Chapter 4
The walk to work seemed to take longer than usual. He was occupied. A certain blonde filled his mind and it wasn't stopping.
Roy couldn't imagine what Ed had been through. He had been through so much hell, and he'd come back through it. Compared to Ed, Roy's trails were nothing.
He told Ed to stay at the apartment today, he needed rest. Although Roy was very worried something might happen, he knew all Ed needed was a good sleep.
As he arrived at work he tried to put his mind to other things but nothing was working. All he could think about was Ed. Why was it affecting him so much? Why was his heart beating faster? Why was he blushing? Roy was completely confused. Maybe all he needed was a pick me up.
He reached for his phone book and dialed. He knew this girl would come through, she always did. She answered on the first ring.
"Ah yes Liza, it's Roy, want to meet up tonight?"
She sounded surprised but had no arguments. She giggled as he smooth talked her.
"Well how about your place?" He asked.
"Why not yours?" She countered.
"Oh I uh.." Drat. He couldn't because of Ed..Ed Ed Ed.. He had to get away from the maddening thoughts.
"I have people staying at my place, too crowded," he said.
She took the bait and agreed, "see you at 8."
Hanging up, he couldn't help but feel guilty. He felt as if he had obligations to Ed. He'd be back no later than 10. It shouldn't take long. The feelings didn't go away, he still felt extremely guilty and didn't know why. He cared for Ed, but...not in that way right?
-later-
"What a nice place," Roy said as Liza let him in.
"Thank you, I'm glad you like it," she said.
He glanced at her. She was slim and petite, but had curves galore. She was the perfect woman for a pick me up right? Then why when he looked at her amazing body, did he not get a reaction?
She smiled and pulled him down to the couch. She leaned in close, he could smell the expensive perfume. He almost wanted to gag, it was too much. She bit her lip and kissed down Roy's neck.
Roy moaned softly, that was his weak spot. He closed his eyes and moved his hands onto the small of her back. As she slid his shirt off she moved her full lips down his body, caressing the skin. It felt amazing but, all he could think about was another pair of full pink lips..Ed's.
"Come on Roy Boy, are you gonna get it up for me," she purred.
She pulled down his pants and boxers revealing a semi-hard cock. She grazed her tongue up and down, making Roy shiver. He loved being teased.
With the pleasurable feelings came more guilt. Ed was raped last night. Roy was taking advantage of this sex.
She moved the now fully hardened cock into her mouth and sucked. Roy inhaled a deep breath and gasped. She giggled, making Roy bite his lip against the pleasure.
He tilted his head back and moaned, "Ed.." Wait..what?!
She sat up. "Who's Ed?!"
"Oh um..I didn't say that.."
"Yes you did!" She growled.
She was shocked, hell Roy was shocked himself. Here he was with a sexy girl on her knees, giving him attention, and he moans the wrong name. Ed's name. Roy shivered, he was straight! He liked women!
He looked down at the beauty, her face tied in a frown. She practically hissed at him. Why didn't her naked form turn him on?
Roy's mind flashed to when he was inspecting Ed's body on the couch, he got hard. 'What the fuck Roy?' He thought to himself.
His emotions were running wild. He didn't know what to do. He stood up and pulled on his pants.
"What the hells going on with you Roy? I hadn't heard from you in months and you suddenly call me, wanting sex, I give it to you and you act like this?!" She stands.
She pulls on her clothes and throws Roy his. She crosses over to the door and opens it. She motions for him to leave. He obeys, too shocked to speak.
As he walks down the street towards his apartment he doesn't know what to do. He was straight right? He never was attracted to a man. He never thought of Ed that way. Sure he was always protective over him, and sure he admired him but..?
With the thoughts of Ed his heart stirred.
"Gah!" Roy gasped aloud.
He felt something that was for sure. He was going to figure it put if it killed him. Once he saw Ed it would all be fine right? He'd realize what was wrong and fix it.
As he arrived at his apartment he saw the lights inside were still on. He opened up the door and was greeted by a delicious scent.
Suddenly he was attacked by a blonde tornado.
"Roy! Are you okay? I was worried, I didn't know what happened so I stayed I hope that's okay. Oh and I made you dinner. I figured you didn't eat at the office and I wanted to repay you for all things you've done for me," Ed said smiling.
Roy couldn't help but smile, "you did all this for me?"
Ed nodded. Roy walked into the small kitchen and saw a pot of stew. He sat down at the table and Ed handed him a bowl.
"This looks delicious, thank you," Roy said.
Ed sat across enjoying it just as much, "welcome! Well I really wanted to thank you..you've helped me so much over the last few years. I've never thanked you properly."
They locked eyes for a moment as Ed said those sincere words. Golden and Onyx. Roy felt as if time stopped. He wanted to get lost in those gold embers.
"N-no need to thank me Ed," he said.
"I'll leave after we're done don't worry!"
With those words Roy felt a little sad, he was enjoying Ed's company. Curse his unknown feelings. Roy sighed.
"You could stay another night, no big deal. It's getting late and I don't want you wandering around," he said.
Ed laughed, "oh shut up bastard, I'd be fine. But thank you, I will."
After dinner came dishes, "I'll wash you dry," Ed said.
The routine set in, wash, rinse, dry, repeat. Roy liked it. He felt like he had a purpose. The house was cleaner than usual, it seemed more alive.
As Ed was handing him a plate their hands touched briefly. A spark of pleasurable electricity ran up Roy's arm. He held his breath. Surely Ed felt that?
He looked up at Ed and saw that he was blushing. He had. What was it? Roy had never felt something like that. But he liked it.
After dishes, they got ready for bed. Ed borrowed Roy's clothes again and headed toward the couch. Roy remembered how sore he must be.
"I mean..you could sleep in my bed, we could share. It's rather big." Roy said.
Ed blushed again, "o-okay." That caused Roy to blush.
What was this? These reactions. Roy was going to have a heart attack. His body and mind were reacting to this little blonde and he was a male!
Roy climbed into bed and turned toward the wall. As Ed hopped in Roy could feel the youngers warm breath on his neck. He liked he feeling, it was comforting.
If he didn't figure out these feelings soon, he was going to go mad.
-later that night-
Roy shot up. Ed was thrashing around groaning and whimpering. Roy shook him and jumped as Ed sat straight up.
Ed opened his eyes and looked around, disoriented. He was soaked with sweat, and breathing heavily. Roy was extremely worried.
Ed began to cry suddenly which made Roy believe he was still dreaming, until he started talking.
"It was so..r-real Roy. He's h-haunting my d-dreams!" He gasped.
Roy grabbed Ed and held him close to his chest, acting purely on instinct. He rocked Ed back and forth and whispered to him.
"It'll go away soon, I will have justice for you," Roy said.
Ed sat up, "why are you being so nice to me?" Ed asked.
Roy thought for a moment, "because you deserve it. Above anyone, you do."
Another tear fell down Ed's cheek. He looked as if he wanted to say something but he stopped himself. Roy smiled and laid back down with him close.
"I'll always be here for you Edo," he said.
"Edo...nobody but my mother called me that," he said softly, his voice weak.
"Sorry sorry!"
"I like it when you say it..don't stop," he whispered.
Roy nodded. Ed's words sending currents through the older ones body. Roy liked a lot of things about Ed. His feeling were becoming clearer. Was he accepting that he felt something for Edwar—..for a boy?
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