Ok guys, one more chapter to go!
To be completely honest I some how lost track of where I wanted this story to go, just a heads up.
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Waking up in a daze I went to move but I quickly noticed the warm arm around my waist.
"Tate?"
I heard a grumbled reply behind me.
"Can I get up?"
He growled low in his throat, kissing my neck.
"No."
"Please?"
"No."
Sighing I waited a moment before smacking his arm.
"Seriously let me up, I have to pee."
He groaned before rolling over and letting me up. Laughing I stood up and went into the restroom, walking back into my room to see Tate sprawled out on my bed, watching me with a lazy smile.
"Comfy?"
"Lonely."
Laughing I placed a hand on my hip, suddenly aware of how little clothing I was wearing in my sweatpants and bra.
"And, what do you want me to do about it?"
"Join me?"
"What's in it for me?"
He laughed and shrugged, watching as I slowly walked over to him. Lying down next to him, curling against his side, sighing as he ran a hand through my hair.
"So soft."
"Shut up."
He laughed, lifting my head to give me a kiss that quickly escalated. Pulling back for air I laughed as Tate fell off the bed from our rolling around.
"That's one way to ruin the moment."
Sitting up he glared at me.
"That was mean."
"You're the one that fell over, I didn't get much sleep last night. I'm gonna take a few sleeping pills then come back, ok?"
He nodded, slowly climbing back onto the bed. Walking downstairs I had the sudden urge to end my life again, sighing I decided that God could decide if I lived or died.
Grabbing my old sleeping pills, smiling as I remembered why I had started taking them in the first place. A few years ago I was worst than Violet. I did a lot of stuff I wasn't proud of, drugs mainly, but I almost committed suicide last year. Dropping a couple pills into my hand, making me sigh and shook the bottle again. Smiling as five more pills fell into my hand.
"Let's see what God has in store for me."
Grabbing the last beer in the fridge, sighing as I swallow the bitter liquid as I felt the pills sliding down my throat. Wondering upstairs I smiled lazily at Tate before laying next to him, feeling light headed as I smiled at him and finally aloud myself to fall asleep.
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