Hey guys! Yes, I know. It took forever! I feel the same way! I sat down last week to try and write it, and things got a little wonky this week. I literally could not write, at all. It drove me nuts. Then, finally I sat down today, and with the help of Florence and the Machine, finally got this chapter done. Soundtrack includes: 'Spectrum' and 'Heartlines', go look them up. It's uncanny the way these songs correspond with what I write. I didn't plan it, at all!
I really wanted it to live up to the other chapters. I was getting a bit stressed about it, but after writing today, I finally can say I am proud of this.
More ranting at the end of the chapter, but for now, much-needed smut! Enjoy !
Slipping, sliding, searching.
Pure, utter bliss.
Labored breathing, heart fluttering and floating.
Fingers tapping and pulling and pushing.
Body jerking and trembling in an anxious haze.
Salty tears blotted away with warm kisses and words.
Flooding in all at once.
Time stops and blurs together into motion.
He is carrying me to bed, fingers tight and strong. He is whimpering into my swallowing throat. Light and dark are dancing in my eyes. Shots of blue, round eyes sober me. Palms glide over the fabric of my sweatshirt and catch the zipper, pulling urgently. I find myself shrugging out of the thing and tossing my shirt over my head, my own hands desperate to find his skin as the cumbersome coat is thrown onto the carpet. He lays himself on top of me, my flesh finally making contact with his as he tosses his shirt away. Shoes were lost easily in the trek to the bedroom, so he pulls at my pants from the ankle and glides them down after unbuttoning them. The fabric slides against my erection as it moves away and I shudder wildly under him.
I wait for him to come back up and my fingers dart with super speed to leave his lower half bare as he trips during the struggle. He laughs and I feel his cock slap against the skin of my hip. I grin back, unable to find words, much less air as I watch his body move.
Beautiful.
He was just that.
Impossible to say otherwise.
Muscles tensed as he got my briefs out of the way, somehow looking at me like for the first time. Even though we had seen each other like this in the shower and earlier on in his bed, I got the feeling that he had not been paying too much attention.
" I can't believe I rushed so much. Now, I'm gonna savor this to see and run my fingers and tongue over every single inch of you, KF. It would be unfair of me to waste something so amazing," he confirmed, staring over my entire body before kneeling near my feet on his elbows.
He breathed in a sigh of what seemed like pleasure and contentment, his fingers brushing against the bottom of my foot. I squirmed a little bit at the contact as it tickled and ran up my spine. He smirked and his tongue snaked out to brush the same part of skin that his finger had. My eyes went rather wide as I realized that the tickle had turned into something much more sinister. The sensation of his tongue instantly shot to my crotch and I watched my cock jolt desperately.
" Holy shit. I didn't even think..." I gasped out, toes curling as I bit down hard on my lip while I watched him.
Small whimpers escaped my throat as he took each toe into his mouth and suckled on them like he would the head of my cock. My entire body shuddered and my muscles squeezed like I was pushing a bus. It was almost better than being sucked off, with how many nerves he was hitting. The warm wetness traveled around my foot and up my heel and ankle. I found myself clutching the satin sheets below me in earnest as I felt his black strands of hair brush against my skin. He could merely breathe on me and it set the shivers off like a loose cannon.
" R-rob," I groaned, my hands finding my cock and squeezing it heartily. He reached up with a stern look on his face and pushed the hand away.
" No. We're not gonna rush this like usual."
" But...oh god," I whined to him, obeying reluctantly like he was asking me to take my own life.
I could practically feel tears welling up in frustration at how slow he was going. I needed it now, but he wouldn't have it.
" Shut up and enjoy it or I'll stop completely. You wouldn't want that," he smirked as his hot breath tickled my lower-calf area.
" I'll just jerk it while you watch then," I said, out of ideas, really finding it hard to listen to his ridiculous talk about savoring everything.
" I know you get nosebleeds when you try to get out of solid objects. I have no problem tying you up with my strongest handcuffs and watching you die of blood loss if you don't behave, KF," he said, the icy tone coming back.
The look in his eyes made me believe him.
It also made my erection jump like something had hit it.
His glance was antarctic and scorching at the same time. Cool and collected but hungry and heated like he could just bend me over and fuck me right then, without any warning. I couldn't help but moan at the sight. It made my stomach flip and my cock twitch all at once. I'm sure most villains couldn't even manage such an expression. He smirked, satisfied, and got back to licking his way up my body.
" Damn you, Rob. You know this is torturing me and you just love it," I gasped out, watching him ponder the statement for a second or two.
" It's a different kind of torture that I am offering. One that will make you explode three times bigger than if you rushed it. It will be so very worth it, believe me," he said, growling against my skin as he flicked his tongue behind my knee and I nearly kicked him in the face.
" S-shit!" I cursed loudly as my body was completely out of my own control.
I looked down and he paused for a second, seeming like he was keeping a laugh to himself, face contorting and then calming down. I groaned in frustration as his fingers traced around my thighs, finding the inside. I practically jumped into the air when his tongue slid onto the sensitive flesh there, picturing myself just wrapping my legs around him and shoving my cock deep into those teasing lips. He licked the inside of one hip and watched me in amusement as I held my breath. He traced the area just around my dick and suddenly stopped, just breathing, inches away from the source of my desperation.
" Are we feeling a little jumpy? Do I need to stop to remind you who's in charge?" he asked, evil grin coming back as he watched me squirm.
I refused to answer, stubborn and somehow finding it so much harder to beg now that he was my best friend. Without any warning at all, he popped my throbbing member into his mouth, fingers pressing hard into my hips as he took me in all the way. I felt my body lurch in surprise as I desperately arched into his mouth.
I felt the pleasure flood over me like a tidal wave, fingers tangling into his raven hair and pulling. Then it was gone.
That fucking little tease.
This is the normal Rob I knew.
Playful and always seeming to lead you on right before snatching it right out of the front of your face.
I couldn't figure out if I wanted to fly into complete rage, cry, or if I wanted to laugh hysterically.
I looked down in horror, anger and confusion as he pulled back, again, just to start licking up my abdomen. His tongue was growing ever-hotter on my skin. I wanted to throw him down to have my way with him, every little millisecond that he grinned in amusement at my frustration. Lips closed over my nipples and I forgot for a second what my name was. I think it might have been something starting with a 'V' or 'W' but I really wasn't sure.
My mind had completely shut out any sort of logical thinking whatsoever as my nerves went into full gear and I exploded onto myself.
I didn't remember how to count, but it seemed like it lasted forever, hot silky cum drenching my stomach while Rob bit on the sensitive nub and pinched the other in his fingers. I could tell he was laughing sexily only because of the vibrations that seeped into my stomach. The entire airspace was much too loud with my screams of pleasure to have any room for his faint chuckles. My chest heaved and I whimpered loudly as I felt myself come down, member twitching slightly before it started to go soft.
" See? I didn't even touch your cock, and yet you came for me, KF," his voice huskily uttered, dripping with satisfaction and dominance.
I just remembered to breathe, ignoring him for the second. The guy was ridiculously hot and he knew it. He was rubbing all of this tantalizing and desperation in my face, his own member pulsing all the while.
Sadistic bastard.
I found some air and gulped it down, trying to figure out if I wanted to hit him in the face for what he had just done. I quickly forgot as his teeth sunk into my neck and I groaned, bending my neck away to give him all the access he needed. His fingers slid down my stomach, gathering the wetness on his palms and tips of his digits. After the orgasm that I had just had, I could only shiver and enjoy myself as he slicked my seed onto his throbbing erection and began to pump himself. He licked the outer rim of my ear and I let out a squeaking noise that made me shoot my hand up to my mouth in bashfulness.
I could still feel the stirring of arousal in my loins as he finally came up to clash teeth and lips with mine. I couldn't help but let my tongue push in, vigorously, to explore every single nerve ending and bit of his mouth. He bit down on my lower lip lightly, warranting more embarrassing noises from my throat into the hungry wetness. I felt my heart and stomach flutter as he pulled back and planted a hand firmly on my hip to flip me over. I wanted to protest as the vulnerability set in, but instead settled for a groan into the pillows.
" I told you, every inch, KF," he uttered reassuringly.
I let out an exasperated sigh that soon became a moan as he trailed kissed down the back of my neck. I found myself tremble quicker and quicker as he made his way down my spine, biting along the bone. He finally sunk his teeth into the roundness of my ass and I felt my toes curl as every muscles tensed under his mouth. He continued to bite into the supple flesh, warranting individual cries from my lips. He traveled down my right leg and I was surprised once again by the feeling of his fingers digging into my calf, pressing and refusing to budge.
I jumped, knowing that leg was always so damn tight after running. I hadn't learned to put my weight on them both equally, yet.
" Fuck! Rob! That hurts!" I exclaimed into the bed, sheets muffling my words a bit and kicking back at him.
" I know. You don't distribute your weight correctly. This is your favored leg. Sometimes I see the muscle catch. You're lucky villains don't pay at much attention," he stated, continuing the brutal assault on my aching muscles.
" You...you saw that? How long did you know about it?" I asked, turning my head from the cloth below my mouth and wincing.
" It's been about about since you were seventeen. Something about Black Canary bothering you about your posture. You blocked it out, figured out you could go faster by leaning on your right leg. Now, it's tight and hurts when you run, sometimes. You may be a super, and your limbs might heal quicker than mine, but you limp when you get out of bed just slightly," he answered.
" Shit. You really, really pay attention," I said, my eyes going very wide.
I watched as an actual embarrassed flush showed faintly on his cheeks.
" I care, that's why," he said, a bit more quietly, and I could feel the pain start to ease up.
I turned my body around and grabbed him by the hair as I sat up, my flushing face an inch from his. He smiled at me quietly as let out a small heated gasp at the tugging of his locks in my hands. I blushed and tried to ignore that fact, actually set on being a bit serious.
" How long have you been watching?" I asked him, searching his eyes for an answer I knew I could never find without his help.
" I met you, and we grew close over the first year we worked together. I was thirteen, and you were about sixteen. The chemistry was instant. It scared me a little bit, but then I got more comfortable about it. Then, you started to become the ladies' man and I just had to block it out. I mean, c'mon. You were a little puppy on Megan's leash. Don't get me started on you and Artemis," he chuckled, and I felt myself turn beet red.
" You know it was 'physical'. I mean, I was sixteen! My impulse control is hard enough, as it is! I mean...I just need everything so fast and hard and...sorry," I apologized, letting go of his hair to instead stroke his face absentmindedly.
He smiled back at me, not seeming to be sad in the least.
" I never liked it, but it wasn't my place to stop you. I mean, how selfish could I be? I couldn't have the Kid Flash all to myself. I had to share, and I suppose our friendship was enough for me...for a while. Then, it just started to eat away at me. I tried to block it out, keep it in the back of my mind. Batman saw me getting clumsy. He insisted that I had fallen in love and that I do away with it. I couldn't do it. He's the World's Greatest Detective, after all. He didn't say your name, but I could tell he knew when he spoke to me that night. I decided it was better to still be in love and leave than have to give you up. I know that sounds so silly, now. But in the moment, it was my only breathing room."
He relaxed, rubbing his head against my fingers like a cat.
" I came here. I got in contact with old friends who were having gang trouble. I couldn't get you out of my damn head, so I decided to let myself go a little wild, I suppose. I tried to find anyone like you, anyone not like you. Nothing worked, but the lovers I took helped numb the pain a little bit. But it was always nagging at me. Batman was right, in a way. I would sometimes miss a critical punch or not see one flying my way. I was getting much more beat up as I let my emotion get in the way. I only saw you a couple times per week, and that even got to me. It wouldn't go away. I was too intent on pushing you out of my head, that I pushed you away," Rob uttered, fingers coming up to trace my lips.
I opened my mouth and closed it, trying to process the entire thing as quickly as possible. My brain was mush. All I could do was press my lips to his, feeling my entire body tingle at him finally being mine.
" The year before you left, it hit me in the face, really hard. I thought that something was wrong with me, wanting another guy. I distracted myself with girls and going out with friends. It helped, but I understand what you mean. It always nagged. I was always up to trying to silence it," I whispered, entirely embarrassed at my confession, despite his own.
Lips met mine much more eagerly, warm tongue slipping into the warmth and completely melting me into his arms. My eyes closed and I let him push me softly down on the bed, his toned torso pressing against mine. I could feel his erection, but his movements were much more controlled, like he was reassuring me that everything was fine, now. I thanked the stars for him and let myself groan softly into his lovely mouth.
He pulled back, fingers running down the skin of my thighs.
" Need something from the stand, one second," he said, leaning over me to open a drawer.
I flushed deeply when I saw what was inside. Various toys and different brands of condoms and lube, some handcuffs and other strange gadgets that I had no idea about how they worked. His fingers flew around, knowing every single inch of it and what it held. I felt a small pang of jealousy for the others lovers he had taken before me.
I know it was silly, but Rob just made the insides of me flutter like a million butterflies had been let loose.
No way was I going to share him.
He pulled a small orange bottle out from amongst the various, colorful sexual favors. He palmed it and shut the cupboard closed before properly leaning onto me.
" You...aren't going to use any of those interesting condoms? Even cherry flavored?" I chuckled, a bit confused.
" I use condoms with everyone but you, KF. You were always the one I was waiting for. I know it sounds funny, but I have the feeling that deep down you felt the same way," he smirked, sweet and letting it seep into my head with just how much I meant to him.
" I...yeah. I'm flattered," I said, not remembering how to talk as I almost felt the tears well up and the arousal jump inside me all at once.
" If you want, later, we can try other 'cherry flavored' things, but for now, I want things simple. I want you to not have to worry about the complexity of what we are doing," he chuckled huskily, and I could see his cock twitch as he slid his tongue over his lips.
I didn't see where the bottle went, but felt my heart flutter as he spread my legs out wide, my erection starting to come back. I swallowed hard and put a hand over my eyes, smiling. I always knew I would be 'the girl' in these situations when I had imagined them with Rob, but it was an entirely different thing when it was put right in front of me.
" It's okay, I know it's embarrassing. Eventually, you will forget all about it, trust me," he said, face hovering down dangerously close to my ass.
" Wait...what are you going to-agh!" I asked then felt my hands jump to pull at the sheets as his mouth found the sensitive opening.
I felt myself squeak in bashfulness and clapped a hand over my mouth and one over my eyes. It tickled and it was an entirely new spot to be explored. Rob had no qualms about it, letting his tongue snake up and moving his lips like he did when we kissed. My hips lurched violently under him, and he grabbed a hip very roughly and laid the other hand on my thigh to calm me. I can't say that it didn't feel good.
It was just foreign.
I had never even touched myself in the particular area, even when I was curious. He explored like he knew every little spot that made me tick and I had to muffle a very loud moan as he pushed his tongue inside me.
My breathing became frantic, little gasps as he teased me, my legs shaking so violently that they were threatening to start full-on vibrating. My toes curled and my entire body tensed up. He pulled back, a bit to my dismay.
" Relax, KF. Just relax," he said, and I felt the breath tickle my sensitive skin.
I nodded, still too uncomfortable to look down at him. He licked a trail up my balls and onto my hardening cock. I felt myself shudder under him and tried to follow his instructions. It was hard to do when I was confused and flustered, at the same time enjoying it. His mouth slid gloriously down my shaft, engulfing the entire thing without even a little choke. I could feel myself begin to twitch, blood rushing to my hips almost quickly enough to make my head go light.
I bucked against the warmth of his lips and found my hand snake down to grab at his raven locks. I bunched them all into my hand as I smelled vanilla, and then felt a warm liquid being slicked around my hole. I held onto his fringe tighter, him whimpering softly into the hard flesh under his lips. I trembled as I felt a strong finger enter me, sliding easily inside. I felt my breath catch in a bit of panic but also in arousal, mind unsure of what I wanted.
I quickly found out as the finger explored, brushing lightly against a wall inside that I think literally made me see stars.
" F-fuck! Rob!" I moaned through my teeth and fingers and I could almost imagine him grin as he added another finger and began to attack the spot inside of me.
I instantly felt my hips jump and my legs vibrate, my breath choking at the pleasure that he had found. Another digit was added, and I would have never known, but his fingers assaulted me like he was trying to make me explode. I think I was about half-way there, my knees jumping and my inner thighs squeezing against his neck, toes curling against his warm, scar-covered back. I would have expected him to choke, but I only seemed to give him more motivation as he let me vibrate my legs. I was pretty sure I was cutting off a little air, but he merely groaned into the hard flesh of my cock as his fingers worked me, loosening, as the electric shocks of pleasure shot upward into my entire body.
" Oh, god! Rob! Fuck! Please...please..." I found myself chanting, completely gone.
He pulled back, my legs being pushed out of the way by his strong neck. I whimpered desperately as my erection was no longer stimulated, left only to the cold air's whim. I felt drunk on pleasure as I watched him with blurry, whitening vision as he poured a good amount of the lube onto his throbbing cock. He positioned the slit of the pink head right up against my entrance.
It was going to be such a tight fit, but damn it, I couldn't care less.
I clambered hungrily for his hips to somehow urge him to push inside of me.
He chuckled sexily as my fingers floundered around in the air, while he found it fun to ease himself in very, very slowly.
I could feel a billion things.
I could feel him almost splitting me apart in a tight, burning pinch.
I could feel that amazing spot being pushed against.
I felt him tremble slightly in what might have been just sheer excitement.
I looked down at his face.
He wore a thoughtful expression, one that I never would have expected on someone who was pushing his cock into my ass.
I groaned loudly beside my grunts of pain and discomfort as I felt myself swallow him. Finally, his shaved pubic bone pressed against the skin of my rump, his face contorted in pleasure as he bit down on his lip.
" You are so fucking tight. Let me adjust for a second," he said, panting down at me with an amused expression on his face.
I didn't think that we could be so completely in each other's hands. I felt myself squeeze around him as I felt everything settling. He hissed loudly.
" I'm usually fine, but you're making me want to come right this second, KF," he said, eyes hot and hungry as they bore into mine.
I felt my stomach flutter in anticipation and pleasure as he gazed up at me.
" I also would have you on your back, normally, but I wanted to see your face as I come inside you," he said, getting the confidence back despite seeming almost breathless as my walls squeezed against him.
" D-damn it, Rob. Don't say things like t-that," I whined, controlling my breathing and wanting to bite my fingernails as I became so anxious in waiting.
" Are you okay?" he asked me, reaching up to brush some stray sweat-covered strands of hair away.
I nodded, trying to relax my legs and finding that I was loving the feeling of him just being inside me.
" Then, I'm gonna move..driving me crazy...been waiting..." he said, pulling out and pushing back in.
I moaned out loudly at the strange feeling, amazed at him not being able to finish his own sentences.
He took a deep breath and slid out and then back in again, grunting as my muscles clenched. He seemed to want to take it slow. My leg muscles jumped as I felt him brush lightly against my prostate. A small moan escaped my mouth, trying not to squeeze him too hard. Seemingly he gave up on being slow and began to ram into me like his life depended on it.
I felt my ears ring as I finally realized I was screaming his name out so loudly that I thought I would go hoarse. He smiled, half consumed with pleasure, and half enjoying my noises. His fingers pried my wrists from the bed sheets and his fingers entwined with mine, leaning down so that I had to curl my body up, ass pushing up into the air and my legs folding over his shoulders. I never knew how strong his fingers were, but they practically broke my own as he clutched them so tight, hips moving in tandem.
" Oh god, KF, I've been wanting this for t-too long. I f-fucking love you so damn much!" he cried out, forehead bumping mine as we were both drenched in a thin layer of sweat.
" Love...you...uhn...too...Rob! I can't-stop- it-g-god...gonna come!" I felt myself managed, breath disappearing along with my vision.
I saw his face contort in utter bliss as he nodded against me.
" Come for me, KF. Show me you're mine," he growled out deep from his throat, lips dripping with possessiveness and utter lust.
I nodded frantically against him, back arching and my entire body vibrating. He gasped loudly at that, slamming into my prostate like there wasn't going to be a tomorrow. I couldn't figure out who's screaming was who's, but I knew that his eyes closed shut tight as I watched him and felt him come inside me. I was being filled completely, white hot and blissful like I had never felt pleasure ever in my life. His cock twitched and jerked inside me over and over, and in turn, my own erection was drenching our stomachs as he continued his assault.
Legs were tangled and fingers gripped hard as we rode the waves of ecstasy together, bodies slipping and pushing against each other. I was pretty sure that I couldn't even remember his name, or mine, or what day it was. It went on for what seemed like hours before I could feel my body stop moving on its own. His forehead pressed against my chest and he panted like we had been holding our breathes for five minutes straight. I felt small amounts of tears that had run down my face alongside my sweat, thinking they could only be from the sheer pleasure that we had just come down from.
It all all just warm and beautiful. Sweat and heat settling in the cold night air around us. The sounds of the street were the only thing audible besides our own heartbeats.
" So, admit it, we're both idiots," I said breathlessly.
" In different ways, but ultimately, yes. If I had known..." he uttered, almost seeming sad through the amount of endorphins flooding his system.
" No more lies. No more secrets," I stated, looking intensely up at him.
He thoughtfully smiled as he pulled his head up to use those pools of blue to read my every thought. We were quiet for a second, just gazing and enjoying each other as our bodies began to merely tingle and slump down.
He smiled mischievously.
" You wanna see my new costume?" he smirked, eyebrow raising.
" Hell yes!" I exclaimed, throwing my hands out like he had asked me the most ridiculous question, ever, feeling my 'best friend' mode kick in, again.
So, first of all, it is impossible to reply to people if they are not logged in. You know who you are lol. I enjoy talking and interacting with people, so it will benefit everyone! If it's too embarrassing, then okay lol.
The consensus is that I'm not sure if I want to continue. I sort of want to, but I have another project nagging at me for attention. Bullets in the Boudoir is a bit obscure, but people have been asking about it. Also, please check out 'Off-Target' if you enjoy girl on girl and the lovely rivalry between Roy, Artemis, and Cheshire. Personally, I think the sexual tension with all of them on screen can be cut with just about anything.
Also, Spitfire one-shot on the way for those that care!
I had a ton of foreshadowing, as some people did point out, but not all of them were caught. (haha!) I did research for various things and really wanted to make this thing memorable. I almost want to annotate it with my comments, but I'm sure not anyone but the most bored fans would actually read it lol.