Hello guys! I'm SOOOO sorry for the late update. I'll be having an exam tomorrow and I was really busy with studying for it. Please pull for me tomorrow!

So as you know, this is the story of my life. It's not based on real events but the description of them from my P.O.V., converted to Teen Titans, because the RavenxRobin love is quite similar to my situation. Sorry if the characters are ouut of character (mainly Rachel, she is just like me).

I'd like to thank Paloma Brighton and apologize for the laaaateeee update.
I'd also like to say thank you to 13DeadSilence13, who always listened to my complains about the real form of this story.

Anyways, have a good time, enjoy the story and don't forget to REVIEW!

Luv ya guys,
Delyra Broken

*A few days later at school*

I wanted to act same as I did before but you know, it's hard to pretend that nothing happened when your life is messed up. I had a few months until my exams and I didn't have time for boys. But they wanted me to have time for them. I started counting. Two in about one month.

And on the other hand, I got to know that Emily had a crush on Richard. It sounds OK, but if you know Emiliy, it's never OK. She is self confident and if she wants something, she'll get it.
So she texted Richard and they started talking. I saw every message and it broke my heart though Emily didn't know about my love for him. But I still don't think that it'd stop her even though she considered me to be her best friend.

We were walking towards our class with Joy when I saw Richard talking to his friend, Kyle. I looked at them as I always did. I heard some words from their conversation.

- Do you think it's a good idea? She'll be angry I guess. - Rich whispered. I think I had a really good hearing because I could hear them.

- Don't risk it. If you... - Kyle answered but I missed the end. They were too far.

- Joy!

- Yes?

- What were they talking about?

- I couldn't hear them. Some random things I guess.

- Don't care.

The rest of the day went by, leaving the unfinished sentence for me to think of. What if they were talking about Kori? And if Richard wants to break up with her?

These thoughts made me remember the times when Olivia was still is my class. She left two years ago...

*Flashback*

It was 2009. when Richard was 13, Olivia and me 12. We were best friends and "twins". She looked just like me... Or I looked just like her. It doesn't matter.
At that time, I was already in-love with Richard but his friends, Kyle and Tim, freaked me out everytime I saw them.
Richard, as he had problems with maths, went to learning room every afternoon. Olivia did too but only because her little sister, Kathy. Sometimes I went with her too but I was too shy and became red as a pepper when I met Rich. It was so lame.

Outside learning room, I always bumped into Richard in the passageways. Well, he bumped into me. It was kinda funny and I started to think that he probably loved me. Probably...
I talked to Olivia about it and she laughed at me.

- Who told you this shit? - she asked laughing.

- My mind. Why?

- He loves ME. He is always staring at me and some days ago Kyle came to me and asked if I loved him, Rich or Tim.

- Um, well, OK, I guess. - I held back my tears. I didn't really mind if Richard loved someone else, but the one who looked like me? The only difference was that she had a better smile and I had better shape and more beautiful eyes (not ego, it's the truth, she admitted it too).

So I started to hate Olivia. It was not her fault but Hell, she became my rival. Our friendship disappeared and I gradually hid my "cute" self and my goth form took control. I changed Lady Gaga for Evanescence and Clockhouse for Philip Russel and Spiral Direct. I wasn't the little cute Rachel anymore. I took up Judo instead of dancing and started to use bad words. Love changed me. For the bad way.

In 2010. Olivia left our school. At that time she was BFF of Lora, the greatest (in size and title too) gossip machine in school. After Olivia left, she searched for someone else she can rule. Me, who they simply called "Goth", wasn't good for this post, but beacuse of my good grades and helpfulness (which later disappeared) she wanted to be friends with me. Lora got to know that I'm loving Richard and so she immediately told Olivia. They made fun of me until I told them how shit they are and that if I were in their shoes, I'd just shut the fuck up and look in myself to see the mistakes I made. Starting with gossiping 24/7 for Lora and flattering boys for Olivia. After this, they left me in peace.

I got rid of my rival but I couldn't get Richard's attention. He was still in love with Olivia as I got to know. Joy told me that he remembered Olivia's birthday one and a half year after she left. Another thing that we are alike in. Endurance in love.

It still hurts when I think about it. I guess I have no luck in love.

*End of flashback*

- You okay? - Joy asked me in the last break.

- Yes. Just thinking about that bitch who...

- You mean Olivia?

- Yepp.

- Please, forget that. She won't come back and soon Rich will forget about her.

I rolled my eyes but knew she was right. Maybe at Halloween I'll get his attention.

The bell rang and we walke to singing class (not the classroom was singing but us). I saw that there was a huge crowd at the door. What again?

- Wait until I get back! Someone from my class is sick so I have to phone her parents. - the teacher told us. While he was talking, Allan sneaked behind me. I didn't notice it until he touched my butt.

- No one can slap my ass! - I whispered and punched his face. The mark of my fist immediately became purple.

- It was accident! You are agressive! - he whined like a 5-year-old girl.

- Then clipping your ears was accident too. Sorry, dear! - I smiled and walked into the classroom, leaving everyone, including the teacher, breathless. I felt good again. I got into trouble the second time this week. I never thought that this is so great.

- Rachel, would you mind explaining this? - Joy laughed as imitating what the head teached would say. The singing class was over and we were about to go home.

- He touched my ass. I slapped his face. Equal.

We laughed and I felt like I don't need Richard to be happy until I have my friends. Well, this feeling didn't last for long...

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I wrote it in about an hour so sorry if it's not the best!
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Best wishes and listen to my advice:

Don't fall in love. Fall off a bridge. It hurts less! :D