Hello. I hope you enjoy this. Some part were inspired from a song called Moments written by the wonderful Ed Sheeran (AHHH I love Ed Sheeran) , sang by One Direction.

I'm pretty shaken up with this fanfiction I just read about the world ending. :/

So... who's excited for Bella?

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight. SM does.

If we could only have this life for one more day

If we could only turn back time...

I was out hunting to avoid any cravings at school the next day and before I know it, it's already time to go. I got home and showered quickly, not that I need to but blood can get clingy sometimes.

I was dreading this day, another year of endless boredom and constant avoidance of the people around me.

I sighed, running a hand through my messy hair. I runned towards the garage with inhuman speed.

They always let me drive to school, they think it's the least they could do to help me feel better. But no, they can't understand. Nothing can make me feel better.

I was heading to school, eager to see my beautiful girl I know someday I could make her not only my girlfriend, but much more - no matter how dangerous it might be, I'm willing to take chances.

I knew at that moment I was being delusional but I shaked off the feeling and sped down the highway. The road to the school can be long sometimes especially since we lived in the excluded part of the town.

I smiled and hummed to myself at the songs I was playing at the car stereo. Mostly old ones, 'cause I can't stand the new music this days, I've heard some few that I liked but never enjoying those on the Top 40 anymore.

When I pulled out on a free space, I saw Bella leaning against her shitty truck reading a book with a headset in her ear. In this position, I knew I could easily sneak up to her and she wouldn't notice a thing.

She can be unobservant sometimes.

I walked briskly towards her direction with my hands in my pocket, grabbing her by the hip and planting a kiss on her mouth quickly.

She squealed and removed the buds from her ears. She slapped her hand lightly on my chest, "Would you stop that?" She asked playfully.

The book she was holding was squished between us. I looked down promptly to see the title. "Peter Pan? Seriously?" I chuckled and she slapped my chest again.

"You know, he's kinda like you in a way."

"How so?" I asked stupidly, I know this book since the year it was first published back in the day.

She leaned up lining her mouth to my ear, "Because he doesn't get old," She whispered, "And I'm sure you knew that already."

I can see the people around us from my peripheral vision, some stared openly at our display. I could hear some other's thoughts, some disgusted, some were envious thinking. They should be jealous. I have a very wonderful girl in front of me.

I kissed her neck lightly and quickly. Pulling her face to me and stealing a few kisses on her mouth.

"Just to give you a future warning, Alice would be bugging you to shopping soon... Just giving you a heads up." I said, while we were walking in the hallway to our first class, holding hands.

"I knew she'd want that soon..." She looked tired already and it wasn't even happening yet.

I squeezed her hand, "It's okay, if it will make you feel better I'd go with you... To make sure she doesn't tire you that much."

She sighed wistfully, hugging my arm with the hand I was holding her with. "Oh what would I do without you?"

I shrugged out of the daydream, focusing on the road ahead of me. Not that I need to focus.

"It's going to be alright, Edward." I looked at Alice and saw her sad face. It hurt me to know that I may be the reason for that look.

I nodded, prompted to stay quiet.

This few days, I noticed that Alice's thoughts were distant and careful around me. Whatever it is that she was hiding, I don't think she has shared with the rest of the family because if she did. All of them would be singing this terrible new songs and reciting in different languages by now.

Sometimes I wonder if I didn't left Bella. What if I stayed and protected her? What if our family just became more careful and I continued loving her? I'm not saying I stopped. I just wish sometimes that I could take back time.

If I could take back time, I'd love and cherish her. I'd be there beside her when she experiences her human life - together.

Pain that took place in my chest for the past years continued to make it's presence known, and I involuntarily gripped the steering wheel tighter. I calmed myself down before I break it.

One of the things that hurts once she was gone was that, I can't stand seeing brunette girls with brown eyes. I try to avoid looking at them but it's impossible to not see one around this place. It sounds ridiculous but it's just how it is this days. Constant reminders of my lost.

Before I knew it, I find myself following my siblings inside our new school to the office to get our schedules.

I grabbed mine and I was off on my own. I made my way to my locker, ignoring the stares and whispers.

I could hear the girls calling dibs on me but I don't care, I continued my way. I may look or sound like an ass but I became that way. Ever since she died. All because of me.

I dumped the unneeded things in my locker to my first class - English. Yeah that's right another painful reminder.

Me and Bella have our English class together first thing in the morning during Senior year.

I almost wished I have the same fragile human heart that can even kill itself when experienced too much pain.

Her face was buried on my neck as I hurried through the forest. She gets nauseated easily. Motion sickness.

I wanna see our meadow she says. I say no. It's a nice day out she counters.

It was a sunny day today at Forks. Not the warmest in temperature but enough to make the kids happy to see sunshine.

I skipped school today and the moment Bella was inside her room, she begged me to come see the meadow. She loves it there especially when we have this kind of weather.

We hang out until the twilight – a very sad part of the day.

I sighed because I miss her. I miss the fragile human girl who captured my dead unmoving heart.

I've written this chap a long time ago, thought I'd post it. twitter: sheeranmyworld & tumblr: nigel-sheeran