A/N

First of all, sorry I took so long to write more! I'm just a procrastinator, so this and most of my other stories have not been worked on at all, although it doesn't really help that I'm a musician as well... Anyways, here's the rest of the note... This actually happens like three weeks after Chapter Two, I was gonna write BB and Rae's first date originally, but then I started writing, and this is what my fingers typed. The reason Rae is on Tamaran, is because she and Star are helping negotiate a peace treaty between the Tamaranians and the Gordanians, not very likely, I know, but I needed a reason for Raven to be "Out of town" as Gar says later in the chapter.

Disclaimer: Again, I don't have to tell y'all this, I don't any TT stuff! I own a computer, and every episode of this show on dvd! That's it! Jeez! Please enjoy. :P

Chapter Three – Loneliness.

Hey journal,

Well, Raven's only been gone for three days, and I already feel empty. I'm tempted to hi-jack the T-jet and go to Tamaran, just to see her. But no, I should let her go, we need to spend some time away from each other, test the relationship a little, besides, I need to cool down after that fight before she left. Well, I'm gonna go take a walk, maybe visit Terra, bye.

I almost feel bad as I leave the tower to visit Terra's grave, but I'm lonely, and Robin's been locked up in his room for the last three days, wailing about his Kory… wow, get a grip dude. And Cy's not much help at all, T-car this, Sarasim that, ugh. So I'm on my own.

"Man, I miss Raven," I say to myself.

"Well, why don't you go see her then?" Someone said to me as I walked by their seat on a bench in the park.

"… Um, well, she's… She's out of town for the week…"

"Well, then follow her, tell her you wanted to make sure she's safe."

"Well, I can't, I wish I could, but I can't. And either way, we had a fight before she left, so-"

"Ah! The old fight excuse. Dude, you've just gotta go for it! Hope for the best, and follow her in the confidence that she misses you too."

I smiled at him.

"I'd never thought about it like that, thanks…"

"Tim, Tim Drake."

"Well, thanks Tim."

That was random. I think to myself, But kind of enlightening actually, I'm not as mad at Rae anymore… Yeah, I needed that.

I turn back to wave at him, but he's not there! I look around, but I can't see him anywhere…

"Huh, weird. Well, where was I? Oh yeah! Terra! I need to let her know how things are going with me and Rae!"

As I approach the entrance to the underground cavern where her grave is, I feel a little bit of sadness, and guilt.

I shudder.

As I go in, the feelings get stronger.

"I must be getting some empathic powers from Rae,"I joke to myself, chuckling a little, before I hear a voice.

"Beast boy!"

It sounds like…

"Terra?"

She pops up from behind her statue, runs up to me and gives me a huge hug!

"T.. Terra? Is it really you?"

"Yes! Yes Beast boy, it's really me, in the flesh! Alive and well! Breathing again, for the first time in what feels like forever!"

She smiles at me, I smile back, then I think about it.

"Wait, you were dead, how are you… not?"

"I guess some of Slade's powers rubbed off on me or something! I don't know, I don't care, we can finally be together!"

She starts laughing and spinning me around, but I stop.

"No."

She stops and looks at me.

"What?"

"I said, no. I'm sorry Terra, but we can't be together, not anymore, not ever. I have to go."

I start to leave, to go home and get the T-jet to see raven, when Terra grabs my arm, swings me around and kisses me.

I break off the kiss and glare at her.

"No means no, Terra, I'm with Raven now."

"That killjoy? No way on earth!" She says as she leans forward to kiss me again, but as she does, I turn into a mouse and run away.

I hear a small thump and a slight squeak as she falls to the ground, and I turn into a fly to be less conspicuous, she looks for me, and when she can't find me, she starts crying, I'm tempted to turn back into a human, right then and there, and go wrap my arms around her and comfort her, but as much as I hate being tough, she needs to get over me, I had to get over her, and I'm with Rae now. She'll find somebody new, I know she will…

I hope you liked it! Kind of an almost depressing ending huh? But again, after writing that last sentence, something just told me to stop writing. R&R Please! :)