall doesn't want to scare him away, but he's been thinking a lot and he knows what he wants. For sure.

This makes Kendall stare at Logan, with wide eyes. He felt it, but to hear Logan say it, just makes it that much more amazing. "Like really? Even with our jobs and everything? And what about James and Carlos?"

"Yes, really. We'll figure it all out and I'm pretty sure they won't care."

"But you're sure about this?"

"Do you want me to change my mind?"

"No, but I want to make sure you're serious." Because Kendall is nervous, he doesn't want Logan to mess with him. Not that he's that type of person, but he wants him and doesn't want anything to take that away.

"I am serious. I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it."

"So, will I be introduced to your parents as your boyfriend?"

Chuckling, Logan stands up and walks around the table to Kendall, leaning down to bring their lips together. "Yes, but remember, my dad does have a shotgun," he mumbles against his lips.

Kendall laughs, but then wraps his hand around Logan's neck, to kiss those lips again and keep them there. His other hand settles on Logan's hip, pulling him down to sit on his lap, their food on the table completely forgotten.

This is what Kendall wants forever. To have this guy with him and now having him open up to him and letting a relationship happen between the two.

It's going to be hard. That's a given. But he's willing and so is Logan, so he supposes they are going to give this a chance. And he could thank the heavens above for letting Logan finally see the light.

"So...," Kendall pulls away to look into those eyes, "Breakfast? Or...?"

And Logan doesn't even answer, he just smirks, wrapping his arms around Kendall's neck, before his lips search out the one's they were just on.