Jeremy's Past

Elena P.O.V

"Apparently you guys met when you were babies like...5 to 7 months old" said Aunt Veronica.

Spencer and I looked at one another then looked at Jeremy who felt left out.

"But I don't understand? How come your last name is Hastings but not Gilbert?" asked Jeremy.

"Yeah aren't you suppose to be Spencer Gilbert?" I asked.

I look at my dad and he look disgust right when I said those words out of my mouth. I look at Spencer and thought that she might answer my question but she said..

"I never knew that my dad real last name was Gilbert until like...2 months ago"

"That long? Your father never thought to tell you about us for that long?" he said angrily.

She looked like she was alone after hearing that so I tried to help her out.

"Well you never thought to tell us about your older brother and his family too?" I said to make it equal and it worked.

"Jeremy can you get me a glass of water?" dad asked.

Jeremy got up to get water and didn't say a word.

"My last name is Hastings and it's complicated" Aunt Veronica said.

It just doesn't make sense? Wouldn't the father want to name his children with Gilbert at the end than his own wife name? Even though, he did change his last name to Hastings too...somethings not right? My mom tried to change the situation by talking about something else but the topic was too much too bear.

"So...who was your friend that died?" she asked Spencer.

"Oh her name was Alison...Alison DiLaurentis" she answered.

Then all of a sudden, Jeremy dropped the glass of water and almost fainted.

"Jer!" I yelled.

Jeremy lay against the wall and dad came to help him out.

"Are you okay Jer?" dad asked.

Mom got up and clean up the glass from the floor. When I saw Jeremy's face, he looked scared as if he did something terrible.

"I'm sorry..clumsy me" he chuckled.

He head upstairs.

"Jeremy" I said. but he didn't answer and he kept on going upstairs. I heard the door shut loud and that was it.

"Is he always like this?" Spencer asked.

"Sometimes...yeah that's just typical Jeremy" I laugh.

Jeremy P.O.V

Alison DiLaurentis.;...why is she everywhere? I can't stand her! God what if they find out! They'll never forgive me especially Spencer! Oh man what should I do? I lay down on my bed and I look back on the first day I met her...that bitch.

Year 2010

It was during the summer and I started going to this camp called 'Pen Buddies' it was a camp where you can email someone who you never knew before and become friends with them. My parents want me to become sociable and feel open. They thought if I can make a friend from China, India, France, Africa, or wherever, it would make me feel comfortable I guess?

After I packed my clothes, my camp counselor told me and my cabin mates to go in the computer room. When we went in, the coordinator of the camp gave each kid a piece of paper where they can have information of their pen pal.

"I have a girl from China!" said a girl.

"Oh yeah well I got one from Jamaica! and he's a boy" said another girl.

When the coordinator gave me my paper, I thought that it was going to be some foreigner so I got my hopes up...I shouldn't have done that.

"Wow...the USA..Maryland...and it's a girl" I said.

I went online to the site and put the girls name on the link.

"Shea Nosila" I said

That's her name. When I pressed enter, it showed a blank white site where I can say whatever I want to say to my pen pal. I said..

"Hey" I waited for like 5 minutes and miraculously the person typed something back..

" Hey ! My name is Shea. What's yours?" I didn't know if I should tell her my real name. Should I ? I don't even know this person..but whatever.

"Jeremy"

"That's a nice name :)"

"Oh thanks...:)"

Ever since that day, I have been going to my pen pal 24/7 because she was the only one who I can talk to. I was only interested in talking to her about my feelings. I even ask her advices and personal questions because I thought that she was like a best friend to me. My first best friend. Whenever I go inside the computer lab, my cabin mates and other camp members thought I was weird and a loner for making friends with the computer. But I ignore them because I don't care about them just Shea. Throughout the summer without T.V, video games, and other many things I could have done during the summer, this person was worth all of it. She makes me laugh, she makes me smile, and most importantly makes me happy. I felt happy. When camp was about to be over, I told her the news that we are probably not going to see each other again but she had an idea.

"We can still keep in touch. Besides Maryland and Virginia is very close. I can meet you there."

"How am I suppose to recognize you?"

"Don't worry, meet me at the Mystic Falls Grill on Sunday."

"You don't even know where it is?"

"Relax its a small town how hard can it be? Can you make it at 8?"

"Yeah :)"

After I came back home to Mystic Falls, on Sunday I told my mom that I felt like taking a walk so I did but instead went to the Mystic Grill. It was already 8:20 and she still hadn't show up.

"I knew she couldn't find it" I thought.

Then a girl came in. She had blonde hair and wore a silky dress that's up to her knees. People were looking at her surprisingly and I heard some people whisper saying like ' Who is that girl?', 'I never seen her before', 'She must be new in town'. Then the girl sat next to me and ask the bartender for a glass of wine.

"What's your name?" the bartender ask.

"Shea..Shea Nosila" she said.

I turned around with shock and immediately said...

"Shea!"

Then she look at me with shock and realize that it was me.

"Jeremy!" she said.

Ever since we met for the first time, we started to hang out more in secret. And the more we hang out the more we had sexual attention to each other.

It's been months since we met, and sometimes Shea's been going back and forth going out of Mystic Falls to somewhere else. But whenever she call me, she ask me to meet up somewhere and make out. She was my first and thought that she will always be my first forever..but I was wrong. I began to ask her question like where she was going? Or who she is meeting up with? but she never reply until one day she told me something that made me want to scream at her. When she haven't been answering my calls, I try to find her at Mystic Falls and when she saw me...she tried to run away.

"Hey Shea!" I yelled.

She ran to a street that's next to the forest and I followed driving my car. When she was at a dead end, she turned around and said..

"Leave me alone Jeremy!"

"What's wrong Shea? Why haven't you been answering my calls?" I asked.

"Why are you even worrying about me! Don't you see! I never care about you!" she yelled.

It was silent. She never cared about me? My heart shattered to pieces and my soul turned black.

"But..."

"But what?" she said angrily.

"I love you" he said.

"Please I only use you because I was so bored" she said.

"Use me? For what?"

"To get information at Mystic Falls. Stuff that you shouldn't know"

There was an awkward silence.

"I trusted you! I told you everything about my life and my feelings! I thought you were my friend! I thought our kiss meant something! I thought we mean something.." I yelled.

"Well you telling me your feelings was pretty boring but we did had great sex" she said.

I gotten so angry that I got in my car and started the engine. Shea blocked my way of getting out of the street.

"Get out of the way!" I yelled.

I couldn't stand that bitch so I drove so fast that I didn't pay attention about her then and all of a sudden...I hit her. She lay on the floor covered with blood.

"Oh my god Shea!" I got out of the car and shook her so then she can wake up! But it didn't work. I checked her pulse...and she was dead.

"OH my god! This can't be happening!"

I grabbed her purse and see if she had a cellphone so then I can call 911 but instead I found her wallet. I look inside her wallet and saw her I.D that didn't say Shea Nosila...but something else..

"Who Is Alison DiLaurentis?" I asked.

I realized that it was her real name and that Shea was just a cover up. I got her inside the car and drove around Mystic Falls to find a place to put her body somewhere. What about Mystic Falls High? I put her body inside the school's girls bathroom. Then I left...I killed Alison DiLaurentis.

Spencer P.O.V

After Jeremy shut his door, Aria called me and said..

"Hey Spencer how are you?" she ask.

"I'm fine..so are you guys here yet?" I ask.

"We are going to be on the plane soon..Hanna and I are waiting for Emily to come." Aria said.

"So who is going to be responsible over you guys?" I ask.

"Hanna's mom..she has a guest house next to a lake or something like that"

"Did you guys already apply to Mystic Falls High?" I ask.

"Yeah..so how are your cousins?" She ask.

"Well Jeremy is...interesting..and Elena seems like a fun person..I think I'm going to be okay here" I said.

"Well that's good..see you there!" She said.

"Bye" I hanged up.

"Hey Spencer..do you mind if I call you Spence?" she ask.

"Yeah sure. Do you mind if I call you...uh...never mind" I chuckle.

"Yeah Elena..it can be Ellen but that will sound weird. Anyways, do you want me to show you around Mystic Falls? It's a short tour since it's a small town." she said.

"Yeah I will like a tour" I smile