Ok,soo first thing is first sorry its been like almost a week and i havent updated buuutt my wifi sucks!

second I havent really stated at what point in time this story takes place,it is when Regina is suppose to be helping Cora find Rumpels dagger,Belle hasent lost her memory ummm if that kinda helps im glad haha

im really bad at this

I dont own anything except for the story =)

review and tell me what you think please i actully think I did horrible on this chapter but whatever

ok Ill stop talking =)

Enjoy

Regina laid in her bed for the rest of the night after Gold an Belle left. She had cried until not a single tear could fall. Her face was stiff and covered in make up,her dress and stockings had come off after a while. When Gold Said to get rid of the baby she could have sworn she was ready to rip her own heart out. Never in a million years would she have thought those words would have came out of his mouth.

The baby was only a month old and not even big enough to fit in your hand and he wanted to kill it? It was like her dream all over again. The felt sick just thinking about that dream. Regina had thrown up at least 6 times that night. Cora was now sleeping next to her,ready to hold her hair back or get her some water If she wanted it. Regina knew her mother was now in bad terms with Gold but there was nothing she could do about that. He had dug his own grave with refusing her.

A small tear escaped she couldn't believe all of the events that had gone on in just one day. Not only had she found out twice that she was pregnant she had also had an almost panic attack due to her mother. A brutal nightmare or daymare about her mother and she had also been forced to tell Gold about there baby by her mother. Actually Regina was growing quiet sick of her. She seemed to ruin everything,everything was okay before Cora began butting in.

Regina felt her stomach jump into her throat and she gagged. Covering her mouth protectively she scurried to the bathroom, not being able to make it to the toilet she aimed for the sink and still to her amazement missed. Soon Cora was next to her and mopping up all that missed the sink. Which was most of it. Regina just Laid back in bed,sick of her mother and sick of the world. She wished she could just pull the covers over her head and all would be forgotten but she knew that would never work. She had to much to worry about,to deal with. Done with life Regina closed her eyes an drifted off into a restless sleep.

Gold sat in his room as Belle slept. She had called him to bed at least 4 times but every time he closed his eyes all he could see was the tears that streaked Regina's delicate face. She is even more beautiful when she cries. Gold shook his head. What a horrible thought.

He didn't want to make her cry, never wanted to even see her cry. Gold couldn't exactly remember what he had said in that time but he knew he told her he didn't want the baby.She just wants love. Gold thought again.

"But I can't give her love." Gold spoke through gritted teeth.

For the rest of that month Regina was all Gold could think about. He thought she was so beautiful it hurt. When he woke up the next morning and saw her sleeping soundly next to him, he knew he had made a mistake but for some odd reason all he could do was lay there and listen to her breath. Her tan skin slightly glowing in the sun that came through the curtains. Never had he been more in love.

That wasn't love, it was simply...Lust...grunting he placed his head in his hands and listened to the crickets outside of his window.

He slowly turned an looked back at Belle who was curled up on the bed,eyes closed and dreaming. She was nothing compared to Regina, she was not Regina. That's why he liked her, she was kind hearted and sweet beyond belief, but she was missing so much. Big brown eyes,apple red lips, smooth tan skin,slightly slender but still curvy.

No! He yelled at him self. You don't love her, you love Belle, she was there when no one else was, she believed in him when Regina believed he would always be dark,always have a dark heart. Sadly Regina was right, he continued to hurt people. He had hurt her the most by telling her to get to of their child. Gold knew that soon Cora was going to set him on fire, Regina had to have told her mother and even if she didn't he knew she found out some how on her own. She was powerful...so was Regina. Or she use to be, now she was fragile as a flower. She could simply be snapped in half by her enemies.

Gold stood, drowsiness coming to him, considering the fact that it was 2 in the morning. Once he was under the blankets he felt Belle's small arms wrap around him as she snuggled close. She smelt like cinnamon not green apples. Gold frowned a little at that statement. Ignoring his disappointment he pulled her closer and closed his eyes, soon Falling asleep and into a small state of bliss.

Regina awoke the next morning feeling almost a little bit better,her head was still ringing and the pain in her back was outrageous. Slowly she sat up, warmth from her blankets still coating her. She couldn't Remember what time she had fallen asleep, all she knew was that it wasn't until 6 that she woke up to puke again.

Cora was gone from her bed but the sheets were still warm so Regina assumed she had barley gotten up. Yawning Regina shifted her weight to one side and let her feet touch the soft white carpet beneath her. As she neared her door she listened for her mother but heard nothing. The door creaked as she pulled it open, there was still no sign of her and Regina was feeling a bit scared.

She had cried to her mother about what had happened and the whole time Cora sat still and held tightly. If looks could kill,Regina would have been dead as dust. She shivered when she touched the smooth marble floor and began making her way to the kitchen, praying to all gods that her mother was in there but of course to Regina's luck she was no where to be found.

The door bell rang making Regina jump and swerve around, speed waking to her front door.

Mary Margaret waited outside of Regina's large mansion with cookies in her hands. Not to mention two coffees and some breakfast sandwiches from granny's dinner. Ever sense her small talk with Regina the other day she felt she would help. She would forget all that Regina had done to her, every thing that once went on, she would put all that aside to help her,to make sure during this pregnancy she was ok. Also she was of course Snow White, it was in her nature to help people, everyone deserved to be loved.

Regina opened the door and starred at Mary Margaret who smiled brightly. Regina couldn't help but smile back. It wasn't everyday that someone came to her house with breakfeast and cookies. Plus this baby was doing something with Regina's emotions that she didn't feel like fighting with. It didn't seem to fix anything.

"Good morning Regina." Mary Margaret looked her over sighing when she noticed Regina was still in her pajamas because sadly so was she.

"Mary Margaret.." Regina nodded and looked around, waiting for someone to pop out with a sword ready to take off her head.

"I brought some food and coffee.." Mary Margaret lifted her arms a little to show her what she had.

"Oh well...come in." Regina moved out of the way so the small girl could move in. "You can just set everything in the table." She closed the door and began moving stuff around.

Mary Margaret sat down the food and then proceeded in handing Regina her coffee and bag of food. Taking a seat at the table she looked around. She had never been in Regina's house before, she had never been welcome. It was huge and white, it reminded her of what the palace looked like before Regina turned evil and changed everything. Snow had always loved Regina, she was the one who explained love to her, showed her that it was magic. Then her father died and everything went bad.

"Thank you." Regina cut into Mary Margaret's thoughts and she smiled.

"No need to thank me, I just thought that well...maybe we could talk." She took a Long sip of her coffee.

Regina sucked in a breath of air an watched the young girl. She till looked the same,minus the short hair of course and she was truly beautiful she couldn't doubt that. She use to feel a pings of jealousy every time she looked at Mary Margaret but now...now she felt guilty. Not angry or jealousy,just guilt and grief. She had killed her father and then tried to kill her. What the hell is wrong with this child!? Regina shook her head and then nodded at Mary Margaret's question.

"Well...Regina I want you to know that what happened between us...it's over and even though you haven't apologized,I forgive you." She looked Regina straight in the eyes as she spoke to her. "I was the cause of Daniel's death yes but I was only 10 Regina... Cora said that she would help." Mary Margaret finally looked away when the felt the stung of tears.

"It's ok. Before I got pregnant I probably would have strangled you but...I-I am sorry." Regina wished that she wasn't pregnant but there was nothing she could do about this. She felt lost and Mary Margaret was the only person trying to find her. She wanted I help.

"Can we call a truce please. We don't have to be best friends but I would like to be able help you." A small tear slide down her face and Regina felt her tears were going to come too.

"Ok. I would like the help." Regina nodded and smiled. Mary Margaret leaned forward and grabbed tightly onto Regina, pulling her close and breaking all boundaries. Regina tensed but then relaxed after a while. Lifting her arms to hug her she buried her face into snows shoulder.

"Ok,now have you told Gold?" She questioned as she pulled away from the former queen.

"Yea... He doesn't want the baby." Regina broke off a piece of cookie and popped it into her mouth, Admiring the sweet sugary taste.

"Oh Regina! I'm so sorry..." Mary Margaret reached out and touched her hand carefully.

"Don't be..he loves Belle I mean there's nothing we can do about that. No matter how much I want to be with him." Regina clutched her hand and then let go shaking her head.

"You love him." It was more of a statement then a question but Regina nodded anyways.

"Belle is my friend and I love her but...you deserve to be happy. Are you gonna keep the baby?" Snow intertwined her slender fingers together.

"Of course. I can't lose this baby like I've lost everything else." Regina felt like she was going to cry. She couldn't believe that she was sitting here having a conversation with the girl that had gotten Daniel killed. The baby was doing something to her that Regina didn't like.

"Where's Cora?" She looked around but didn't see her.

"I don't know." Regina shook her head and began picking chocolate chips out of the cookie.

"Are you worried about her?" Snow raised a delicate eyebrow.

"No,she's not really doing anything important. She wants revenge but...she won't to anything drastic right now. Not with me like this." Regina began eating the rest of the cookie when all of the chocolate chips were gone and Mary Margaret giggled.

"What?" Regina sat the cookie down and looked down at her lap.

"You have chocolate on your face..." Snow handed her a napkin and smiled wide.

"Ohh.." Regina smirked and began wipping her face.

"Why don't you get dressed and we can go shopping? I mean you not gonna be that skinny for very long." Mary Margaret smiled sweetly.

"I don't really have any money to just spend." Regina spoke quietly towards snow.

"We'll I'll buy then. I don't mind." She stood and began up Regina's stairs, Regina not far behind.

When Regina reached her room Mary Margaret was already in her closet,looking over dresses . They came in all colors,most of them haven't even been worn yet...to bright.

Snow pulled out a pretty pale pink one and laid it on the bed along with a pair of dark blue wedges. Smiling to herself Mary Margaret looked at Regina and then headed back into the closet.

"Mind if I borrow one?" She turned towards Regina who was already slipping the dress on.

"Sure..." Regina trailed of into the bathroom. She felt numb not sick,just numb.

Snow had pulled out an orange dress and like Regina pulled it on. Bending down she grabbed a pair if shoes,not at all use to wearing heels she knew they would hurt when they were done. Regina had never had a friend. Well she had Katherine and maleficent but they weren't true friends.

She didn't know if she wanted to be friends with Mary Margaret or just liked having someone other then her mom around. She also wanted Gold to be here. To be shopping with her but she knew that would never happen. She frowned and began working on her face that really didn't need any work.

Her phone beeped and she looked it over, her breath caught in her throat when she saw it was her mom.

"Meet me at Gold's shop...we need to talk."

Regina looked back into her room,catching Mary Margaret's eye she smiled and then turned back around. She had to go,she wouldn't pass up seeing Gold, even if he did hurt her and cause her pain. She still loved him,his child was inside of her, she would always love this child.

Regina walked out if the bathroom and reached for her shoes. Her phone close to her,she continued to think as she strapped them on and followed Mary Margaret out the door and onto the side walk.

"I really like you in that color. You look...pretty." Snow smiled and Regina returned it.

"I have to run to Gold'a shop for a minute but I will be back ok?" Regina looked into her dark brown eyes and gave her a weak smile.

"Ok. Be careful...he can still hurt you." Mary Margaret nodded and then walked into a store.

Regina nodded and then began walking away from the store. She didn't seem to mind when people stared at her and her pink dress. She seemed to just float along the sidewalk and into the shop. She listened as the bell dinged and she was met by her mother. Cora looked Regina up and down,a look of terror and amusement painted her face.

She turned and looked at Gold who looked just as confused as she did. Hook stood of to the side, admiring his silver hook as usual. He looked over and smirked at Regina,her blood boiled and she wanted to smash his head into the glass of the counter.

"What going on?" Regina asked lightly not wanting to start anything.

"Your are having this baby,you are keeping this grandchild of mine and the father will be there to help." Cora looked at Gold who's eyes widened in shook.

"You can't force him mother." Regina shook her head when she saw the worry in his eyes.

"Yes I can. You are going to marry my daughter. You are going to love and take care of my daughter. The wedding will be in two months when spring starts. Then we will have the baby. I will give you your happy ending Regina. Mr Gold Your just a main component ." Cora finished and Regina could have sworn she was going to hurl on her mother.

This was her worst nightmare, he was being forced to love her, being forced to be a part of her life. He probably hates me. Regina felt a warm tear streak her cheek.I can't believe this.

Regina looked at Gold,his face was like stone,eyes mean and cold. She would give anything to not be pregnant right now.

I know I know,I made Regina waaaaaaaayyy to nice in this chapter but honestly I dont see anyone else wanting to help Regina but snow is just like really sweet so she would of course ant to help,Its just who she is

I know I changed Snows name alot of times but I couldnt help it

I promise it will start getting into being ultimate ReginaxGold in the next chapters

I will be posting alot this weekend so yea

thank you,bye haha