I was listening to A Thousand Years by Christina Perri and A Place For Us by Carrie Underwood and they gave me inspiration

I do not own Who Says by Selena Gomez and The Scene. I am just using her song as the one that Renesmee writes as it is relevant to her story.

RPOV

Everything seemed to be falling into place. After taking those first few steps four weeks ago, I have been practicing everyday with Jacob and I have been slowly getting stronger. I am able to walk from one side of the room to the other before I have to stop to rest. It was a great feeling, knowing that one day soon I will be able to fully walk by myself.

You never truly understand someone's struggle until you live it for yourself. Seeing people all over town in wheelchairs had always pulled at my heart, never knowing what they had gone through to end up permanently paralysed. Never known how scared they had been going through whatever trauma they went through.

You never really think that something bad will happen to you. When you're young, you always tell your mum that you will be fine every time she worried about you walking to the park. Now I know what she was talking about.

People always think that just because we are famous that we don't care but that isn't true. I know that the world is not perfect. People are getting killed left and right. Children are getting kidnapped or killed. Bad things are happening everywhere. And that saddens me very much.

I now know their struggle. Waking up every day knowing that there is a chance that you will never walk hits you hard.

I have never been the selfish type. I know a lot of people think that I had it easy because I was already part of a famous family. But that wasn't the case at all. I knew I had talent when I started singing from a young child but I never took my mother and fathers fame for granted. I had to try out at all the different studios just like any other person and let me tell you I got more rejections then acceptances. I finally found a small studio that was just starting out and they decided to take me on and I was more than happy to help them start up their company.

I have not told anyone that I have started singing again. I was only singing songs that I knew on the guitar but I had started writing a little bit as well.

I have only one guitar that I sing with. My grandpa Charlie gave it to me the night that he was killed. He had taught me a few songs on it and one day he came up to me, handed me the guitar and told me I would do great things if I stick with this guitar. We got a call three hours later telling us that he had been shot while on duty. See my grandpa Charlie was the chief of police in a small town called Forks. That's where my mother lived before she moved to L.A. he was my idol and when he was killed it hit me very hard and I vowed that I would not write another song using any other guitar. He had gotten the back engraved before he gave it to me.

'You're voice lights up the darkest of places. I will forever be listening to you. I love you'

There is not a day that goes by I don't miss that man.

I look down at the piece of paper with the lyrics of the song I have written over the past few weeks. I perfected them last week and have been working on a melody. I place my fingers on the correct strings and start strumming.

"Who says, who says you're not perfect?

Who says you're not worth it?

Who says you're the only one that's hurting?

Trust me, that's the price of beauty.

Who says you're not pretty?

Who says you're not beautiful?

Who says?"

I stopped singing and smiled. I had found the basic melody for the chorus which meant that the rest would just fall into place.

I worked on it for a few more hours until I had the whole song ready to play all the way through. I looked over at the clock and realised it was time for my afternoon session with Jacob. I put my guitar back into it holder and placed the lyrics back into my bedside table and wheeled myself down to the gym. When I got there I saw Jacob running on the treadmill. I stopped before I went over just admiring him. I could not believe that he was mine. He spotted me after a while and ushered me over to the walking machine and we started our session.

After our session was done I told Jacob that I would meet him for dinner and set off towards my room. I stopped abruptly when I saw that my door was open just the slightest bit. I knew that I fully closed my door before I went for my session. I wheeled myself towards the door, pushing it open once I reached it and what I saw brought me to tears.

My room was a mess. Everything was trashed and I knew that things had been stolen. My bed sheets had ripped off my bed and everything was knocked of my bedside table. Things were thrown everywhere and the picture of my family was broken against the far wall. I looked over the far right corner of my room and let out a cry, seeing that my guitar was missing.

My cry must have alerted the staff because seconds after it escaped my throat, three nurses rushed into my room. They stopped short when they saw the mess in my room but then were back into action. They ushered my out of my room while they called for Jacob. They told me that they will clean up my room and put in a report for any of the missing items. Jacob arrived almost immediately and took me down to the dining hall for some food and to calm me down.

I called my parents, telling them what happened but they told me that there is a major accident of the road up to the facility and they would not make it until the morning. I spoke to them until the nurse came back and told me that my room had been fully clean and I could go back in there. I told Jacob that I was tired and I was just going to go to bed and I would meet him in the gym tomorrow morning. I was asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

The next morning as I was wheeling out of my room to go to the gym I was stopped by Jessica. Jacob had told me of her attempts to get with him so I was a bit wary of her.

"Hello Renesmee. Jacob has asked me to take you down to the pool for your workout today. He asked if I could help you down because of everything you went through yesterday" her smiled seemed sincere so I let her push me down to the pool. I was actually a bit grateful because the pool was far away and I was still so exhausted from yesterday.

When we entered the pool hall I did not see Jacob anywhere but Jessica led me over to the far end of the pool. I have not gone near this end as it is the deepest part of the pool and I could not touch the bottom. We stopped right next to the pool and Jessica knelt down beside me.

"You know, I have liked Jacob ever since he started working here. I was so close to bagging him and then you came in here like you owned the place, stealing him from me. Well I think I have a solution. Eliminate the competition. Let's see how good you can swim" her voice had gradually started getting louder and when she finished her sentence she pushed me into the pool.

The water was like ice, as they had not turned on the heater yet. I used my arms to pull myself to the surface but I could feel myself starting to freeze over. I faintly heard the door slam shut, alerting me to the fact that Jessica had gone and left me here. I tried to fight against the cold but after a while of doggy paddling on the surface the muscles in my arms gave way and I started sinking.

I could feel myself starting to panic and my vision started to blur. I could not hold my breath any longer and I could feel myself starting to lose consciousness as I felt myself sink even further towards the bottom of the pool.

I saw a splash not too far from where I was laying before everything went black.

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