Chapter 6

Coffee was the only thing Roy had to look forward to that morning. He didn't want to go to work, or see anyone. He just wanted to stay home and sulk. Why had Ed rejected him? Had he offended him?

He sighed and got dressed. The military blue making Roy feel suffocated. He walked outside and saw that it was raining. Great! No alchemy for him today. He was useless. He didn't bother taking an umbrella, and walked out the door.

As he arrived at work, he felt even worse. He had walked to work in a downpour and he felt depressed. He warned everyone with his eyes that it would be a bad idea to talk to him today.

He sat down behind his desk and groaned, "why today."

"Sir?" Riza asked.

"Don't want to talk about it. Just give me the damn paper work on the Ferrell murders," he said. She nodded.

-later-

It was almost 3, Roy was just about ready to leave when a voice sounded. Making the cracks in his heart twinge.

"Can't go on this trip because it's a fucking storm out there, the trains are backed up," Ed said coming in and sitting down on the couch.

Roy looked up and his heart fluttered. Edward was so beautiful. Even when angry. All Roy wanted to do was kiss him.

"I'm sorry to hear that," he said.

Ed looked over at Roy. His eyes spoke a different story. A sadder one.

"Was this trip for a philosopher stone lead?"

Ed looked down, blush on his face, "yes."

He gulped, Ed went through so much to get information. Devastating information at that.

"Don't go..you'll only get hurt," Roy said.

Ed inhaled, "I have to try..I promised him," he said a tear falling down his cheek.

What he wouldn't give to scoop up the blonde and hold him close, "I miss you," he said honestly.

Ed looked up, his eyes wide, "I miss you t—"

"Colonel!" Riza exclaimed walking in, interrupting Ed.

"What is it god dammit!"

"There's been another murder," she said solemnly.

Roy stood, "where?"

"5th in a small house, I have a car waiting for us."

Ed stood too, he slid on his coat and slid his pocket watch into his pocket, "I'll come too," he said.

"I don't know—" Roy started.

"I'm coming," Ed said interrupting.

They drove off and arrived a few minutes later. The site surrounded by people and military. Al joined them shortly.

"Brother, you should be in bed! Your fever cannot be gone!"

Roy looked over at Ed, "you have a fever?"

Ed laughed, "since when has that ever stopped me from coming to work?"

"Your health is important," he said.

Ed's mouth dropped slightly, he quickly recovered and started chatting with Al.

The crime scene was gory and disgusting. Blood everywhere. On the walls, the carpet. Body parts flung around.

"Whoever did this, does not deserve to be roaming free, we need to catch them," Roy said.

"Hey, what is that?" Ed asked pointing up at the ceiling.

Roy looked up and saw the small circle, drawn with blood. He studied it and sighed. It was a transmutation circle but no one knew what kind.

"Why would there be a transmutation circle here?" Ed pondered aloud.

"Who knows, but we need forensics to document it all. Hawkeye," he asked.

"Sir?"

"Make sure they get all this alright?"

"Sir." She said.

Ed coughed loudly. Roy looked over at him and saw him holding onto the couch. Alphonse stood there with a confused look on his face.

"Brother!" Al said.

Roy walked over to him, "are you alright?"

Ed looked up with a white face, "fine."

Roy smiled, "go home, feel better."

Ed argued but eventually gave in. Roy always got his way.

Just before he left, he turned back and looked Roy dead in the eyes, "I miss you too," he mouthed.

Roy's heart stirred. God damn Ed made him feel amazing. He never wanted this feeling to go away, he loved it. He was..in love with the alchemist. No denying it. He was just worried if other people would.

-later-

The house seemed lonely. Barren. There was no life in it without Ed. He hated to admit that but it was true.

Roy poured himself a scotch and sat down. He needed to relax. Forget for a while that he was in love with a male. It was stressing him out. How would he ever tell anyone? Everyone believed he was a high class ladies man. He used to be.

"Maybe Ed just looks female," Roy said aloud.

He knew that wasn't true. Ed's muscles..his strong structure, his long braid. He was only 16 but damn..he was attractive.

Roy being 28 was too old for this kind of relationship. He knew it was forbidden. That didn't mean it would stop him from dreaming about Ed being under him.

He grew hard at the thoughts. He looked down and was shocked. He'd been struggling to get it up. Why did Ed affect him so much?

Knock Knock.

Roy sighed and walked to the door, he answered it and his heart soared. The small alchemist stood there, rain glistening in his long blonde hair.

"Hey.." Ed said.

Roy smiled, "hey."

"I just came by because..well because I.. I just mis— what I'm trying to say is," Ed stuttered.

"I missed you too," Roy said finishing it for him.

He pulled him in and pressed his lips against Ed's soft ones. Ed made a small groan in the back of his throat. Roy smiled and broke off. Both men were breathing heavily.

"I'm sorry I left..I was just scared you were teasing me," Ed said looking down biting his lip.

Roy pulled him close to his chest, "I'm sorry, it's just I guess I wasn't sure about my feelings but..ever since that first night, I've realized that I..I love you Ed," he said.

Ed looked up, eyes wide, "y-you do?"

Roy nodded and kissed him lightly. His mouth firing perfectly against Ed's. It's like it was meant to be.

Ed broke off, "how can you love someone so broken..?"

"You are anything but broken. You're strong, and passionate, caring and kind. You put you heart in everything you do. You have overcome all these obstacles and still thrive to be the best you can be. You are not broken. I love every part of you, metal or not."

A tear fell down the young boys cheek, Roy softly wiped it away. "I love you too Roy," he said.

"Oh Edo," Roy whispered.

He kissed him once again, this time harder, more passionate. His lips enveloping the others. Ed wrapped his arms around him and Roy knew this is where he was meant to be.

Ed laid back on the couch, Roy hovering above, their lips never leaving each other. Roy's skilled hands moved up Ed's shirt feelings the rough scarred skin.

Ed gasped at his cold touch, "you know for a flame boy, you sure are cold."

Roy laughed, "shut up shorty," he said.

Ed growled but kept kissing him. Roy's lips moved down his neck making him shiver. Roy loved the reaction it gave Ed. It was so beautiful to watch.

Ed was just beautiful all together. His body was a masterpiece. Although it had scars, showing the past horrors he'd lived through, it was amazing.

Roy's lips moved down to Ed's collar. At this point Ed was melting into a puddle of goo. The moans coming from his mouth were simply delicious.

As Roy unbuttoned Ed's pants, Ed stopped him, "w-wait."

Roy pulled away looking his new lover in the eyes, "did I do something," he asked.

"No, I just...can we take it slow? I don't really want to go all the way right at once, h-he's still fresh in my mind," he said.

Roy immediately pulled back, his mind racing. He had been so inconsiderate to Ed. He knew the boy had been abused and raped, he didn't need Roy feeling him up. It would be traumatizing. Not to mention Ed probably would t enjoy it. Roy knew, from his growing hard on, he himself would definitely enjoy it.

"I'm sorry, we will take it slow as you want," Roy said kissing him softly.

They got into bed and Roy held Ed close to his chest. Both men were shirtless. Skin against skin. It was making Roy shiver with want, but he'd wait as long as he needed. No matter what it takes, Edward Elric will feel loved.

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