And now here is the conclusion...

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Danny nearly tore the yellow and black crime scene tape apart as he slipped under it. He looked around blood stained into the concrete. He felt a knot form in his throat. A single hand print now decorated the wall where Jamie had pulled Vinny too. Danny closed his eyes and let his nerves settle. He was okay, just keep telling yourself that Danny, his mind reminded.

"Hey Reagan," Baez called as she walked up to him.

"What do we have?" Danny placed both hands on the his side as he often did, he never could tell anyone why. He wasn't sure why he did himself.

"According to Jamie statement, they chased a perp into the courtyard here. Once Jamie realised it was a set up he tried to get Cruz that is when the first bullet hit Jamie, right in his vest. Sent him to the ground, while he managed to get behind here." She paused as she pointed to the wall. "Hey you sure you want to do this?"

"No, but Commissioner Reagan wants answers. I need to supply them." Danny let out a sigh, "alright what else."

"He saw Cruz down so taking out his own gun he fired all the while pulling his partner to safety. He did everythinng possible to try and save Cruz but the shot was fatal. He was gone in the matter of minutes."

Danny balled his fist up and gritted his teeth. "When I find them, oh when I find them." Danny growled.

"We'll get them, every last one of them." Baez assured her partner.

"Has CSU found anything?"

"Nothing as of yet. They are not leaving here until they do."

"You got that right, so the shooter is in the wind. Great just great."

"Reagan we'll get him alive or in a body bag we''ll get him."

"Preferably in the body bag." Danny replied as he look around. His brother nearly died here today.

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Jamie escape to the upstairs bathroom had been successful one. He closed the door leaned on it and flipped it locked. It wasn't long after that he was leaning into the toilet. He gasped as he leaned back up against the wall of the bathroom. He closed his eyes and the scene replayed, only this time Cruz had made it his friend was alive. Jamie scoffed, Cruz was gone. His blood still discolored Jamie hands. He'd tried everything to get it off, but nothing worked. He heard a soft knock on the door.

"Jamie, its dad."

"I'm fine, getting ready to take a shower." Eventually he added silently. Jamie heard his dad sigh and walk away. Jamie felt guilty, they just wanted to make sure he was okay. He wasn't far from it. Seconds had past and turned into minutes and Jamie brought himself up off the floor. Quickly he discarded his clothes and loooked in the mirror. Dark circles now entraced his eyes. He was paler than normal. His eyes glided down to the bruise on his chest, it was turning a greenish-yellow color now. The what-ifs ran through his mind.

Jamie slammed his fist down on the sink and stalked over to the shower. Making it as hot as he possibly could bare he slipped under the streaming water. He just stood there his hands holding him up and his head sunk between his shoulder blades. Tears mixed in with the shower water. He knew the stages of grief, he walked each one of them when Joe died. The only difference is Joe hadn't died in Jamie arms..

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Frank sat in his chair and thought about the events. He'd have to go into work and have a press conference. They had already notified Mrs. Cruz, she was devastated, Frank understood that pain all too well.

"Francis, you talk to Jamie yet?" Henry asked as he joined his son.

"He's not talking, right now he's hiding in the bathroom." Frank shook his head. "Renzulli told Baker that Jamie gave his statement then just shut down."

Henry didn't know what to say. But before he could Jamie came strolling into the room. "I'm starving." He announced.

"Um Erin made you plate its in the fridge." Henry replied looking confused.

Jamie nodded and headed that way, leaving Frank and Henry bewildered by his sudden mood swing.

"Son you alright?" Frank asked walking up to Jamie.

Jamie shrugged, "people die, grandma, mom, Joe and now Vinny." He shoveled some food into his mouth..

"Jamie its okay to be mad, its okay to be upset. But this, this is just..." Frank stopped and looked at Jamie who face was now stone cold.

"I don't want to talk about it." Jamie quietly answered.

"You don't have a choice, you'll have to talk to a grief counciler in the coming weeks." Frank told him.

Jamie tossed his fork down and pushed his plate away. "Why, why do I have to relive this? Can't I just forget about it and move on?"

"Because it will fester, then it will affect your work. It'll build up until it consumes you."

"Fine, I'm alive and for a split second I was relived that it was him and not me." The words were ugly and distasteful and Jaime loathed every one of them.

"Jamie your not the only person to have that feeling, we are human and that is our thought process. It doesn't mean you didn't care about Vinny, it just means your human. Truth is that was my exact thought when I got the call."

"Sure it makes us human, but that has never been who I am."

"I heard what you did, pulling Vinny out of harms way, you kept a level head and was able to call for help. In my book that is what heroes are."

Jamie laughed, "a hero, ya right. My partner died in my arms."

"And had he lived? It would have been your actions that had saved him. From the information that I got Vinny had a fatal injury. Nothing anyone could have done to save him."

"Doesn't make it any easier."

"And if it did I'd be worried. If you walked around here like a zombie with no feeling, no emotions I would be worried. Use this to help catch Vinny killer, but use it the right way. Nothing like what you pulled earlier when you went after your grandfathers attacker."

"Yes sir, dad do you mind if I stay here?"

"As long as you'd like." Frank pulled his youngest into a hug, he felt Jamie tighten his grip, he felt the tears soak into his shirt. He felt his son pain. "It's okay." Frank soothed.

The two men released each other, Jamie gave his father a smile... though inside there was a war within him one he wasn't sure he'd win only time would tell.

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