The tears of an angel (3)

AN: While this will eventually be a puzzleshipping story I will throw in a few extra pairings here and there.

Disclaimer: I do not own yugioh, please enjoy.

Two years. That's how long they trained me and in that time I learned more sex acts than I care to share. For the most part though I was trained in pain and how to deal with it. I was whipped. I was beat. I was choked. I was cut. Master was a fan of BDSM and I couldn't just faint from pain or blood loss during his fun! Then he'd have to wait for me to wake up and we can't have that now can we?

Pain wasn't the only thing I learned about. I also learned how to pleasure and seduce a man. I learned how to dance, both on poles and people. I learned how to give blow jobs and hand jobs and many more unbearable things. Even normal everyday activities became sexual. I talked seductively I walked seductively and I even ate seductively. Basically anything that could be used to pleasure or seduce a man I learned. They even taught me how to pleasure women! To this day I can still remember the fear in the eyes of the girl they made me practice on. While other kids my age were learning how to say their ABC's, I was learning what a penis tasted and felt like.

Everything had been done to me. Everything was used on me for training. Almost no toy was exempted from being used to train and prepare me for my life with leader. The only thing that hadn't happened was no one had taken me. Nothing had ever entered me, not even a toy. As much as the men had wanted to just their me down and fuck me senseless, they couldn't. Leader said I was to be a virgin when I was brought to him. What leader said went.

I can still clearly see the day I was first brought to leader. The pain and suffering grew steadily worse as the process continued. The training went on longer and involved more and more pain. As my pain and torture went up my childish innocence and happiness decreased drastically. I we

"Everybody up!" That was the call heard at three am that morning. Everybody quickly woke up and stood as fast as they could, not wanting to anger Valon. From the way he glared and yelled to move faster it was obvious that he was in one of his famous bad moods. Everyone stood there shyly, half hiding behind each other hoping he wasn't there to pick one of them to share his bed. One boy in particular stood on the end hoping and praying that it wasn't time for his training.

The boy was by far the strangest looking kid in the room. He was the smallest and youngest in the room and he would be two in only two weeks. His big amethyst eyes looked at Valon curiously and fearfully, wondering why he was there. Chubby fingers lifted to scratch an untamable mass of gravity defying black star shaped hair with blonde bangs hanging in his face and purple tips. He held his blanket in his hands in front of him, the one the nurse had put around him as a baby. He clutched the familiar object to his chest for comfort, scared of being called. He didn't want to do his training today,it always hurt a lot.

Everyday they came and called "Yugi, come here!" It was one of the worst things he knew was being called for training. There wasn't much time left, soon he would turn two and it would be over. But then it was going to be off to leader. As much as he hated training he hate the thought of going to leader more. He didn't know what was going to happen when he got there but knew it wouldn't be good. He saw the sad and pitying looks all the kids shot him. He knew something bad would happen when his training was done and he was scared. Valon Alister and Raphael were saying that he was getting good, that if he continued like that he might get sent to leader a little bit early. Apparently he was a natural at sex. Anything they gave him he mastered quickly and easily.

"Yugi, come here." Hanging his head, he slowly put his blanket down behind him. He put it in the corner knowing no one would mess with it. As he leaned over to put it down he accidentally gave Valon the perfect view of his soft round cheeks. Valon silently licked his lips as he watched, not even trying to hide his growing erection as he watched the child who didn't have a thread on him. The boy wanted to wear clothes but part of being leaders boy was no clothes allowed. Besides, why have clothes on when every few minutes they were being ripped off of you?

The small boy silently walked over to Valon fearfully. Valon smiled that creepy smile down at him, the one he always gave him before he hurt him. "You will be two in two weeks and when you turn two you will become leader's new bitch. Are you excited Yugi?" Nodding like he was supposed to, he and the other kids watched the man confused and scared. "Leader has decided he's so excited that he wants to take over your training from now on for the last few weeks."

Shock was the first reaction that came from everyone. Leader never trained anyone. He didn't even come to the room to pick up his own bitch he sent the others to do that. No one could believe it. "Come on, we're going to go meet him. Are you ready?"

I remember the intense fear as I nodded my head. I was going to meet leader, the man I had been training for. I didn't know how to react to the news as Valon put a hand low on my back and pushed me out the door. I expected him to start walking me there but as soon as we got outside the door he forced me to my knees right in front of his crotch. Of course, one more time for the road. This would probably be the last time he would ever get to touch me. "Look what you did to me." He said, glaring down at me as if it was my fault he was sexually attracted to innocent children. "Fix it." And I couldn't disobey no matter how much he wanted to.

When I think back on the situation I'm happy it happened when I was young. I didn't understand what was going on or what they did to me. I didn't understand that I was being raped and I wouldn't know that for a long time. I didn't like what was happening because it hurt. It hurt a lot especially my jaw but the psychological scars weren't there. Not yet anyways. As he finally finished and made me swallow like he always did the journey to leader resumed. I was about to meet the man who would own me.

Valon knocked on a large purple door on the opposite side of the house. The door opened after only two knocks and out walked leader. Fear was clear on the boy's face as the door opened to reveal leader. He looked down at Yugi with obvious lust in his narrowed brown eyes. A wide crooked smile spread out over his face as he beckoned the small boy in. Valon tried to follow but leader sent him away. Now it was just the two of them.

As leader closed the door I somehow knew. This wasn't training. Leader didn't want to train me. I got good at sex and now he wanted to see what I could do. My two years was ending early. "Are you still a virgin?" I was told that if I was asked that question I had to say yes so that's what I did. Ushio's face broke out in the widest grin as he started taking off his pants and walking over to me.

All the kids heard a weak knock on the door. Two little five year old girls went to go open it. What they saw when they did was very gruesome. He laid there on the floor, a pitiful mass. Cuts and bruises littered his body. Cum and blood had dried on his bottom, the corner of his mouth and more blood oozed from the fresher wounds on his back. He looked up at them with pleading eyes, one of which was swollen shut. "Please. Help." That was all he could get out before he finally threw up and passed out, his head resting in the small pool of his own vomit.

When my eyes slowly opened it was the middle of the day. I was thankfully on my side to prevent as much pain as possible. Most of the kids had gone about their business not caring if I lived or died. It wouldn't matter to them, it's not like it would be the first time they'd seen a dead child.

I could still feel the dried cum and blood on my ass as I lay there. My wrists were rubbed raw from trying to get free from Ushio's handcuffs and blood oozed from my back where the whip had hit me. The cuts on my back weren't deep though. Ushio wouldn't do anything that would permanently scar my body. He wanted to keep my skin as unmarked as possible which was ironic when you think about all the ways and times he beat me.

I could still clearly remember what Ushio had done and I still vividly remember it today. My eyes pooled with tears as the pain in my body came back.

"Don't cry." I looked up to see a little girl leaning over me. She looked to be four or five and very pretty. She had blonde hair that came to her chest and green eyes with the cutest dust of freckles on her cheeks. She looked down at me in concern. "You can't cry because if you cry then I'll start to cry." And tears immediately began to fill her eyes.

My hand quickly came up and wiped my eyes, trying to keep the pretty girl from crying. "I'm sorry I'm sorry! I won't cry I promise!" He looked up at the girl and her eyes were also dry as she smiled down at him.

She giggled as she looked at me. Unlike most of the children here, her eyes still held happiness and joy in them. I had seen her a few times in the room and while she was quiet and scared whenever the men came to pick children she was happy and loud once they were gone. "You're so cute! My name is Rebecca!"

"I'm Yugi." I said quietly. The girl hummed and said my name a few times seeing if she liked it. After a few minutes she decided she did and smiled down at me.

"Yugi! I like it! I like you Yugi, we should be girlfriend and boyfriend!" I stared up at her confused not knowing what a boyfriend was. I asked her what it was and she explained. "It means we really really like each other silly! So do you wanna be?"

I thought about it for a moment. I did like the nice girl and she was pretty. I smiled and nodded. She laughed and cheered and leaned over to kiss my cheek. I blushed red as I watched her excitement with a smile. It was the beginning of an extremely short relationship.

AN: As you can see my consistency is non existent. I won't say when I'm going to have things up by anymore because i obviously cannot keep these promises.