Author Note: This one-shot is actually a two part thing. Does that make it not a one-shot? Oh well xD
Disclaimer: I don't own jack shit
Letter to Ayano
Part 1
Dear Ayano,
Kido said I was calling out your name again while I was asleep. She woke me up, then felt the need to lecture me on how annoying it is to be woken up in the middle of the night by me calling out for you. To be honest though, she seemed a bit concerned. Knowing Kido, she would never admit it, not even to save her own life. Seto and Mary, however;
The two of them approached me shortly after Kido's lecture. Seto said he was half tempted to go into my mind and figure out what the hell has been wrong with me lately, which is saying something considering Seto hates using his ability. But the thing is, I know what's wrong. Things just haven't been right since you left us like that. Everyone else seems to have adjusted to life without you. How, I will never be able to understand. I just can't imagine a life without you being a life worth living. You were everything to us, to me...
I...
Oy, do I feel silly right now.
I never was able to get over my feelings for you. I tried, I really did. It was worse back then, though. According to the others, I would wake up crying and screaming, "No, Ayano, don't do it!" Once I even woke up standing on the edge of the roof. I would have jumped, had Kido not found me and brutally yanked me away from there. I wanted to jump. I wanted to do it so that I could be with you again. After that, Kido locked me in my room for an entire day, then she began putting Seto and Mary on a schedule for what she liked to call, "Kano Watch." It's been a while since something like that has happened, but I guess I'm still taking the whole thing pretty badly.
Ayano...
Why did you do it? No, that's a silly question. I know why you did it. I just... I wish more than anything that you hadn't. I miss you so much, Ayano-
Damn. Kido's coming. She can't know about my letters to you. Then she'll really think that I've lost it, and she'll never let me live it down.
I'll write again soon, I promise.
Love,
Kano