Okay guys, I'm taking a whole new take on this chapter and will delete the other version so...HALLELUJAH! My writer's block, stopped blocking me? Well, whatever. I heard some songs and found inspiration! Thanks for the suggestion, and thank you so much for sticking with this fanfic. I'm giving you guys a little treat on Christmas Eve! An adorable little fanfic that is not so bittersweet like this one, just a thank you for sticking with me. More information at the bottom note, so enjoy the chapter!

Austin's POV

I ran through the halls, searching for the bathroom. It sucks that I'm so desperate to do that again, after all that shit that happened. Maybe there is no cure, no fucking cure at all, at least not for me there isn't.

My shaky hands closed one of the few stall doors, and I sat on the toilet seat. Am I really going to do this again? Why is this the solution to all my problems? Why do I keep asking myself questions?

The leather felt cold against my hot skin as I opened my wallet to grab the razor hidden in between the green sheets of money. The razor glistened in the light, this was a new one. I ripped it out of a new, cheap, pack of razors last night and it hasn't been used. The cuts will be deeper this time, that happens when a new razor is involved. I twirled the thing between my fingertips, but the urge to do it came back quickly.

I slowly, slid the bracelets off my left wrist. Some cuts were already scaring again, I was always careful to cut in the same area that my bracelets could cover. If not, on my stomach as a last resort.

The razor drew small, red, horizontal lines at the beginning of my wrist, far, yet close, to my vain. The pain felt good, releasing all of my troubles on my wrist. I'll stop early today, just ten cuts. The blood soon ran down my arm, I panicked and grab some toilet paper. Pressing the soft texture against my cuts, making the blood slow down. I learned this trick on T.V. from a movie, were they cut of some girls wrist, but quickly wrap something around it and inject something into her. It works as well by pressing against a cut.

Dez's POV

I walked down the long, dark street. It was Monday night and I was on my way to Austin's house, Ally told me how he called her instead of me before the "accident". I just didn't know how I would confront him about it, and know I'm on my way to his house and he'll probably be angry at me and scream all kinds of shit, but I know exactly how to calm him down.

The cool air brushed against my neck, sending a chill down my spine. Tomorrow was the first day of December, time has passed really quickly. I feel like just yesterday Ally walked into our lives...I knew that girl was special. She helps Austin so much, he loves her, I'm his best friend, I can tell. He just can't admit it...the way he smiles when we mention her, how his eyes light up when she walks in the room. It's obvious he's completely in love with her.

Finally, I have arrived at my destination. The wooden door creaked as I opened it, just like always.

I heard a voice shout, "Who is it?" and the sound of feet going down the stairs, my dear friend came into sight. Stopping dead in his tracks.

"It's me." I smiled.

"What the hell Dez?! Why do you show up now?! That the problem is over? Huh?!"

"..." I looked at him, quiet. Letting him pour everything out.

"Where were you when I needed you? Why didn't you come to stop me when I called? Are you not worried about me anymore? Or were you to fucking busy to come and stop me?! I trusted you! You said you would be her for me! You lying piece of shit! Your such a loser! I hate you! I hate your fucking guts! You bastard! Get the fuck out of my house! Disappear I never want to see you again!"

My feet moved closer to the angry, hurt Austin. And did the only thing I could possibly do in the world, I hugged him.

"What the hell are you doing?! Let go of me you sick basta-"

"Austin, were you screaming at me, or yourself?" I softly said, tightening my hug.

"It hurts, Dez. It's fucking hard waking up in the morning, looking in the mirror. It's fucking terrible! I hate it, I can't do this anymore, I just can't. I have no reason to wake up, to talk, to sing, to play guitar, go to school, to breath, to eat, to feel, I have no reason to live! It hurts, so much. It hurts, I just can't take it."

The cries of Austin filled my ear, he barely finished his words before breaking apart in my arms. Poor Austin, I'm sure we can get through this, I'm sure of it.

Okay guys, sorry for the short chapter. But I'm going to upload the first chapter of my new fanfic for Austin&Ally on Christmas Eve! It's only going to be 10 chapters long and very Christmasy. The name is...Christmas Cookies! So please look forward to it! Another chapter of Mirrors is going up in a few min., so yep. The prologue of Christmas Cookies is up today! Thank you so much for sticking with this fanfic and sorry for the wait.