Insanity Turns To Love?

by Silverfangedmoon

She RP'd as Karkat and Gamzee, and I RP as just about everyone else in the RP lol. Only this chapter will be the stuff from DA, seein as how it's all the stuff from DA. The rest will be from Pesterchum so you'll have to deal with our quirks :D Good luck! Rated T for Language and Yaoi in the future chapters.

8. Chapter 8

- carcinoSinner [CS] looks away sadly biteing his lip and pulling his sleeve down -

[04:39] CS: ITS.. ITS N THING SERI USLY...

[04:40] MB: CA: Kar. WWhy wwould you do somethin' like that to yourself?!

[04:40] MB: CA: *pulls your sleeve back down*

[04:40] MB: CA: WWhy Kar?'

[04:41] CS: Y U W UNDN'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND ERIDAN..

[04:42] MB: CA: Oh, shore I wwouldn't. *gets an angery tone* Look at wwho your talkin' to Kar, and say that again. I dare you.

[04:43] MB: CA: *gets a dark look on his face*

[04:43] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks back at you flinching a little -

[04:44] MB: CA: WWell.

[04:44] MB: CA: *face softens alittle*

[04:44] MB: CA: Listen Kar, I just dont wwant you makein' the wwrong mistakes

[04:45] MB: CA: *looks away*

[04:45] CS: Y♋U HAVE N♋ IDEA H♋W MUCH I FUCKING HATED MYSELF, H♋W MUCH I WISH I C♋ULD JUST DIE ♋R GET CULLED ALL READY S♋ I W♋ULDN'T HAVE T♋ DEAL WITH ALL THIS SHIT.. I DID THIS T♋ RELIEVE THE STRESS AND IT HELPED.. I HATE MY SELF, I HATE MY DISGUSTING MUTANT BL♋♋D, I HATE H♋W MUCH ♋F A FUCK UP I AM, I D♋N'T UNDERSTAND H♋W Y♋U C♋ULD LIKE ME AT ALl. ITS AMAZING THAT S♋ME♋NE AS GREAT AS Y♋U W♋ULD Lâ

[04:45] CS: T WANT T BE MY MATESPRIT..

[04:45] CS: CAUSE I D N

[04:46] CS: I D N'T FEEL LIKE IM W RTH Y UR FLUSED FEELINGS AND Y UR L VE..

[04:48] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks down at the ground tears driping down his face -

[04:50] MB: CA: Oh Kar! * wipes away your tears and pulls you into a hug* you shouldn't beat yourself up over your blood, it's somethin' that can't be helped. And I, quite frankly, think it's a beautiful color! Now Kar, please just promise me something...

[04:51] MB: CA: And once you promise, you can't just go back on it!

[04:52] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks up at you -

[04:52] CS: WHAT IS IT?

[04:53] MB: CA: *kisses your forehead, tears welling in his eyes*

[04:53] MB: CA: Promise you'll nevver do it again.

[04:54] MB: CA: I-It could go terribly wwrong and you could die Kar!

[04:54] - carcinoSinner [CS] nods shakeing a little -

[04:55] CS: I KN W.. I.. ALM ST KILLED MYSELF BY D ING THAT NE DAY..

[04:55] MB: CA: *looks at you shocked*

[04:56] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks away sadly -

[04:56] CS: I-IM S RRY..

[04:57] MB: CA: *starts shakeing alittle, putting his scarf around you.* If youd've died that day... I don't think I'd still be hear wwithout you Kar.

[04:58] MB: CA: *stands up, offering you his hand*

[04:58] MB: CA: Take my hand, and promise me.

[05:02] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks up at you and grabs your hand lightly tears driing down his face a little -

[05:02] CS: I PR MISE I W NT EVER FUCKING D THAT AGAIN

[05:02] MB: CA: *pulls you up into his arms*

[05:03] - carcinoSinner [CS] hugs you burying his face in your chest -

[05:03] CS: IM S RRY

[05:04] MB: CA: Thank you Kar. It's ok now, it's just that I...I just can't stand the thought of loseing you.

[05:04] MB: CA: *runs his hand through your hair a few times*

[05:05] MB: TA: *mumbles something about bees in his sleep*

[05:05] - carcinoSinner [CS] purrs looking up at you kissing your cheek then chuckling a little hearing Sollux -

[05:08] MB: CA: *looks down at you blushing. Looks over to Sollux*

[05:09] MB: CA: Looks like wwere disturbing his sleep. Should wwe go back to your resprite block, or mine?

[05:09] MB: CA: Or do you wwanna go get somethin to eat?

[05:10] CS: IT D SEN'T MATTER ITS UP T Y U

[05:11] MB: CA: *shakes his head*

[05:12] MB: CA: Nope, it's up to you, my little kitty.

[05:12] CS: HEH LETS G BACK T MINE THEN

[05:16] MB: CA: *nods and quickly picks you up so that your sitting faceing him* Alright Kar. *grins*

[05:17] MB: CA: I havve somethin' to showw ya wwhen wwe get there *winks*

[05:17] - carcinoSinner [CS] blushes a little -

[05:17] CS: WAIT WHAT IS IT ?

[05:18] MB: CA: *grin wideins*

[05:18] MB: CA: Oh, you'll see.

[05:18] - carcinoSinner [CS] sighs blushing still leading you to his respiteblock -

[05:19] MB: CA: * picks you up and starts carrying you back to your respiteblock* Just point wwhen wwe get to it.

[05:20] - carcinoSinner [CS] nods -

[05:20] CS: K

[05:21] MB: CA: *pulls one of his arms away, letting you swing upside-down*

[05:22] MB: CA: Oh, by the wway Kar I knoww your tickleish!

[05:22] MB: CA: *starts tickleing your stomach*

[05:24] - carcinoSinner [CS] bursts into laughter blushing -

[05:24] CS: S-ST P HAHA

[05:24] MB: CA: *tickles faster* No! **

[05:25] MB: CA: *starts tickleing the back of your knees*

[05:26] - carcinoSinner [CS] squirms around face red laughing trying to push you away -

[05:30] MB: CA: *falls over ontop of you laughing*

[05:31] CS: ((brb))

[05:32] MB: ((kk))

[05:53] - carcinoSinner [CS] changed their mood to OFFLINE -

[06:29] MB: you back yet?

[07:59] - moonaciousBubble [MB] changed their mood to SLEEK -

[07:59] MB: hello?

[08:15] - carcinoSinner [CS] changed their mood to CHUMMY -

[08:15] - carcinoSinner [CS] changed their mood to SLEEK -

[08:22] MB: :) Ready?

[08:24] - carcinoSinner [CS] laughs with you arms wraped around your neck -

[08:24] CS: HAHA, HEH, ERIDAN I L VE Y U I H PE Y U FUCKING KN W

[08:25] MB: CA: Heh, Yeah I knoww noww. *smiles and kisses your nose*

[08:26] MB: CA: *kisses your neck where the bight-marks are*

[08:31] - carcinoSinner [CS] blushes smiling then shivering a little -

[08:33] MB: CA: I hope I didn't hurt you to bad, my little doll face.

[08:37] - carcinoSinner [CS] blushes even darker -

[08:37] CS: IM FINE REALLY

[08:38] MB: CA: *gives you a worried look and gets off you*

[08:39] MB: CA: You sure Kar? *is thinking about your scars*

[08:39] - carcinoSinner [CS] gets up grabing your hand -

[08:39] CS: YES IM SURE IM FINE REALLY

[08:40] MB: CA: *gives you a suspicious look, then picks you up again*

[08:40] MB: CA: Alright Kar, noww wwhere is yor resprite block?

[08:45] CS: JUST D WN THE HALL A LITTLE AND Y U'LL BE THERE IT HAS MY SIGN N THE D R

[08:45] MB: CA: *chuckles* Ok doll face. *licks your ear*

[08:49] - carcinoSinner [CS] shudders a little moaning slightly -

[08:50] MB: CA: *looks down at you, a 'dark' smile on his face*

[08:50] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks up at you then ponits at his door -

[08:51] CS: THERE IT IS

[08:52] MB: CA: *noticas the door is slightly open and lightly kicks it* Noww I can showw you wwhat I wwanted to showw you. *sets you down and kicks the door shut. All happyness drains from his face*

[08:53] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks at you worried -

[08:53] CS: WHAT IS IT?

[08:54] MB: CA: I knoww howw it feels Kar. The metal is cool to the skin. *pulls off his shirt, reveiling the scars on his sides*

[08:55] MB: CA: *walks over to you* This is wwhy I don't wwant you hurting yourself.

[08:55] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks at you wide eyed tears briming in his eyes as he lightly touches the scares -

[08:55] CS: IM S RRY...

[08:56] MB: CA: *points at his gills* I can't breath out of them anymore because of wwhat I did, It's all up to the little ones on my neck.

[08:57] MB: CA: *cups your face* It's not your fault Kar, you didn't knoww.

[08:57] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks up at you worried then hugging you -

[08:58] CS: STILL.. I FEEL BAD THAT I NEVER KNEW WHAT Y U WERE G ING THREW..

[08:59] MB: CA: *chuckles lightly, wrapping his arms around you*

[08:59] - carcinoSinner [CS] rests his head on your chest closeing eyes -

[09:00] MB: CA: Kar, howw could you havve knowwn? I kept it a secret from evveryone... Evveryone exept for Sol.

[09:00] MB: CA: He kneww only 'cuz of our many fights wwhere my shirt ended up abliterated.

[09:01] MB: CA: After one battle he saww them.

[09:01] MB: CA: *pets your head, acedentally bumping your horn with his ring*

[09:02] - carcinoSinner [CS] shudders a little as your ring hits his head -

[09:02] CS: BUT STILL..

[09:03] MB: CA: *pulls you back and gives you a stern look*

[09:04] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks up at you flinching a little -

[09:04] MB: CA: If you evven THINK of blameing yourself, I wwill smack you so hard you will feel it for the next 5 sweeps!

[09:05] CS: S RRY I W NT

[09:05] MB: CA: And beleivve me Kar, I wwont hesitate to do it.

[09:05] MB: CA: *face softens*

[09:06] MB: CA: *moves you over to the couch*

[09:07] - carcinoSinner [CS] sits down sighing pulling you down next to him -

[09:08] MB: CA: *takes off his glasses and sets them on the floor*

[09:08] MB: CA: Kar...

[09:08] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks at you -

[09:08] CS: YA?

[09:09] MB: CA: WWhat's it like?

[09:09] CS: WHAT'S WHAT LIKE?

[09:10] MB: CA: Havvein real friends that truely care?

[09:10] MB: CA: *looks down sadly*

[09:11] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks at you sadly grabing your hand lightly -

[09:12] CS: ITS NICE... LIKE JUST KN WING THAT THERE IS S ME NE Y U CAN TALK T ..WH IS S METIMES THERE.. ITS NICE T HAVE FRIENDS T HANG WITH S Y U D N'T FEEL AL NE..

[09:12] MB: CA: *squezzes your hand*

[09:13] MB: CA: *whispers* It must be really nice.

[09:13] MB: CA: *looks over at you* At least now I havve you.

[09:13] MB: CA: *looks back at the ground*

[09:14] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks at you gentely cupping your face with my hand kissing you lightly -

[09:14] CS: I WILL NEVER LEAVE Y U

[09:15] MB: CA: *tears well in his eyes* Thank you Kar.

[09:15] MB: CA: *leans back against the couch*

[09:16] - carcinoSinner [CS] leans back with you resting head against your shoulder -

[09:16] CS: Y UR WELC ME

[09:16] MB: CA: *sighs, letting the tears fall*

[09:17] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks up at you brushing your tears away gentely kissing your cheek then eyes -

[09:17] CS: SH SH ITS K ERIDAN

[09:17] MB: CA: *cries harder*

[09:18] MB: CA: Howw could I havve been such a fool?!

[09:18] MB: CA: *looks at you*

[09:18] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks back at you worried -

[09:18] CS: WHAT D Y U MEAN?

[09:19] MB: CA: *sniffles* It's ok Kar. Nofin you need to wworry about

[09:19] MB: CA: *ruffles your hair*

[09:19] - carcinoSinner [CS] purrs a little -

[09:19] CS: I WILL W RRY, Y UR MY MATESPRIT AND I L VE Y U S IM G ING T W RRY

[09:21] MB: CA: I lovve you too doll face. *pulls you into a tight hug, acedentaly knocking you over on the couch*

[09:22] - carcinoSinner [CS] hugs back chuckling a little -

[09:24] MB: CA: *voice darkens alittle* Don't do anythin you'd regret Kar, just trust me on this. Stop just chargeing in before thinking about them. It'll only get you hurt.

[09:25] MB: CA: *stands up, walking to the other side of the room. Trys to hide his back*

[09:26] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks at you concerned getting up and walking towards you -

[09:26] CS: WHAT D Y U MEAN?

[09:28] MB: CA: *turns twoards you.* Just think about it ok Kar. Honestly, I wwish someone had told me that wwhen I wwas younger. *face cringes at the memory*

[09:29] MB: CA: *takes a couple steps back*

[09:29] CS: ERIDAN..

[09:29] - carcinoSinner [CS] looks at you sadly -

[09:30] CS: WHY ARE Y U WALKING AWAY FR M ME?

[09:31] MB: CA: I just need my shirt.

[09:31] MB: CA: *puts on his shirt to hide his back*

[09:31] MB: CA: See. *walks back over to you*