I went ahead and posted the next part.
There will be more, don't worry. I have this all planned out and a lot written so far.
Please tell me what you think :)
H
Disclaimer: Sherlock is property of the BBC, Mark Gatiss, and Steven Moffat, life ruiners extraordinaire. I am making no profit from this work, and am just creating it for yours and my suffering enjoyment.
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[4/02]
Outgoing: [7:36pm] I had to let my phone die to keep from texting you.
Outgoing: [7:39pm] When Mycroft showed up at the door going on about 72 missed calls, I figured it was time to turn it back on.
Outgoing: [7:40pm] It was 98 missed calls. 72 voice mails. I guess his grieving is affecting his memory.
Outgoing: [9:30pm] It's weird to think of Mycroft as grieving.
[4/03]
Outgoing: [8:48am] Good morning.
Outgoing: [11:36pm] Good night.
[4/04]
Outgoing: [2:04am] Okay. I couldn't sleep.
Outgoing: [2:36am] I miss you.
Outgoing: [2:45am] It's been... two years. I should be over you.
Outgoing: [2:45am] Your death!
Outgoing: [2:48am] Christ. Worried about a text to a dead person.
Outgoing: [3:00am] That felt startlingly relieving to say.
Outgoing: [4:03am] Doesn't mean I'm used to it…
Outgoing: [11:06am] The surgery has been more than lenient with my hours.
Outgoing: [11:12am] I think Sarah takes pity on me. Even after two years.
Outgoing: [12:02pm] But I really should start sleeping more.
[4/05]
Outgoing: [3:24am] Don't think sleep is going to happen tonight.
[4/07]
Outgoing: [4:55pm] I visited your grave again yesterday.
Outgoing: [5:02pm] I stayed there for hours. Till the sun set.
Outgoing: [5:12pm] I couldn't talk to you there, though.
Outgoing: [5:18pm] Too hard.
Outgoing: [5:27pm] At least… I can pretend you're just ignoring my texts.
Outgoing: [5:30pm] Though this is probably not the healthier option.
Outgoing: [6:27pm] I still hate you. For leaving.
Outgoing: [11:26pm] But I don't really hate you.
[4/08]
Outgoing: [4:21am] Sometimes I don't think you're really dead.
Outgoing: [4:30am] I know that's crazy.
Outgoing: [4:38am] But if I don't have hope… then what else do I have?
Outgoing: [4:44am] Insanity I guess.
[4/12]
Outgoing: [3:14pm] I thought I saw you today.
Outgoing: [3:15pm] I ran after you.
Outgoing: [3:15pm] Him.
Outgoing: [3:18pm] But you had disappeared.
Outgoing: [3:19pm] He had disappeared.
Outgoing: [3:23pm] He looked just like you. But his hair was a bit shorter.
Outgoing: [3:24pm] And he was thinner, if that was at all possible.
Outgoing: [4:03pm] Christ. I must be going crazy.
[4/13]
Outgoing: [11:25pm] Lestrade has roped me into helping with a case.
Outgoing: [11:26pm] It'd be a whole lot easier if you were here.
Outgoing: [11:31pm] But I like to think I've learned some from you.
[4/15]
Outgoing: [12:14am] We caught the killer.
Outgoing: [12:15am] Used some type of poison I can't pronounce that was undetectable.
Outgoing: [12:15am] In the bloody tea! Can you imagine.
Outgoing: [12:16am] She was the landlady. Having an affair with the husband. Wanted the wife out of the picture.
Outgoing: [12:17am] You'd have thought it boring.
Outgoing: [12:18am] Imagine Mrs. Hudson poisoning one of us.
Outgoing: [12:19am] More likely would have been you, what with your experiments creating a right mess.
Outgoing: [12:32am] It feels good to get out there again.
Outgoing: [12:33am] Bittersweet, more like it. Without you…
Outgoing: [1:02am] Come home?
[4/18]
Outgoing: [8:13am] That damn bloody brother of yours…
Outgoing: [8:14am] Why does he have to show up, with his pompous face and attitude
Outgoing: [8:14am] Making sure I'm well. Why does he care.
Outgoing: [8:15am] I should be of no concern to him anymore.
Outgoing: [8:15am] Showing up here, with those same eyes as you, and arrogant demeanor that you both share.
Outgoing: [8:16am] I hope it kills him to look in the mirror and see part of you looking back at him.
Outgoing: [12:35pm] It was good to see he was uncomfortable though.
Outgoing: [1:00pm] He should be.
[4/21]
Outgoing: [2:01am] Got another case today.
Outgoing: [2:02am] I think Lestrade wants to keep me busy.
Outgoing: [2:04am] I bet Mycroft spoke to him.
Outgoing: [2:06am] Oh well. I like it. Going back to the crime scenes.
Outgoing: [2:06am] Christ, I sound like you.
Outgoing: [2:07am] Priest was murdered in a church.
Outgoing: [2:08am] But I could tell he'd been sleeping with someone.
[4/26]
Outgoing: [7:26pm] We caught the killer.
Outgoing: [7:28pm] Turns out he was a serial. Killing priests who went against their vows. Or something.
Outgoing: [7:32pm] You would have liked him, I think.
[4/28]
Outgoing: [3:18pm] Ella says I should be putting all this in my blog.
Outgoing: [3:19pm] The cases and such. Says it would be good for me.
Outgoing: [3:21pm] But I only want to tell you.
Outgoing: [4:02pm] Isn't that strange?