AN: lovingfanfic2death - re: "LIVE THIS I WOULD SO PLAY IT FOR N THE WHOLE DAMN CLUB"... Hehehe ;-). giggi91 - re: "I can't wait to see their faces and I really hope they kick Abbie in her sneaky ass"...Me too. Abbie will get what's coming. jbcjazz - re: "I'm scared for Abbie's revenge or anger after"... Tail between her legs, remember. LBM - re: "She's not gonna? She wouldn't?"... she wouldn't what? ;-)
AN2: I'm sorry for the delay. My muse has made me focus on a completely new M rated AU Alex/Olivia story with a side order of Donnelly/Petrovsky, of which I have written around 5000 words so far (so, 2 chapters and the beginnings of a 3rd). I really want to publish it, but I've decided quite reluctantly to work on it "behind the scenes" (so to speak) and keep writing more chapters before I begin to post it (which is not what I do when I write 'Negotiating' or ISBY). Ahem... now for this story, ISBY, I'm sticking with SVU canon and making Alex's birth year 1968 (even though my personal SVU headcanon usually says 1972-1974, more towards SMarch's age). This chapter isn't what readers might be expecting, but I hope readers are alright with it because it helps answer some questions :-)
Abbie didn't have a care in the world right now as she slipped on a pair of skinny leather pants over her tiny black lace thong. She ran a hand over the curve of her ass as she checked herself in the mirror and grinned a devilishly, dimpled smile at her own reflection. She knew she was hot right now and wondered if she might pick up a new phone number from a hot young blonde thing at the Rainbow Shamrock in the half an hour before her Hunny and her Cutie would get there. She hadn't been successful yet for the few times she's tried so far, but who knows... maybe her luck would change tonight?
At least Alex or Olivia wouldn't be there, Oblivious would be comforting the Ice Princess. As she slipped on the matching black lace bra, Abbie laughed out aloud as she replayed in her mind Olivia trying to convince the Federal Prosecutor that she might have been with Casey at one point in the lobby of Alex's building, and her own well acted response. She knew damn well that Olivia had never been with the red head that gave good head. Who knew that Casey Novak could give the best visual blowjob imaginable? Abbie certainly knew it! Team that with Serena Southlerlyn who could squirt... maybe the best sex possible? But if she could team those 2 with Alex Cabot's 'talent', it would be the BEST. SEX. EVER! And that was hopefully not too far off if her idea went according to plan.
Until such time, Abigail Carmichael was still having the time of her life, and loving every minute of it!
What had happened in her life just over a year ago to change, and set her on the path of an affair? Or was that affairs?
Just over a year ago on a night before she was to fly out for one of her regular trips to DC being a Federal Prosecutor, a very much in love and naked Abbie was on her hands and knees hovering over nude Alex laying flat on her back in bed, teasing the blonde to reach up kiss her but kept pulling back each time Alex tried. They enjoyed this playful teasing of each other like this before they made love, but this time would be different from all the other times. Alex stopped and suddenly commented on the discovery of a grey hair in the raven haired woman's head. What?! No, impossible! Immediately on closer inspection in the bathroom mirror by Abbie, there was more than one. In fact, there were several. This couldn't be happening. Alex began lightheartedly teasing Abbie at suddenly being old and grey. Even though she brushed aside the teasing, the comment weighed heavily on Abbie seeing she was a year younger than Alex.
Reflecting on it now, that was the point were Abbie's mid life crisis hit her with vengeance. She wasn't old, she was young! She was was in her mid forties! Oh my god, she was in her mid forties. She was middle age and what had she done with her life? Studied, got a job and worked all her damn life. She'd done everything she thought she'd do, and yet she'd done nothing that she'd assumed she'd have done by now. She didn't have a 'bucket list' per se, but there were things she had always dreamed of doing when she was younger.
She flew to DC the next day, and that night after work, she went to drown her sorrows about 'being old' in a local bar she used to attend. A familiar face sat beside her and ordered them both drinks.
Her ex.
Serena.
The blonde asked how she and Alex were after the initial 'Hi, how are you. It's great to see you again' spiel even though they had broken up on not the best of terms. Abbie looked surprised, how did Serena know about her being with Alex now? Neither Abbie or Serena had spoken since they broke up and Abbie moved back to New York. Well, Serena's old 'friend with benefits' had told the ACLU lawyer about the pair. And who was that? That 'friend with benefits' was Casey Novak. Serena explained that she and Casey were long time 'friends with benefits' even before Abbie and her were together. They met during Casey's censure, and neither wanting a full time commitment at the time... well, you get the picture. Abbie said 'she and Alex were good'. Serena said 'I hear a but coming up. I know you too well Abs, spill!'. The raven haired woman said 'no, no buts. We're fine, we're great'. Serena said 'well, if that's the case, fantastic! But if not... I'm sure you know where to find me. We were good together, but I'm sure you remember how great we were. It was lovely catching up Abs. By the way, you look so fucking hot... as always!'
As Serena sauntered away, Abbie turned and was certain that the blonde was putting an extra swing in her hips. Serena looked back over her shoulder and gave Abbie a wink, her tongue swiping along her lips seductively. She blew the Texan a kiss and turned to leave. Abbie's memerisation was broken when her cell phone ring.
Alex.
Her girlfriend's image on the screen made her heart leap, but then Alex's words came back to haunt her. Old and grey.
She glanced up at a retreating Serena, her comment fresh in her memory. So fucking hot.
Pressing the decline button, Abbie down the last of her drink and gave chase. Even as they made their way to Serena's apartment, Abbie's mind was screaming it was wrong, she didn't want to cheat on Alex. But as Serena backed Abbie towards the bedroom, the Texan justified that surely it would only be a one time thing and Alex would never have to know. That night, Abbie felt more alive than she ever had in her entire life as Serena straddled her face while burying her own face between Abbie's thighs. They'd had a great sex life when they were together, but this was even better. They continued their bedroom activities for hours, orgasm after wonderous orgasm, Abbie feeling younger and younger each time either she or Serena came. When Serena squirted over Abbie's hand after a particularly intense orgasm for the first time ever in the blonde's life, an image of Alex, Serena and herself together in bed flashed in Abbie's mind, and how wonderful it would be. She'd never had a threesome before in her life... but the thought of the three of them together was something she couldn't shake, and she wasn't getting any younger after all.
Abbie dismissed the idea entirely when she returned to New York, and her one night stand with Serena was just that: one night. Never to happen again. But when she returned to DC a month later, she returned to the same bar, never expecting anything to happen. As she went to leave, in walked Serena. They hooked up again and it was just as magical as the first time. This time however, Abbie decided to stay an extra night and lied to Alex about it, saying there was a 'bit more work to do'. Alex bought the lie without question and so Abbie and Serena became 'friends with benefits' each time she visited the nation's capital.
After the second hookup in DC, Abbie decide to take a chance. But how to broach the subject with Alex? She would have to tread carefully to gauge Alex's thoughts on the matter. She wouldn't want Alex to shoot down the idea completely, having a threesome could add an extra something special to her and Alex's relationship. It could be just a one off thing, just to see what it was like... or maybe a once in a while if Alex was open to the idea. What Abbie didn't expect from Alex was to associate becoming a '3' to having a child. Surely someone working in the sex crimes division would understand the implications of becoming '3' was having a threesome, right? Surely her amazingly smart and beautiful girlfriend would figure it out, because each and every time she asked it was right after having amazing sex with their new limited edition King Dong dildo. But alas, each time Abbie brought up the subject, Alex assumed having a baby.
This idea for a threesome wasn't going to plan at all.
Serena told Abbie she was moving back to New York after being transferred within the ACLU, and their hookups could become even more regular... if that's what she wanted. Abbie said she did, but she was really wanting a threesome. Serena said they'd work towards that but keep working on Alex. After Serena moved back, she started casually seeing Olivia Benson, and when Serena told Abbie of the brunette with a great rack that might be a possibility if Alex wasn't open to having a threesome. Abbie said no fucking way in the world! Olivia had a thing for Alex and wouldn't keep something like having a threesome quiet and Olivia would think Abbie was cheating on Alex... even though she was cheating. Besides, the Texan wasn't really into women with brown hair... she much preferred blondes. This was why she wanted Alex for the threesome, especially with both women having a particular 'talent'.
Offhandedly, Serena said 'what about my old friend with benefits, Casey'? Abbie said she was sure Casey was a red head. Serena said Casey was, however she was a strawberry blonde now and her talent of giving blowjobs to dildos strapped low to your hips had to be seen to be believed. 'Well, I guess that could work came the reply, but would Casey keep her mouth shut to their 'secret activities' to Alex? Or would she spill her guts like Olivia would? Of course Casey would keep quiet, Serena reassured Abbie. Casey never breathed a word about their hookups before, so why would she say anything to spoil all the fun they could have? So Serena organised with Casey to have a little 'experiment trial run' for the 3 of them. Unfortunately, Olivia interrupted Serena and Casey making plans for themselves and Abbie, so the intended 'trial run' hastily became dinner get together for the 5 of them so as not to arouse suspicion.
As the 5 women chatted at Casey's place, Casey got up to get drinks and check on dinner. Serena offered to help and Abbie used the excuse of Alex's specific way of having her gin and tonic to join them. They wouldn't be having a threesome tonight, but Casey offered to demonstrate her 'talent' on the Texan. What?! Here and now?! No way! Why not, asked Casey... the very thought of possibly getting caught makes the experience even more intense. The faster Carmichael agreed, the quicker Novak could show her. Serena said she's look after the food and drinks seeing she already knew the Novak experience, she would keep an eye on Alex and Olivia and make the red wine reduction sauce, just in case.
Slipping to the bedroom, Casey grabbed a harnessed dildo and threw it at Abbie. No time to adjust it, just hold it in place and brace yourself. Casey knelt down in front of Abbie and enthusiastically demonstrated her 'talent' to a wide eyed Texan. Oh. My. God. It certainly did have to be seen to be believed! Abbie had to remember that the harnessed dildo wasn't even strapped in place but the visual alone was already beginning to make her... ahem. Yes, Casey would be an excellent addition to the threesome. It would be a great experience, but a little voice inside Abbie told her she should get Casey for a one-on-one private demonstration seeing Serena knew Casey one-on-one, and Abbie knew Serena one-on-one.
Serena hissed from the door to hurry the fuck up, Olivia and Alex were starting to wonder. All three raced back to the kitchen and grabbed drinks and returned to the lounge.
Olivia's remark about taking a long time made Abbie feel as though she'd been caught out, so how would she shift her own guilt of cheating on Alex? To shift the guilt, you shift the blame. Abbie accused her innocent girlfriend Alex of cheating on her with Olivia. It was easy to accuse Olivia seeing Abbie knew the SVU detective had feelings for her girlfriend. Of course Alex denied the false accusation, but Abbie threw the ADA's past cheating in her face. Alex said she'd do anything to prove she wasn't cheating.
Do anything? Maybe this would be the way to get her threesome?
Abbie said stay away from Olivia, thinking it would make Alex be even more loving and affectionate to the raven haired woman. Alex stayed away and Abbie had her threesome with Serena and Casey, making Abbie feel on top of the world, but she wanted more.
She wanted Alex... and Serena... and Casey together.
She wanted them all.
And yet, she wanted them all to herself.
Was she becoming a sex addict? No, she just loved sex and all the women she was having sex with.
She began seeing Serena and Casey separately from their regular threesome sessions, making each of them think that they were the only one she truly wanted even though she was still with Alex, and they knew it. She recorded certain conversations so she knew what she'd told the other so as not to get caught out. But her major plan of Alex being included in all this group sex was backfiring. Making her stay away from Olivia was making the blonde withdrawn and this made Abbie frustrated. If Alex truly loved her, she would be doing anything to make her happy. Perhaps if she broke up with Alex, the blonde would say she'd do anything to keep them together?
Treat 'em mean, keep 'em keen was the mantra, and Abbie was sure she was playing all the parts right.
She broke up with stunned and gutted Alex on the Wednesday morning. Alex asked for an explanation, and Abbie told the ADA about the year long affair. Alex's response was swift as tears threatened to fall, you accused me of having an affair with Olivia and you're the one?! Abbie just shrugged and said she'd give Alex space and get her stuff on Friday. Abbie couldn't believe when she found out Alex had removed her from the list of her approved people who were allowed in the apartment complex. Alex wasn't supposed to do that, but in hindsight, it was such an 'Alex thing' to do. Abbie felt Alex's resolve waiver as she sweet talked the blonde in the lobby, she felt Alex lean in to her caress. Yes, Alex still loved her! She didn't expect Alex to slap away her hand as she reminded her of the 'talent' she had, but Alex was a private person and probably didn't want Gregory or Olivia to see her being felt up and the tears were probably just about their break up.
Olivia spun her around... ah yes, she was back to that part of the story again. Olivia trying to convince her she'd been with Casey.
Abbie scanned the few clothes that hadn't been ruined by the ink and grabbed a black button down. Abbie hadn't expected Alex to do something like that either, but it impressed the Texan. She went to grab her other phone but she realised she must've left it at the Shamrock the night before.
Not to worry, only Serena and Casey knew she had a second phone and therefore noone would know the PIN to access it. Her secrets would still be safe until she got her cell phone back. Fiona and Shavaugh would know the cell phone was hers with the Texan flag cover.
Abigail Carmichael entered the Rainbow Shamrock at 8-50pm and grabbed a drink from the barman from the main bar. Fi must be up on the second level with 'Vaugh then, thought Abbie. She'd go upstairs and check with them. As she turned to go upstairs, someone coming down the stairs from the mezzanine caught the Texan's attention.
Surely that wasn't the little hottie Amanda Rollins in a red and black flannel shirt and black jeans?
It surely was.
Maybe Abbie's luck would change tonight?