September 2013

Seeing Joe laying here in a hospital bed breaks my heart and all I want is for him to wake up I miss him. "Joey u need to wake up baby please I need you and so does your family come on hun your tour starts on October 11 and all the fans will be wanting to see you so please baby wake up for me." I cried as I held his hand after the huge blowout with Blanda I havent seen her since and I wonder where she could be maybe she isnt as innocent as she makes Joe and the rest of his family believe but anyway good riddance I cant stand that woman. I felt my eyes close and I fell into a restless sleep having nightmares of Joe dying and as I jumped up in fear I felt tears fall down my face as well as someone's hand on my back and as I turned I saw Wilmer and I sighed. "Hows he doing D Nick told me what happened I know how hard this is for you cause you love him so much." He said and I sighed before kissing Joe's lips softly and turning to talk to Wilmer. "Hes still the same Willy and it scares me I never knew how much I truly loved him until now and I just wished he would wake up I need him." I cried and Wilmer hugged me assuring me he will be fine.

Its funny how people think Wil and I are together when we're just friends but I let them think whatever me and Wil know the truth and thats all that matters he even told me the times hes been with Joe he has had to assure him that we werent together which made me smile because even though people say Joe is going to marry Blanda its a big fat lie hes just having fun with her and he laughs everytime he reads about it and the apartment hunting she was just helping him find one so he didnt have to live with Nick anymore since he has a feeling Nick and Olivia will move in together soon so he needs his own place. Wilmer sat with me for a while before leaving me with Joe alone again as I caressed his face god I missed him and was begging for him to wake up I needed him. "When you wake up Joey we will be together again I promise cause I realized I still loved you and want to be with you so please wake up soon baby please." I pleaded as I felt someone hug me and turned around to see Nick with tears in his eyes so I held on to him tightly as we cried out for the Joe we both love to come back to us.

August 2010

Demi was back from her South American tour and I couldnt wait to see her I missed her terribly phone calls and web chats were not enough and even though I was in LOndon with Nick I still missed her. I avoided Ashley while I was in London so I didnt go to the Twilight premiere which changed things I spent most of my time sight seeing and spending time with Nick. However I was back in California waiting for Demi for the Teen Vogue shoot we had so I couldnt wait to see my angel I missed her more than anything. As I sat there I felt two hands wrap around my eyes and I turned around to see a vision, "Dems baby I missed you so damn much come here love." I said before holding her and crashing my lips on hers as I kissed here senseless god I missed her and I am so hapy shes back. "Hi Joey baby I missed you too how was London and Nick did you guys have fun." She asked and I smiled before kissing her again, "yea we had fun but I missed you and wish you were there with me." I pouted and she smiled kissing me before I twirled her around and we started our photoshoot. ( watch?v=FZTG9d2dn8Q)

During the photoshoot she looked so beautiful and I couldnt stop looking at her with love she was all mine and I couldnt be happier although she looked thinner and that was worrying me. We finished the shoot than made our way to see Dear John where the paparazzi was swarming but I didnt care I just wanted to spend time with my girl. We walked inside and took our seats as I put my arm around her god I missed her, "so you excited about our tour starting next week in Chicago I cannot wait to get up on that stage its going to be epic." I told her and she smiled before kissing me, "yea I cannot wait Joey its going to be fun being with you and everyone else from Camp Rock." She said and I smiled kissing her as we watched the previews before the movie started. We went to my aprtment and made love all night long before cuddling in each others arms happy to be with one another. The tour started and I was excited and even though dad still thought Dem and I should break up I had Kevin, Nick, Dani and my mom on my side so I got a bus for Dem and I along with Nick so I didnt have to share with my dad and mom. We were on the tour bus getting everything ready their were bunk beds and a a seperate bedroom with a door for Dem and I we had it added without my dad finding out and I couldnt be happier.

We were waiting for Dem and as soon as she came my mouth dropped she had died her hair a light brown with caramel highlights and the outfit she was wearing could make any man go wild my baby looked absoulutely gorgeous and sexy and I couldnt stop checking her out she was looking hot.

"Wow babygirl you look amazing damnnnnnn." I whistled and she smirked sexily before blushing profusely. "Thank you Joey I just wanted a change for my hair do you like it I think it makes me look sexier." She said and I smiled before kissing her hungrily, "you look gorgeous babydoll absolutely gorgeous and beautiful I love the hair baby." I cooed in her ear and she smiled before kissing me hungrily on the lips as our tongues fought for dominance which I gladly won leaving her breathless after our intense kiss. I loed her inside the bus and she was in awe the bus looked amazing and she loved the big room we had all the way in the back so if we make love we wont disturb Nick and anyone else who is in the bus sleeping. I helped her unpack before we settled in the living room with Nick watching tv while the bus made its way to Chicago for our first concert of the tour. "Hey Nicky I missed you how is everything." Dem told Nick as he smiled and hugged her he loved her like a sister and I was happy about it the friendship they have was amazing.

We arrived to Chicago and the first thing Dem and I did was go downtown to sight see and shop which was a lot more fun than I thought it would be and when she modeled lingerie for me I was sold and we ended up having a makeout session in the dressing room leaving hickies all over where no one could see them. "Wow Joey Millenium Park is beautiful I absolutely love it and cannot wait to0 explore more of it come on baby." She pouted as she led me to the garden where she kissed me like no tommorrow and we took pics of the beauty of it with us in it and posted it on twitter, 'having the time of my life in Millenium Park in Chicago with my baby ddlovato.' After we posted it a whole bunch of mentions came up with things like ddlovato and joejonas are adorable cutest couple ever. It put a smile on both out faces and we continued walking around before goign to the art institute to see the beautiful art by all different artists one of them being Picasso. We went out to eat at Fogo de Chow and than walked around the lakefront before going back to our bus where we took a shower together and slept like babies in each others arms.

The next day we were in rehearsals all day and when we had a chance we would goof around backstage laughing and pulling pranks. We were in Demis dressing room making out when there was a knock at the door and we both groaned in annoyance at being interupted but we fixed ourselves and opened the door to see Kevin and Danielle there with goodies to eat and I smiled letting them in as we sat and talked chilling before the concert started. "So you guys excited about the kick off concert for your tour tonight the crowd is packed." Danielle asked gigling and I smiled before answering, "yea Dani I am pumped I cannot wait to perform tonight it is going to be fun." I gushed as Demi giggled as I held her however I noticed she barely touched the treats Dani brought and my worry shot up was she still sick I prayed to God she wasnt cause I cannot lose her it would be too much. They told us 5 more minutes and we left to our rooms to finish getting ready I kissed Dem hungrily and with a lot of love on the lips before making my way to my dressing room worried about my girl. The concert started and I got lost in my performance and when Dem came out all the emotion I had for her came tumbling out. ( watch?v=SWZPrz4uYJg)

As soon as she walked out in that sexy ass blue dress I couldnt help but stare she looked beautiful and sexy all in one and I loved it very much. We started singing and all our emotions were put into it and I couldnt stop the smile from lighting my face she was flawless and I loved everything about her. That dress was distracting but I loved it on her it made my friend all excited and she looked amazing in it. We finished the song and I gave her a kiss before she walked out and I smirked her lips tasted like strawberries. We finshed our set and I made my way backstage where Dem was waiting for me, "damn babygirl you looked extremely sexy tonight I had to keep my self control in check." I growled before kissing her and holding her in my arms as she wrapped her lean tan legs around my waist as I carried her to the bus where we showered and settled into our room making love all night. That night something woke me up and when I looked towards the bed Dem wasnt on it so I woke up put on some boxer briefs and made my way to the bathroom where I heard her throwing up and my heart sank.

"Dem baby whats going on not again babygirl you promised you wouldnt cut anymore why." I asked as tears came down my face and she looked up at me ashamed and I wrapped her wrists with bandages and held her in my arms as she cried in my neck holding on to me for dear life. "I dont know whats wrong with me Joey I try to stop but I cant and I feel so sick and empty youre the only bright thing in my life you and Maddy I need help Joeybear a lot of help will you help me baby please." She begged and pleaded and I looked into her eyes and saw a broken girl praying for someone to help her before it was too late. I kissed her and held her tight, "ok babygirl Ill help you ok Ill help you any way I can but it isnt going to be easy but together we can overcome anything ok." I told her and she sighed hugging me tight and kissing me, "thank you Joey I love you very much and I wouldnt be able to deal if you werent in my life so thank you love thank you. We'll get through it together just you and me ok." She said and I sighed cleaning everything up and carrying her to bed I was going to help her in any way I can becasue I wasnt going to let her issues drown her becasue I love her and she means the world to me. So if I need help to put her in the treatrment center earlier than I will do it cause I love her and need her in my life becasue without her I am nothing just a shell of who I was.