If I write another fanfiction I'll change the set up so it isn't such a give-away at the beginning, but I'll stick with it for now.
Dan's POV:
Phil is the most ridiculous thing. Why couldn't he have told me that he was bisexual sooner? I had to sit there every day while we played video games and watched movies and TV and talked and got dinner and steal glances when he wasn't looking and lie to myself and say, "Maybe one day," in my head, while I was sure there was no way he would love me as much as I love him.
I know that I seem the less emotional of the two of us, but that's because I don't want people thinking that I'm weak or vulnerable. Humor is most definitely my defense mechanism, as I am a really a 13 year old girl inside. As evidenced by my stupid decision to challenge Phil to a race to cross a street.
As much as I love that man, he always seems to blame me for choosing to leave a few seconds earlier. Really, though, the guy that decided to speed up at the last second to beat the light could have been in less of a hurry. Broken ribs are no fun. However, the wait and even the injuries after the car hit me are well worth being able to call Phil my boyfriend.
I thought it would be funny to make sure I beat him, so I watched the light, and when it was about to turn to let us cross, I started running, not thinking that someone would speed through at the last second. I was already about half way across, and out of the corner of my eye I see a bigger-than-average-for-Europe car speeding towards me, and I have no time to react or get out of the way.
The woman driving was about 24. Phil later spoke with her while I was in the hospital. Apparently she was on her way to catch a movie with a new date and she was running late. She was very appologetic and felt so badly for giving me three broken ribs and a concussion.
That was the part that scared everyone. The concussion. When the car hit me I flew back and hit my head on the ground, apparently pretty hard. I was unconscious when Phil ran to me and stayed that way until the ambulance came. All I remember is seeing the car and screaming "Phil!"
I wanted to tell him not to run after me to beat me, in case he didn't see the car. In that moment, I didn't really care if the car hit me or not, but I did need to protect Phil. Thankfully he was slower than me and he wasn't and idiot and decided to actually wait for the light to tell him to go. Always playing by the rules, that one.
Anyways, when I was in the ambulance I think I must have been at least vaguely aware of things. Maybe I was just dreaming. I felt someone holding my hand, and I guess my mind filled it in that it was Phil. I was surprised. He hadn't been too overly affectionate in the past. Well there was the first Phil Is not on Fire video where he tackled me, but after that there wasn't too much. I always assumed that the Phan thing was getting to him, because he seemed a little standoffish towards me sometimes.
Little did I know that his aversion to touching me stemmed from his fear that I would find out he was bisexual and he had a crush on me. Stupid Phil.
The ride in the ambulance led to the hospital. I stayed in the hospital that night and left the next evening. Still way too long, in my opinion. However, it was wonderful to wake up to a sleeping Phil in the chair next to my bed. I woke up around 3 am that night, so he must have just stayed. I'm sure the nurses and doctors couldn't shoo him away when visiting hours were over; he's too adorable. His face while he was sleeping in that chair was pained, though. It looked like even though he was sleeping he was still thinking about what had happened to me. What I had done. I wanted to leap out of my bed and kiss him and tell him I was alright and that he could stop worrying, but I was connected via tubes to the wall behind me, and all I could do was wake him up and wait for a reaction.
"Phil?"
I'm not sure what I was expecting, but him leaping out of his chair and kissing me was far from what I thought would happen. I was pleasantly surprised.
I don't know how frequently I will be able to update this, and I don't know how long it will be, but I promise not to drop it! It will have an ending eventually. I also am not sure how smutty it will get. Rating change in the future is possible. Please review!