GOSH! It's so short... But I guess it's good enough. I'm sorry if I have a lot of mistakes! :D I don't have a beta-reader.
This should be the funeral scene for Tsuna's parents... I hope it doesn't suck.
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~Amber and Sapphire~
The days seem to pass by rather quickly. Tsuna was happy at least, he had a brother, he still had a family. But he still had doubts that he can go through this even with Giotto by his side. It was the day. He was almost too happy to be with Giotto that he actually almost forgot about it. With that thought in mind Tsuna felt a little ashamed of himself. For forgetting his parents and for using Giotto in order to forget. 'I'm so selfish.' This thought, he kept saying to himself over and over. Tormenting himself as punishment.
But Giotto didn't like this.
"Tsunayoshi..." He approached the younger male. "It's alright…. I'm here." He tried to cheer up his little brother but Tsuna himself wouldn't even lift his head up. Truthfully it pained him to see this little bundle of joy act like this. Tsuna changed his life. His life was turned upside down in just three days and it was the best thing that happened in his life actually. Every single day in Sawada Giotto's life was always the same, dull, boring and tiring. If Tsuna didn't come crashing in his life he doubted he could take it much longer. That boy had seriously become an important part of his life. At first glance he knew this boy could make things change. He was special and precious.
But seeing the boy like this was heartbreaking.
Tsuna just let the tears drop. He couldn't look at Giotto right now. He felt far too ashamed and broken to even lift his head up. He must have caused so much trouble for Giotto. Not only did the blond man have to take him in, Giotto had to deal with him and all this. It must be troublesome for him. That was what he thought.
That was where he was absolutely wrong.
Giotto just looked at his little brother worriedly. "Tsunayoshi….. Don't push yourself too hard." He patted him on the back tried to smile for the boy. But he utterly failed. Tsuna didn't bother to even move.
'I probably don't deserve such a person as a brother…. He deserves better…. I'm just useless dame-Tsuna.' He thought while whimpering.
For the first time in his life, Giotto didn't know what he was supposed to do. Giotto was a person who always, always knew what he was supposed to do. But now, he himself doesn't even know anymore. True before he didn't have to worry about cheering someone up but that was because he had no one to cheer up. Before Tsuna came he has always been alone. Truthfully, in the past when Giotto found out of Tsuna's existence and exactly why his so-called father left him and his mother, he was furious, a small part of his heart detested Tsuna. Which is why when he received that call from Timoteo he didn't know what to feel, but he was no longer a child. Even without Iemistu he grew up, even without Iemitsu he was able to be strong… even if being like this caused him so much grief. He was Giotto and no else, he is what he wants to be. But as for Tsuna, at first he didn't know how to treat the boy. Should he hate him for taking away the father he used to adore? Yes that was what he wanted to do and that is what he would do.
But…
When he first saw Tsuna he couldn't help but feel ashamed. Of his thoughts and himself, what he had planned to do and what he wanted to do to the boy. He felt so horrible as when he watched the boy cry miserably on the hospital hallways that day. He felt so many emotions bubbling in his heart. He felt sadness, guilt, sympathy and self-hate. And there he told himself that he will just do what he was told. Take care of his little brother.
Why...?
When he first laid eyes on Tsuna, he felt his hate dissolve right away.
But after meeting the boy…
His world was completely altered. And little by little he started to have affections towards the boy. Now he could never even think of trying to hate Tsuna. He was far too precious. A precious jewel who brings happiness not only to Giotto but also to the people surrounding him. For the first time Giotto felt so happy and complete. He knew he was doing something right. And later he realized how fast the boy captured his heart. Before he didn't give a damn about the child but what he felt now was the complete opposite. Tsuna was now his top priority.
'I want to make him happy…' Giotto thought as he embraced the boy. "Tsunayoshi… I'm here… you're not alone… I'm right here with you, I won't leave you and I will never think of doing so."
Tsuna shook his head. "N-no i-It's not that…." Unable to bottle up his emotions, he just continued to cry.
"It's alright, don't think about anything anymore…. And no matter what you are thinking…. It doesn't matter, right now just look ahead. Your parents won't be too happy if they see you like this and I'm not happy either. You're better off smiling than crying after all." Giotto smiled. Tsuna remained still in his arms and cried it all out. But the blond man's smile widened even more when he felt the boy's arms around his waist and hugging him back. "Tsunayoshi…. Your parents want you to be happy….. God wants you to be happy….. if not then you wouldn't be standing here with me won't you?" He said as he stroked the boy's hair.
'F-For now….. I'll try to be happy….' Tsuna thought as his heart felt relief and taking comfort in his brother's words. Taking in the strong and comforting scent of the older man as he buried his face on the other's chest, Tsuna was sad but he would no longer think about these things. After this day he will only think about nothing but make Giotto happy also.
Ever since that day, both had realized that they needed each other… But just how much exactly do they need each other…? Both know they already love and care for each other….. But how much and is it really just all that?
Now that is a different matter all in all.
Whooo! ... did I do well in this chapter?
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