Sorry it took me so long to upload! Like I said before really, really bad writers block. I am trying to work through it but at times it gets really hard an I end up giving up and then I come back later haha.

So this is the 5th chapter and I will upload the 6th soon I promise sooo yea...that should be up by next weekend. But thank you for all I the reviews they help me a lot and make me want to continue.

I will shut up and let you read now haha

Regina hasn't talked to Gold for the rest of that night or the day after that or the day after that. It was like the only way she could convince herself that she didn't love him and that he wasn't as important to her as he really was. The crib had been delivered and Regina had no where to put it due to postponing the nursery. So her and Gold had stick it in the corner of their bedroom. Gold didn't seem to be taking the whole Regina ignoring him thing lightly, he actually seemed to be throwing a slight temper tantrum because of it. She found it amusing but couldn't help but feel bad at the same time, he wanted what was best for the baby but she wanted not only the baby's happy ending but also her own. It wasn't fair that everyone around her was happy but she was stuck here being sad and lonely. Not only did that thought make her sad but it also made her extremely angry.

What also made her slightly angry was the fact that Cora had set her up for a lunch date with Belle. As if she didn't hate that young girl more now she has to sit across from her at a table an try her hardest not to strangle her. Regina wasn't going to let another princess get her happy ending or the love of her life. She had lost Daniel but she wasn't going to lose Gold. Regina had been early as usual as she sat down at the table and ordered a water. Belle had made her way in soon after,she smiled and Regina felt her stomach turn as she gave a tight smile right back.

"Hello Regina." Her voice was light and like a song of some sort.

"Princess.." She nodded to the seat in front if her and belle seemed to get the message as she lowered herself down into the metal chair.

Regina took a long good look at the once princess and felt completely self concessions. Belle had long auburn brown locks and fair ivory skin. Not to mention the eyes that women had, the deep dark baby blue that made you want to tell her all of your secrets. Regina looked over in the mirror and saw her reflection and felt herself begin to get sick. She swore she was going to throw up.

"Regina are you listening to me?" She giggled and Regina snapped her head over to look at her.

"Oh uh...I'm sorry.." She smiled and shook her head. "What were you saying?"

"I was talking about the baby. How beautiful it will be." She looked at Regina and gave her the biggest smile as could. "Or handsome..never know." She shook her head and looked down.

"Yes. Beautiful." She smile and looked back at her reflection in the window.

"Gosh if it's a little girl you will have to lock her up for all of the boys will be after her. Many for her beauty but hopefully some for her heart." Belle sipped her tea as she thought.

Regina began to think as well. What will she look like? Hopefully not gold,but maybe she could have his eyes. His golden eyes that make you fall head over heels." Maybe she will have my smile.." Regina thought making her grin as she placed a Hand on the small bump that was forming. But how come Belle was so wrapped up on the beauty of her daughter? Why did she care? She looked at the younger girl and raised an eyebrow. Regina knew she was beautiful but obviously so did the beautiful women sitting across from her. Perhaps belle envied Regina's beauty just as much as Regina envied hers.

"And a son. How handsome would he be."

"Too handsome." It was more of a statement then a question but Regina felt she should answer anyways.

"Just like his father. Those eyes." She smiled at Regina. "You are the luckiest women I have ever met." Her features were becoming sadder by the minute and Regina couldn't help but feel ultimate joy.

"What do you mean?" She had tried her best to keep her voice at a certain level of softness.

"Well you have a wonderful soon to be husband. A beautiful baby growing inside of you. Your living the the fairy tale everyone here wanted." She had stopped smiling and looked down.

"I highly doubt it's a fairytale ending I'm getting." She sighed and sat back in the chair.

"Maybe it's because of the way you treat him..." Belle ha lowered her voice to almost a whisper but Regina still heard. She looked straight at the young girl,her eyes were piercing daggers that dug into her skin.

"Excuse you?" She sat up,her apple red lips wore a twisted smile.

"I was just saying that...your treat him like you own him. He's not even allowed to see me." She opened her eyes wide and Regina shook her head.

"He is allowed to do whatever he pleases...perhaps he just doesn't find you interesting anymore.." She raised an eyebrow. "No purpose." She shrugged. "He has a wife and soon to come child at home...he doesn't need a little girl following him around anymore." She smiled and stood up,taking her purse with her she stomped out of the restaurant.

It wasn't any of her business what happened in there relationship weather Regina believed she was the boss of him or not. Belle wasn't there when she cried it when she climbed In to bed next to Gold but still felt completely alone. She didn't know the pain of their relationship. Anger steamed off of Regina. Where she was going to aim it who knew,who she was going to aim it at? Not even Regina could tell you that one. She just walked letting her feet take her where they wanted,down the long school hall way and Into the small class room with the small short haired princess that sat at her desk grading.

"Hey..." Regina spoke softly as she lowered herself down in a desk and dropped her purse to the floor. Snow looked up and starred at Regina,shock written across her face.

"Regina." She looked at the women confused. "What are you doing here?" She sat down her pen and leaned back in her chair.

Regina shrugged. She didn't even k ow what she was doing here,how is she suppose to give Snow and answer. She sighed and and did the same as Mary Margaret, leaned back in the chair and crossed her arms. "I don't know." She answered and looked out the window.

"Are you okay?" She asked with a small smile on her face.

"Peachy." Regina spat back. She closed her eyes and turned to look at the young girl. "I'm fine." She said after a Minute or two.

"No your not. What happened?" She stood and walked around her desk,pulling a chair over to the desk that Regina was sitting at.

Regina watched her sit down across from her,"Belle said that I act like I own Gold." She smiled and looked at Snow as she let out a small laugh.

Mary Margaret just sat there and thought it through,"Well you kinda do.." She shrugged and was sure she sat further back in the chair just in case Regina decided to swing. Regina looked at her,he smile twisting into something terrifying.

"Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I don't want to hit you in the face." She replied back and rolled her eyes as she looked down at her hands. She began to think it through. She didn't see herself controlling him,only sometimes when she would tell him to do certain things or to not do certain things but nothing overly obsessive. She sighed.

Mary Margaret stayed quiet for a little while until she felt it was okay to talk again. "Regina...I know this may spud harsh like everything else I try to tell you but you need to stop this..." She shook her head. " I mean you lose yourself trying to hold on to someone who never cared about losing you. What happened to the queen? The one that was confident and self absorbed and didn't care about anything else because she swore to the world she couldn't feel pain."

Regina sat there and listened to everything the young girl was saying. Her anger was slowly turning into tears and she could feel them coming an picking at her eyes begging her to cry so the pain could destroy her more and more. This wasn't healthy and she knew it but she couldn't help but feel what she was feeling. She had been strong for so long that suddenly she wanted nothing more then to be weak. She wanted someone else to take care of her and make everything better while she laid in bed all day and prayed that the world would some how go away. She wanted to scream and cry and throw things around until finally it was all gone until finally she could smile and actually understand why she was smiling.

Regina felt the tears coming,she stood up and rushed out of the school and back home as fast as she possibly could have. She ignored the calls of her mother and the long stare from Gold that she got when she opened the door. She just dropped her purse on the bed and locked her self in the bathroom.

As she looked at herself in the mirror she began to cry. Hot angry tears streaked her face as she feel to the floor,she was breaking more and more everyday a she carried this baby around. She felt so vulnerable all the time and like at any minute she would break down because she couldn't be strong like she use too. Everything was changing and she of course was never prepared for any of it.

She could never be who she once was. The queen,the confident self absorbed women that everyone saw we to be. She couldn't strut around and feel powerful like that anymore,her emotions wouldn't allow her. Everytime she got angry the baby punished her by giving her nausea causing her to throw up for an hour or so. When she got sad she would break down and cry,she would cry no matter what really. Her mother told her they were out of pancake mix an Regina had a mini melt down. No one takes that seriously,not even her husband took her seriously anymore. How is she suppose to run a town and have a baby and plan a wedding all at the same time?

She continued to cry as the pain began to resurface,the hurt from words and all the time she wasted. She pain from never being happy and having to watch her son run around with some other women. The pain from the love of her life not loving her back and knowing her never would. From always being the girl that smiled,no matter how hurt she was she would still smile because she knew that if she told someone about her pain...she would never be the same again.

Suddenly Regina felt a sharp pain,like she was ring stabbed in the stomach. She let out a sob and dry heaved as the pain continued,over and over an do we again. She didn't know what was happening,if this was the end of it all or maybe if she was losing we baby the only thing that would grant her happiness. Reaching for the door she called out to her mother and Gold. The pain increased as it continued but now it had moved over a little.

Gold ha rushed up the stairs at the call of his name,Cora not to far behind as they raced each other to see who would reach her first. Cora of course won and was now kneeling infront of Regina as she cried an pressed on her stomach. Dialing 911 gold felt like his life was going to end,no matter how much he swore he didn't love that women or that baby he still felt his heart break at the thought of it no longer being stuck in Regina belly.

Regina had passed out from the pain and awoke in the hospital,she looked around and shuddered from the cold. She sat up, looking over and finding Gold passed out on the floor while her mother feel asleep in the chair. "Mother.." Regina whispered.

Cora shot up and looked around before realizing it was her daughter who had called out to her. "Regina honey your awake." She stood an reached out to her and caressed we face gently.

"I'm awake...what happened?" She whispered not wanting to wake the sleeping man.

"The baby's fine don't worry." Cora gave her a reassuring smile and Regina sighed.

"So what was it?" She couldn't think of any other explanation as to why she could have felt so much pain,it's not like she had done anything wrong.

"A kick." Whale spoke as he walked in. He smile at both of the women and at Gold who had just awoke from his deep sleep.

"A kick?" He rubbed his eyes and yawned before he stood.

"But isn't it to early for that?" Regina shook her head and looked at whale and then her mother.

"That's what we thought. We had to wait for you to awake to do an ultrasound and see what's going on in there. But from what we can tell you got a strong one." Whale began to set everything up.

"Tell me about it." Regina Laid back and waited a whale squirted the goo onto her small bump. He began to move around as the baby came into focus. A small baby appeared and all Regina could so was stare at the screen.

"Your only 14 week but it seems like this baby is doing more then it should." He continued to stare at the screen as well. Regina felt an extremely warm hand slide into hers,she knew it was gold his hands weren't as soft as her mothers,the thought of that made Regina laugh. Whale shut off the monitor. "The baby is only the size of a lemon so this is extremely uncommon. I will set up an appointment next week and we can see how you are doing." He smiled an stood as he walked out.

Wiping the goo off she pulled down the short and sighed. This was the first ultrasound gold had been to with her. She smiled an felt herself falling into a happy sleep but the unsay thought if her abnormally strong baby seemed to burn itself into the back of her min as she felt the searing pain from the kicks of the baby that hadn't even fully formed yet.

Sooo that was chapter 5. Tell me if you like it,if you want me to continue.

I don't know why I wrote the part about the baby I just couldn't help it...it was getting to me.

I'm sorry I made Regina so emotional but that's just how I see her if he were pregnant because I know pregnant women can get emotional but I made her really bad. It's also he realizing what she is doing and how she has been for so long.
But review and tell me what you think I should do next,try and give me some ideas to help me trough my writers block haha

Okay bye and thank you again! Xoxo