Quinn's POV
"Ok guys for this weeks assignment it is all up to you, you guys need to come up with a number that represents all the emotions you guys are going through right now, I am not helping with anything and you will perform for me on Friday" spoke Mr Shue.
Everyone looked around, some smiling, others looking like Mr Shue had just told them to write a 20 page essay. I was sitting in between Sam and Santana and they both turned towards me,
"I actually think this assignment isn't that bad" spoke Santana,
"me either" agreed Sam, "what do you think Quinn?" he asked me,
"It's alright I guess" wait... was I blushing. OMG. why do I get so shy around Sam? Santana must have picked up on this because the moment we were in her car on the way to Rachel's house (for practice) she was shooting me questions,
"So you like Trouty Mouth?" she asked excited,
"No Santana" I shut her down, hoping she would believe me,
"Ok whatever, we are here anyway" she jumped out of the car and before shutting the door leant down so I could see her, "oh and Q? I know when your lying" she winked before running off into the house. I laughed at her and followed soon after. The rest of the glee club was already there and they were brainstorming ideas.
"So I think the obvious plan is for me and Finn to do a magnificent duet and impress Mr Shue on how much emotion we put into the song" Rachel grinned,
"And what about the rest of us?" Tina asked,
"Well you guys can just sway in the background like you always do" Rachel smiled,
"As if Hobbit, to get a good grade on this assignment we need actual good looking people leading the show" Santana said standing up,
"Me and Finn are good looking" Rachel defended herself,
"Please it looks like your face caught on fire and someone tried to put it out with a fork" Santana spat while the whole room erupted in laughter, even Finn couldn't hold back a grin - to the dismay of Rachel of course.
"So here is the new plan" Santana announced, "Me and Quinn open the song, working our fine asses around that stage, then Mike and Brittany come in and do that freaking amazing dancing stuff you do, then Sam and Puck come in and sing, while dancing awkwardly, Tina then steps forward and sings sweet, innocent lyrics then Mercedes comes in to belt out a number and finally we all finish off the song together" Santana sat down, clearly happy with herself. I looked around the room to see everyone smiling and nodding, except one person of course,
"And what about me and Finn" she basically screamed,
"Well you guys can just sway in the background" Santana laughed, Rachel then stormed out only to be followed shortly after by Finn,
"Come on guys we should just give them a small part so they don't go running to Mr Shue" I suggested,
"Hell to the no" Mercedes exclaimed,
"Quinn do you want to be the one without a part?" asked Puck as everyone laughed,
My eyes dashed around the room to see even Sam laughing, I could feel tears pricking at my eyes, but I couldn't cry over something so stupid,
"Quinny's crying" shouted Brittany innocently and for some reason everyone started laughing. I stood up and ran out of the room and as I left the house I heard Santana say,
"What the hell guys? Don't treat Quinn like that, do it again and I will go all Lima Heights on your asses"
The next few days were not fun at school. I was being laughed at constantly in Glee Club, Puck was so mean, he was only being like that because I rejected him the day I got back on the cheerios. Oh yeah and being a cheerleader didn't help, I still got slushied and girls would still snicker at me as I walked down the halls. I could feel myself slipping into a state of depression and I couldn't stop it.
"Hey Quinn" Sam's voice dragged me from my thoughts,
"Oh hi Sam" I almost whispered. wimp.
"I was just checking up on you, it seems like you have been having a tough time lately" he spoke worriedly,
"I'm fine Sam" I answered softly and went to turn around and walk away from my locker, but he grabbed my arm and forced me to look at him,
"Well I was wondering if you would want to go to breadsticks with me this Saturday"
"On like a date?" I asked hopefully, suddenly a bit more cheerful,
"Yeah on a date" Sam smiled,
"Ok, text me the details" I grinned walking away.
Sam's POV
"I can't believe you are going out with her" Finn spoke,
"It's one date" I told him as we walked down the empty hallway after Glee Club,
"Yeah but she isn't even that popular anymore" Finn said matter of factly,
"I do like her though" I told him,
"What happened to the Sam that laughed at her in Glee Club all those times? you realise this makes you totally uncool" Finn asked,
"Dude I felt sorry for her" I say without thinking, suddenly feeling that I needed to protect my popularity, "Oh shit I forgot my homework, I'll meet you at your car" I say turning around to see a heartbroken Quinn with tears in her eyes, my jaw dropped and I felt a dropping feeling in my stomach, "Quinn..." I pleaded, but she was already running down the hall, tears streaming down her face.
Quinn's POV
Santana banged on my door but I didn't want to let her in. I was too upset and I looked so weak lying on my bed crying my eyes out over some boy, but thats the thing, it isn't just Sam, it's everything, I'm not popular anymore, I get bullied and even Glee Club has the nerve to laugh at me. Santana was now in my room and was sitting beside me with her arm around my shoulders, my head resting on hers.
"Talk to me Q, tell me what you're feeling" Santana pleaded,
"I don't know why everybody hates me so much. But maybe I do because now I hate me too. Right now, I don't see the reason for trying, or for talking, or for breathing. I'm just done" I cried even more now.
"Quinn everybody doesn't hate you, you just need to be more confident and get back your position on top" Santana said, now sitting in front of me on the bed, "You told me and Brittany that you want somebody to love you, but you have lots of people that do"
"No I don't" I disagreed with her, "I want somebody to love me but I don't see why anyone would" I sobbed,
"What happened Q? You were happy a few days ago, you just need to get back up and get everything back on track" Santana reassured me,
"It's sucks, you know. When everything is doing fine then, it all crashes again. And the worst part is, I really don't want to try and put it all back together again, but I have to."
"I know" Santana spoke hugging me tightly
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