Hello! This is actually a really short chapter, I jut realized. I'll make up for it in the next one! I just kind of sat down and wrote in on this stairwell haha and actually the beginning of this one was supposed to be on the last one haha but then I tore it apart and used different parts for both XD MAUHAHAHAHAHAHA! Anywayyyy haha any ideas for next chapters, well... I'll do this later haha see you at the end! Disclaimer, I don't own them! Nope!


Kaoru has been thinking ever since they got home. His gaze is distant and he's on a completely different planet then the one he's supposed to be on, reminiscing of pleasurable things.

"Mmm, Hikaru?" he murmurs dreamily. He's in the mood to remember good memories.

"What?" His brother replies, destroying something or other on his DS.

"Do you remember the first time we had sex?"

"Yeah, what about it?" Hikaru turns to his brother, slightly surprised. The mention of it bombed his focus so that he died, and all of his attention is to his twin. Kaoru has a devilish upturn to his lips, head somewhere else entirely.

"Mmm," he just mumbles again, and the memory floats through his mind. The first time they had sex, they were 12 years old. It was before the Host Club, before Tamaki, before everything they have now, and it was only them in their universe.

It was like every other night. They laid in their bed cuddled like puppies, kissing and nuzzling each other like usual. Each boy had a leg in between the other's and they were grinding slightly against the limbs, huffing and panting against each other.

"Hikaru," Kaoru had gasped. He'd always been the one to ask the questions that lead to something big between them. The moment he asked it his head happened to be under his twin's chin, nibbling at his collarbone.

"What?" Hikaru panted back. His hands were stuck up his younger brother's shirt and feeling the smooth, gorgeous skin there. They'd never done much more then this, maybe sticking their hands in each other's pants once and a while, but nothing more. Kaoru was wondering what more would be like.

"You know how we walked in on the maid and the gardener the other day? While they were having sex?" the two were snooping around trying to figure out a prank to play on the cook, when they heard moaning out in the garden. When they went out to investigate, they found the maid naked and under the gardener's nude form, thrusting like there was no tomorrow. With wide eyes and howling in laughter, the boys raced back the the house and collapsed on their bed.

That was 4 hours previous.

They weren't laughing anymore.

"Yeah? What about it?" Hikaru was slightly annoyed with Kaoru for interrupting their moment, but he knew what he was getting at. Kaoru lifted his head and looked Hikaru in the eye, twin smirks creeping up their faces.

"Let's try it," they synced.

Hikaru immediately took control over his little brother, flipping him on his back and taking off his shirt. They'd seen enough movies to know they had to get naked first, and they both already had boners, so that problem was already solved. He stripped off his shirt next and stared at the perfection of his brother, practically glowing in the light of the moon glimmering through the window.

"Beautiful," he breathed. Kaoru just stared up at him with an expectant expression, waiting for something to happen. Hikaru wanted to move, but his mind was blown with the pure beauty of his brother. He never really noticed it before now, but now that he has, he just can't move. They'd seen each other naked before, but never like that. Never before something that big, that absolutely life changing was about to happen. Because it was life changing.

"Hikaru?" Kaoru had a dark blush across his cheeks and was staring up at his brother with golden eyes. "I think our pants need to be off too."

Hikaru blinked and nodded, mute for the moment. The soft curves of his chest and stomach mesmerized him but he gently hooked his fingers under the waistband of his sleep pants and slid those off, and then his own, so they were both in their boxers. Both boys stared at each other again for another moment.

"Little brother," Hikaru drawled slowly. Kaoru kept staring in attention. "Where am I supposed to stick my dick?"

Kaoru didn't even hesitate. "In my butt, duh."

Hikaru thought about that for a moment, but then his brow furrowed. "But won't that hurt?" it's the last thing he wants, to hurt his brother, that is. Again, Kaoru has this all figured out.

"Put your hand in first. Like one finger, and then two, until it doesn't hurt. And then spread them. Like we saw the two maids doing," they had multiple occasions where they'd walked in on their hired employees doing something not to be spoken of, but Kaoru'd been the one to take all of the knowledge and piece it all together. Hikaru nodded as he wrapped his head around it all and agreed, sliding down his brother's boxers. Once again, just like before, his breath was taken away.

Hikaru had never seen his brother that close before, not like he was at that moment. Kaoru had just the starts of blondish curls at his base but he was twitching and ready, which just made Hikaru all the more horny. He glanced up then into the golden orbs of his brother's eyes, questions reflected deep inside.

"Are you sure you want to?" he asked hesitantly. Kaoru nodded fervently, spreading his legs apart slightly. Hikaru glanced back down and up, taking a greedy eyeful of his brother, every last inch.

"Alright, little brother..." he eyed his one more moment and gently put his hands on the insides of his thighs, pushing them apart. "Tell me if it hurts and I'll stop, okay?"

"Don't stop," Kaoru replied almost immediately. Hikaru glanced at him in question, and Kaoru was begging. "Whatever you do, don't stop. Even if I cry. Just don't stop."

The two of them stared off at each other, younger and older but almost impossible to tell apart, and Hikaru reluctantly gave in.

"Alright," he agreed, tracing up his legs. "I won't stop."

And he didn't.

His hand climbed up to the hot space right under the fancy of his brother and traced lightly around his hole with one finger, making him gasp. Hikaru watched his brother's reactions a moment more as he gently ran his finger around the whole area, listening to the gasps and pants he made before pushing slowly in and feeling the clutch of his tight walls around him.

"Ahh, Hikaru!" he gasped.

"Kao? Does it hurt? Should I stop?" he made to pull his hand out but Kaoru just shook his head, body trembling.

"No, keep going..."

So Hikaru did. He listened to the sounds his brother made grow louder and more needy as he slowly drew that one finger in and out and then another one. The sharp inhale and tightening of his brother's muscles around his digits made him cringe but Kaoru pushed him to keep going, until the tightness relaxed and he pulled his fingers apart as far as he could and the first moan he ever heard out of his brother made itself known.

It was a cry from heaven. It was as though a whole army of angels were all having an orgy and moaned at once, and it came out of his brother's mouth. That's what it sounded like. And he wanted to hear it again. And again. And again.

"Kaoru?" he whispered to his struggling brother who was gasping and panting, squirming under his hand.

"What?" he breathed in a ragged voice, unable to open his eyes.

"Do you want me to have sex with you now?" he asked quietly. Kaoru finally opened his eyes, slightly glazed over and his chest heaving.

"Ahh, Hikaru, yes!" he moaned. Hikaru gently pulled his hand out and positioned himself over his brother after pulling off his own underwear and used one hand to get in the right position.

"Are you sure?" he was unsure himself of whether he wanted to do it or not, but he figured Kaoru had it all figured out and it would be okay. He just wanted to hear it from him one more time.

"Of course! Now go!" slightly exasperated, Kaoru pushed up his hips just as Hikaru pushed his in, and they both gasped as their entire world changed.

The shock they both felt go through them just made them both want more, and Hikaru pushed himself in until he could go no farther. Kaoru gasped and his whole body shook with his brother filling his up, and neither boy could think of a thing else. The pain Kaoru felt was sharp and his face breidly contorted, so his brother waited for him to relax while he took in what they were soing also.

They stayed just like that for what seemed like hours, until Hikaru pulled back and thrusted his hips back towards his brother. They both moaned and he did it again just to hear his brother and feel the pleasure he never even imagined could exist. It was only moment that they were pounding into each other, their newfound pastime driving them rapidly over the edge until they both came only minutes later, Hikaru deep inside of his brother and Kaoru violently across both their stomachs. They stared at each other, twin grins lighting up their faces like they were high, and started to giggle.

"We have to do that again!" Kaoru said excitedly, and Hikaru didn't even hesitate to agree.

That was four years ago. Not more then a week has gone by without the boys doing it again, and they've gotten more creative practically each time. Kaoru doesn't know why he's thinking of it now, but maybe it's the pain in his ass from Hikaru going too hard.

"So, what about it?" said brother repeats, going over the event in his head and trying to think if Kaoru is hinting at something.

"I don't know. And no sex tonight, my ass still hurts," he smirks at his brother, who swears under his breath with an understanding upturn to his lips. But Kaoru leans close and grabs him between the legs, biting down on the top of his ear.

"But I never said I wouldn't give you a handjob," he hisses seductively. Hikaru hardens under his hand in moments and he grabs his brother's hair for a kiss, pulling him close.

"Sold," he sighs, laying his lips on the other's. Kaoru just laughs.


hello again! Like it? Yeahh like I said a bit short, but the next will be longer! Any ideas for a next chapter I'll take, I actually really like to do song fics haha and I'll try and update soon! Thank you so much for reading and all of your reviews and everything, it's just awesome :) so I'll see you next chapter, and it will be better XD

~Jessie Apocalypse