Remus awoke the following morning back in the field, naked. He always changed again on the night after the full moon now. Remus felt hollow inside. Sirius was gone. He had accepted it at last. And the memories were flooding in more than ever. He looked at the dirt path to the palace doors that led several miles away from the palace and remembered the first time he and his friends had made that walk.

Fidelius was a planet of farmers and rural living and its capitol was no exception. Remus remembered being stunned at how the capitol city was nothing like he had expected it to be. The palace was surrounded by a massive field with a smattering of cottages and huts strewn about it. The capitol of the United Technological Planets being this laid back seemed to defy all logic, Remus had thought at the time.

But as Remus, Sirius, James and Peter had walked to the palace grounds they noticed that farmers were using tech. They didn't seem to rely on tech but it clearly enhanced their lives and routines. He was particularly admiring of a farmer of was using a robotic sheep dog. He hadn't been even aware such a thing existed.

At Hogwarts Academy, Remus had grown used to being surrounded by tech. And the place had a cold and serious feel to it. But the capitol was different. It was charming and warm and the walk to the palace had been nice. Halfway up the path to the palace they were joined by Princess Lily Evans. Her mother was dying and soon Lily would be queen (her sister Petunia was older but had ran away and forsaken her birthright.) Lily and James were engaged but James had never met her parents.

Lily had insisted that Remus come as well, seeing as we were best friends. Remus declared that if he was coming then Padfoot would as well. And at that point it didn't seem fair to leave Peter out so he was invited as well.

Lily was standing there and Remus was immediately struck by how beautiful she looked wearing a simple white dress and the sun illuminating her dark red hair and her brilliant green eyes. James had walked right up to her and kissed her. They lingered on a bit long and Sirius began to complain. James turned around and reminded him of all the times he'd been forced to watch us practically shagging in the dormitories at Hogwarts and Sirius shut up.

Remus turned around and at looked up at the palace. He remembered his first glimpse of it as they came up over a hill. Though in terms of design it looked much like how he expected a palace to look. It had spires and and domes and big open walkways. But it was painted in earth tones of red, brown and green. The inside was largely painted in shades of blue. Remus thought it had been beautiful.

Even now it was something to behold. There was lots of overgrowth and parts had been destroyed on that night. The night when everything had been ripped from Remus. Remus sighed and walked back to the cottage.

The meeting with Lily's parents had gone well and swiftly a wedding event was planned. It was a wonderful occasion. Well, until Severus Snape showed up. Even now Remus wasn't sure exactly what happened but he, James and Lily got into some sort of altercation that resulted in Prongs punching Snape and throwing him out of the party. Even if Snape wasn't such a creep who never had been able to respect Lily's boundaries who was also a Death Eater and everyone knew they were bad news.

To the best of his knowledge, Remus was the only one who truly knew the details of Lily's relationship with Severus Snape. Sirius and James liked to joke about how pathetic 'Snivellus' was for so desperately wanting to fuck Lily when they knew she would never let a disgusting git like him touch her, but Remus knew better.

Sex was something Lily enjoyed and she and Snape had been close before they even arrived at Hogwarts. Oh he and Lily had spent many late nights talking about her various sex partners of whom Snape was was a recurring player. And if Lily's opinion could be trusted he was a satisfying lover. But he wouldn't respect her desire to just remain friends and she wanted the freedom to have sex with whoever she wanted and Severus wasn't okay with that.

Remus laughed quietly. He was now remembering a night where he and Lily had been up very late discussing this one boy who's kisses were so sloppy and slobbery she called the whole thing off before they could even get as far as sex. Remus admitted that he had never kissed anyone and he was already harboring a painful crush on Sirius Black and was afraid if he tried to kiss him it might be awful and result in losing any interest Sirius might have.

Lily joked that he was so cute that she found it hard to believe no one had even tried. Remus had felt embarrassed but secretly flattered. And then Lily kissed him and soon she had him pinned against her bed and her lips moved hungrily over his and she slid her tongue inside him mouth. He had felt his cock stiffen and felt ashamed as he knew with Lily positioned on top of him as she was there was no way she couldn't feel it against her stomach. But she didn't seem to care.

They snogged for several minutes before Lily slowly pulled away and got off of him. She had told him he kissed just fine and that Sirius would be no match for a kiss that good. Remus had laughed and Lily gave him a peck on the cheek and he went back to his dorm then had a wank in the shower. He was glad that nothing other than a song had happened with Lily but it wasn't bad.

But kissing Sirius? Oh, Merlin that was something else. Snogging Lily had boosted his confidence and he had actually asked Sirius out to Sirius's astonishment. Quickly, dating had led to snogging had led to sex. If kissing Remus was like heaven then fucking him was like the best kind of hell.

As Remus reached the cottage again he went inside and collapsed onto the couch and remembered the first time he and Sirius had made love. Oh they had fooled around before then sure. They had made out and pressed against each other, writhing about and feeling their cocks rubbing through their trousers.

Finally one night, Sirius had practically begged to put Remus's cock in his mouth. Remus had asked Sirius if he was sure to which Sirius had responded, "Only if you are," to which Remus nodded. Sirius had proved to be surprisingly adept and pleasing Remus with his mouth and was able to take far more of him into his mouth than Remus expected. Sirius had no trouble at all making Remus come with a force so strong Remus was afraid he might bring the wolf that hid inside of him out at what would've been the worst time possible.

He and Sirius had then kissed and Sirius had asked if Remus would fuck him to which Remus happily obliged as his cock was already very hard again. Remus pulled out some lube out of a drawer that he sometimes used for wanking and lubed himself up and dripped some onto Sirius's anus then gently he pushed himself inside Sirius who was on all fours on Remus's bed, though there was hardly room.

Remus remembered crying as he and Sirius came together minutes later and the collapsing into Sirius and falling asleep in each other's arms. Remus had become hard thinking about this but he wasn't in the mood for a wank. Instead he got up and grabbed some fruit to eat. Remus couldn't remember what Lily had said these fruit were called but they grew on all the trees around here. Remus had always found them delicious.

Remus supposed he should prepare to head home. He still lived on Fidelius but far on the other side of the main continent and he only returned here for the changes, well, when he knew they were coming for sure.

A loud humming sound suddenly appeared outside and Remus looked out the window. He couldn't believe what he saw. Surely he was dreaming. It was their ship! But that was long since gone. How could it be here now?

Remus dashed out of the cottage and towards the path and then up the path as the ship landed in front of the palace. He watched as people exited the ship and he saw the Dumbledore was greeting them. And then he saw a familiar figure only he looked sick and thin. Remus refused to believe his eyes. He needed to get closer. He ran as fast and hard as he could until he was actually afraid he might pass out before he got there. The man's face turned to Remus's direction and he cried out, "Moony!"

This was impossible, Remus thought as he finally reached Sirius and embraced him, tears streaming out of his eyes. "Padfoot," Remus whispered. "You've come back to me."