I apologize for this one. I really do.

Disclaimer: Sherlock is property of the BBC, Mark Gatiss, and Steven Moffat, life ruiners extraordinaire. I am making no profit from this work, and am just creating it for yours and my suffering enjoyment.

JULY

[7/02]

Outgoing: [11:36am] Lestrade has offered me a paid position on the force.

Outgoing: [11:40am] I'm really tempted to take it.

Outgoing: [11:42am] How he got them to approve a paid consultant, I don't know.

Outgoing: [12:13pm] Mycroft is probably behind it. That bastard.

[7/03]

Outgoing: [1:13pm] I'm at your grave and there are flowers.

Outgoing: [1:14pm] From Molly. I haven't really spoken to her since…

Outgoing: [1:18pm] I should go visit her. See how she's doing.

Outgoing: [4:23pm] Leaving your grave is always the hardest.

Outgoing: [10:09pm] I think I'm going to accept Lestrade's offer.

[7/04]

Outgoing: [2:19am] I had a dream about you.

Outgoing: [2:26am] You really were a fake. A fraud.

Outgoing: [2:29am] But instead, I pushed Moriarty off the roof.

Outgoing: [2:45am] I didn't care that you were a fraud. I just wanted you alive.

Outgoing: [4:22am] I just want you alive.

[7/06]

Outgoing: [12:33pm] I took the job. It paid enough for me to quit the surgery.

Outgoing: [12:36pm] Mrs. Hudson isn't making me pay your half of the rent, so I thought why not.

Outgoing: [1:00pm] I only go in when Lestrade needs me, but I'm on salary. It's nice.

Outgoing: [1:06pm] I still think Mycroft is behind it. But I don't mind this one.

[7/08]

Outgoing: [3:02am] Sitting around all day isn't good for me.

Outgoing: [3:05am] I keep expecting you to rush in with a case.

Outgoing: [3:08am] Or Moriarty, to kill me.

Outgoing: [3:15am] Or for the flat to blow up.

Outgoing: [3:19am] This is going to take some getting used to.

Outgoing: [3:48am] Goodnight.

[7/13]

Outgoing: [4:54pm] Got a strange one the other day.

Outgoing: [4:56pm] Man found dead in a flat.

Outgoing: [5:00pm] Bullet didn't match any registered guns.

Outgoing: [5:10pm] But the strange thing… He was connected to Moriarty.

Outgoing: [5:11pm] Found his name in a notebook.

Outgoing: [5:13pm] And there was no other evidence left.

Outgoing: [5:21pm] We have no clue where to go.

[7/14]

Outgoing: [1:12am] I swear, if it's you…

Outgoing: [1:12am] But that's daft.

Outgoing: [1:13am] I would never forgive you.

Outgoing: [4:01am] I would. You know I would.

[7/16]

Outgoing: [2:34pm] Without anything to do, I just lay in your room all day.

Outgoing: [2:36pm] I wonder how you would react if you knew I was taking over your room.

Outgoing: [2:38pm] I can practically feel you spinning in your grave.

Outgoing: [2:40pm] Don't worry. I haven't even gone through anything.

Outgoing: [2:40pm] I just lie in your bed. And look at things. At the chaos in here.

Outgoing: [2:50pm] It's comforting.

Outgoing: [6:15pm] I wonder what it would have been like to lie in bed with you.

Outgoing: [6:16pm] All bones and angles. Not comfortable in the slightest, I bet.

Outgoing: [6:17pm] I bet your hands and feet would be cold too.

Outgoing: [6:23pm] Not that you would ever lie in a bed with me.

Outgoing: [6:25pm] Or anyone.

Outgoing: [6:26pm] Maybe Irene.

Outgoing: [11:02pm] I hope with me.

Outgoing: [11:58pm] Or else I'll just have insanity.

[7/18]

Outgoing: [4:18pm] It's you. I know it is.

Outgoing: [4:18pm] It has to be.

Outgoing: [4:19pm] Only you would think that scarf made a good disguise.

Outgoing: [4:25pm] Lestrade is trying to tell me it can't be you. He just doesn't know.

Outgoing: [4:26pm] I know it's you.

Outgoing: [4:28pm] Only it can't be. Because I saw you fall.

Outgoing: [4:40pm] Don't leave. You haven't even finished your coffee.

[7/19]

Outgoing: [3:20am] Do you know what you do to me? When you show up like that?

Outgoing: [3:21am] I think your ghost is trying to torment me.

Outgoing: [3:29am] Or maybe my brain is. Getting me back for calling you a machine…

Outgoing: [5:58am] You know I'll always believe in you, right?

[7/20]

Outgoing: [3:22pm] I bought some classical music CDs last year. To play in the flat.

Outgoing: [3:23pm] It's not the same as you playing, but it helps the place not be so quiet.

Outgoing: [4:02pm] Your violin is still sitting on the table by the window.

Outgoing: [4:03pm] Ready for you to pick it back up.

Outgoing: [4:05pm] I miss your playing.

[7/21]

Outgoing: [10:04am] Lestrade got some calls today about some bodies found in Scotland.

Outgoing: [10:05am] Two, connected with Moriarty as well. Same gun as killed the first.

Outgoing: [10:06am] I suppose it's useless to ask Mycroft if he's behind it, but I suspect he is.

Outgoing: [10:08am] I'm glad people are getting caught.

Outgoing: [11:34am] Lestrade says we'll be informed of anyone else found connected to Moriarty. That's nice.

Outgoing: [11:40am] Is your ghost going around taking revenge? That would be fitting.

Outgoing: [11:43am] Working even in death.

Outgoing: [1:36pm] Had lunch with Molly. It was nice.

Outgoing: [1:38pm] You would say boring. Or dull. Or nothing at all.

Outgoing: [1:40pm] Asked if I was seeing anyone. Not sure what she meant by that.

Outgoing: [1:41pm] And I told her I couldn't imagine seeing anyone in the state I'm in now.

Outgoing: [1:43pm] No one would understand me texting you at all hours of the day and night.

Outgoing: [3:57pm] No, the flowers she mentioned have a bitter smell, not sweet. Must have smelled her friends soap.

Outgoing: [3:58pm] Oops. That was meant for Lestrade. Working on a case, 14 yr old girl suspected of drowning her friend. Tragic.

Outgoing: [4:00pm] You would love it.

Outgoing: [4:25pm] To be honest, I miss your inappropriate excitement.

Outgoing: [4:30pm] It's not proper for me, but you could always get away with it.

Outgoing: [6:46pm] We're headed to where we think the girl is hiding.

Outgoing: [6:47pm] She killed her friend because her friend was going to spill that she was selling drugs.

Outgoing: [6:48pm] Which she was only doing because she had to buy food for her siblings.

Outgoing: [6:50pm] The father wouldn't do any of it. He's been arrested already.

Outgoing: [6:53pm] Brilliant, you would say. It's just tragic.

Outgoing: [9:58pm] The smell of chemicals is leaving your bedroom. I think I'm spending too much time in it.

Outgoing: [11:56pm] I don't know what I'll do when the smell leaves completely.

[7/27]

Outgoing: [8:12pm] I'm sorry.

Outgoing: [8:13pm] It got a little too hard to talk to you.

[7/29]

Outgoing: [3:43am] It's still a bit hard.