Hello! So, haha, for any of you that noticed, yes, I was spelling Kaoru's name wrong (Thank you, TamaHika) eh heh. heh. heh.
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sorry about that. But! It's fixed! XD been really really busy babysitting, just got home from an 11AM-7PM day. 11 year old and a very, very touchy 7 year old. And they know each and every one of each other's buttons. And the 11 year old is my height. :) So. That was interesting. But enough complaining! This one is in the point of view of Hikaru, out of my regular 3rd person. I think i prefer it though, tell me what you think. A little shorter then what i usually write by about 100 words, had almost no time to work, and i have to update Oto too! Gah! Well I hope it's worth the wait and I'll be working on the next chapter, see you at the end! Oh yeah disclaimer- these peeps ain't mine ^_^
Hikaru POV
All throughout the day there is nothing I want more then Kaoru.
Kaoru.
Even his name, such a simple thing, ruffles my heart and makes me want nothing more then to pull him to my chest and never let him go, never let him leave. It's the one thing I want, and the one thing I can't have at the Host Club.
"Let's play the Who's Hikaru game!" I chime in with my adored twin. Today I've been really wanting to leave, and I know that Kaoru can sense it on me. He's the one who started the game off, because we always have to lean close together to get the right affect; hold hands and stick close.
It's all I want right now. To be close to my sweet, adorable brother.
"Come on, Hikaru!" he takes my hand and tugs me to retrieve our hats we have hidden. The girls we're entertaining squeal and jump in their seats, clutching at each other. They look absolutely ridiculous, each and every time. Tamaki would kill me if I said it out loud, but it's true. And it's not like I like any of them anyway.
"Hika, come on!" Kaoru tugs my hand and we enter the costume closet. He stares me down there, exactly my level, gorgeous amber eyes gazing deep into mine. "Pull yourself together," he hisses under his breath. "Only two hours left and we're done."
I lower my gaze to the floor, listen to the ruffling noises as he finds our hats underneath wigs and ties. They're easy to find, our hats. We hide them very specifically, and no host club member has been able to locate them yet, except maybe Haruhi. Damn her, she can figure anyone and anything out in a heartbeat.
"Hika..."
Still, I don't reply. This has happened before. This passion that builds up so much inside of me, threatening to burst my chest open, this unstoppable love for Kaoru that I just can't control bringing me down in shreds to the point where my acting skills have to come in handy. I can't speak without pain and I just want nothing more then my brother in my arms, holding me tight and just keeping me safe forever, and ever, and ever...
"Come on, Hikaru..." Kaoru tilts my chin up so I look at him and my pain shows through, seeps into his soul. I see the warmth there and the strength, what I should be showing my little brother, but I can't. Not now. Not like this.
"It's over soon," he reassures me softly. The feel of his soft, soft lips on mine give me the momentary comfort I need, pulling him as tight as I can to my body and hugging him like we're about to die. Our tongues tangle and dance, running along the inside of each other's mouths and his hips pressed against mine. Hitsuzen that we were born together. But he only lets me hold him for a moment, breaking away with a sigh and plopping my hat onto my head. Always identical, he does the same, both of our bangs mussed and straight now.
"Come on now, they're waiting for us," twisting out of my arms he leads us out the door and to another failed attempt at the Who's Hikaru game.
Nothing could interest me any less.
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Kaoru nuzzles his cheek into my side. We're lying on our bed, Kaoru's head on my lap and tracing patterns on my bare stomach. It's hot in the house, or at least our room, so I took my shirt off.
"Hika, are you doing okay? At the Host Club you seemed pretty down," he gazes up at me with two golden orbs, filled to the brim with concern and love. The words I want to tell him to explain catch in my throat and my hands twitch to grab him, take him in my arms. My mouth is open like a goldfish, eyebrows pulled together in an agonized sort of way. Kaoru's pull together too, worried. He sits up, sliding onto my lap with legs on either side of my waist. "Hika?"
We stare at each other, gaze into each other's souls. There are just no words to describe all the love I feel for him, the love I want to show him, the adoration I have and how I never want to see him hurt, or cry, or be disappointed, or feel any pain, ever, none whatsoever. My gaze smolders into him and I feel him shrink back a bit under the weight of it.
"Hika?"
My lips come down on his, silencing his silky smooth voice. I only want him to feel me now, feel this hot passion bubbling up inside of me now that we're alone and together, no annoying girls or strange boys to interrupt us. His chin is cupped in my fingers, one arm resting on his arm and his body barely held up by his, he's so surprised by the kiss. This kiss I don't open our mouths, just press them flush together, biting slightly on his bottom lip and pulling away, leaning back in, pulling away, pressing our mouths back together. He sighs and pulls away.
"Kao..." I whimper. It hurts me to have him away, even the few inches between our faces. He scoots up and sits with his knees on either side of my waist, arms around my neck.
"Hush," he leans down and kisses me again, taking control. I don't always mind it when he takes control, only sometimes. Right now I couldn't wish for more.
Kaoru kisses me deep and hard, opening our mouths and pressing against my teeth and the roof of my mouth, sucking slightly on my tongue that I thrust back at him. He's all I can feel, all I can think about, the only thing in my world. His beautiful, gorgeous, familiar body caught up tight on mine, pressing down on my slowly growing physical show of love for him.
Kaoru must feel my growing arousal because he shifts his hips, sending a shock wave through me. I gasp against him, the nerves spasming and more blood rushing from one head into the other. His lips capture mine and he's all I can think about. He and this wonderful, exciting pleasure.
There is nothing more then Kaoru and I. Nothing. Only we are left in this world as he slowly trails fingers down my chest and traces along my pant line, teasing my twitching fancy and making me want him more and more.
"Ah, Kao..." I murmur. He hushes me and grips both sides of his shirt, tugging it up over his head and away. My eyes fall right to his toned stomach and deliciously long V line, pointing down towards what we both know is what I want. Kao kisses me again, rubbing his chest against mine. There is no better heat then the heat I feel between us.
"I'll make you feel better, big brother," he whispers seductively. A shiver makes its way down my spine and I just nod, paying attention to the way he slowly massages me through my pants and losing myself only to that feeling.
My little brother. My glorious, beautiful, amazing little brother. I love him so, so much. And there is no one but us now, just us two hovering in a state of bliss and ecstasy to be.
Off go my pants in a trained yank and he slides one hand up the leg of my boxers, teasingly brushing his fingertips against my base. I suck in a breath, back arcing just a bit. His fingers on me send electric tingles all throughout my body. I bite my lip, squinting at him and holding back a whine.
"Kao, take off yours," I huff. He grins evilly at me.
"Nuh-uh-uh, brother," he yanks down my boxers then, my erection sticking up and quivering in the air. He stares at it hungrily, licking his lips. "Not yet."
That look turns me on even more, a small growl climbing up my chest. He traces one finger along the side of my fancy, a groan tumbling finally from my lips. He whimpers slightly at the sound and lowers his lips to my head. Currents shake every last one of my nerves and Kaoru slowly lowers his lips over my shaft, the slick, hot tunnel of his mouth gliding smoothly over the skin. Another one of my groans fills the air as my head hits the back of his throat, wet and hot and vibrating slightly with his hum.
"Ahh, Kaooo," He slides back up, sucking slightly and washing away the precum I can feel leaking. He continues to bob his head, rolling his tongue all around my swollen member and nipping ever so slightly, just enough to send moan after quivering moan out of my chest and into his ears, which make him moan and the vibrations make me moan even louder, and so on. There is nothing more that I love then my beautiful brother working magic on me, pleasuring me in ways I could never, nor could anyone else. I groan and cry, and when I'm close, Kaoru suddenly pops off.
"Aghhkaooooo!" I protest. He lays a finger on my lips and tears
off his shirt and pants. Before me is perfection. His perfectly shaped chest, his perfectly toned stomach, his perfect body. I moan again just seeing him before me, the most familiar form of my life and the most gorgeous every time I see it.
A beautiful smile lights his face and he positions himself so that I'm right at his opening, I can feel it. Heat sizzles between us and the suspense in between, I swear, could be cut by a knife. Slowly, ever so slowly, he lowers himself. His hot, slick walls clutch me and we both moan in unison, another sound I love oh so much. Throbbing and full of heat, he pushes himself back up.
It shocks me every time how tight he still is. After every night where he's on the receiving end, which is eight of ten times usually, I still can't believe it. Until he's gripped around me, of course. My hand flies up and traces around his own member, touching the tender skin. He groans and falls a bit on me, plunging my own heat far into his. We're loud now, and getting louder. He pushes up and begins finding his rhythm, pulling up and down while I match that with my hand. He suddenly bucks and screams, and I know I hit his spot as I rock my hips with his. Finding the angle again, I listen to his near desperate groans and cries as he both work to push each other over the edge. It doesn't take too long for me after his oral examination and with me working doubly on him, and in moments I'm releasing my essence into his belly and he all across my stomach. Fireworks, all colors and shapes, flash in front of me an pure ecstasy grips me to the point where I can't barely breathe. Coming to, Kaoru's hot walls squeezing and massaging every last drop out of me in the most delicious way, I look down.
"Ah... Shit..." I groan. The sticky mess is sprayed all across me, and we just took a shower. Kaoru pulls off of my cock with a half-glazed but high-on-sex expression, bends over my body, and drags the flat of his tongue all across my belly. I growl slightly, watching him clean up the entire mess and lay himself across me, kissing my lips softly. I smile and wrap my arms around his torso, pulling him close and kissing him back.
"I love you," I murmur. Kaoru giggles, tangling his legs in with mine.
"I love you too," he adds another kiss for emphasis and I sigh, squeezing my brother.
I couldn't love anyone more then I love my Kaoru.
Hello again! Worth the wait? Not much else to say, I may do one in Kaoru's POV, probably not. The ol' 3rd person, hehe! Very fun to write. Soo next chapter will be up when i get it up, mauhahaha! Thank you for reading and if you can, review!
~Jessie Apocalypse