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H
Disclaimer: Sherlock is property of the BBC, Mark Gatiss, and Steven Moffat, life ruiners extraordinaire. I am making no profit from this work, and am just creating it for yours and my suffering enjoyment.
JUNE
[6/01]
Outgoing: [3:23pm] Mycroft has taken to calling me every other day.
Outgoing: [3:25pm] Likes that I'm getting out more.
Outgoing: [4:02pm] I think I talk to him more for his sake than mine.
[6/03]
Outgoing: [5:12pm] I saw you again. At Tesco's.
Outgoing: [5:15pm] You really need to stop showing up when you're dead.
Outgoing: [5:19pm] I almost called out to you, but I didn't.
Outgoing: [5:27pm] Then I wouldn't have to confirm it wasn't really you.
[6/05]
Outgoing: [2:34am] Sometimes I wonder what you would be doing if you were alive somewhere.
Outgoing: [2:38am] Probably be somewhere in France or Denmark, solving crimes.
Outgoing: [2:41am] Or creating them.
Outgoing: [3:30am] I found myself in your bed again.
Outgoing: [3:32am] Though this time it was my decision.
Outgoing: [4:12am] Two years and it still smells like you.
Outgoing: [4:18am] I hope it doesn't go away.
[6/09]
Outgoing: [2:21pm] Another case.
Outgoing: [2:24pm] Even I find it rather boring. You would have solved it before Lestrade finished explaining it.
Outgoing: [2:31pm] Stolen jewelry.
Outgoing: [2:32pm] But it helped distract me.
[6/11]
Outgoing: [10:33am] Good morning.
Outgoing: [10:39am] People love the Reading case.
Outgoing: [10:41am] You'd make fun of the name, so I won't tell you.
Outgoing: [11:05pm] Your bed is so warm.
[6/13]
Outgoing: [2:12pm] I should tell you Mrs. Hudson really misses you.
Outgoing: [2:15pm] I can tell when she walks in, she looks around to see you.
Outgoing: [2:16pm] She never says anything, though.
Outgoing: [2:19pm] Wants to be strong, I suspect.
Outgoing: [4:34pm] She shouldn't have to be strong.
[6/14]
Outgoing: [1:35am] I wish I didn't have to be strong, either.
[6/15]
Outgoing: [1:45pm] Mycroft visited today, like last year. It was weird.
Outgoing: [1:46pm] It's always weird with Mycroft.
Outgoing: [1:50pm] But we just sat there. In silence.
Outgoing: [1:58pm] For about an hour, too. I think he just wanted to come by, to see the mess you've made still around this flat.
Outgoing: [2:01pm] Probably helps him feel like you're still here, in a way.
Outgoing: [2:12pm] Probably why I never cleaned this place.
[6/20]
Outgoing: [9:38pm] Went to Dublin with some old Rugby mates.
Outgoing: [9:40pm] Couldn't stand to be here…
Outgoing: [9:42pm] It was… nice.
Outgoing: [9:44pm] You were there, of course. At the match. On the other end of the stands from me.
Outgoing: [9:56pm] Maybe I should tell Ella.
Outgoing: [10:12pm] It hurts when I see you.
[6/21]
Outgoing: [8:42am] I've decided that if you aren't dead, and you come back.
Outgoing: [8:42am] I'm going to punch you.
Outgoing: [8:44am] Then probably kiss you.
[6/30]
Outgoing: [4:58pm] I turned off my phone again. It more an experiment really.
Outgoing: [5:01pm] To see how long it took for Mycroft to show up. 9 days.
Outgoing: [5:02pm] I think he was disturbed by me smiling when I answered the door and he was there.
Outgoing: [5:03pm] Instructed me to never turn my phone off again.
Outgoing: [11:53pm] I meant what I said.
Outgoing: [11:56pm] In that order.
Some notes:
In my head, Sherlock jumping was somewhere between June 13th and June 15th, based off the entries on John's blog. This is why Mycroft visits when he does, and why John leaves 221B.
Next chapter is a long one. And it's pretty heavy. Will be up sometime next week.
H