Disclaimer: See the first chapter and now please sit back and enjoy the craziness of the story for your amusement :)
Now back at the Stilinski household, Stiles pulled up to his and his dad's house and turned off the car and let out all his tears at this point. Tears for his mom, tears for his failing love life. And even tears for his love of Derek, and how it was most definitely not going to be returned. But then Stiles remembered RedEyedWolf. Maybe he would listen to Stiles vent about his terrible life. He picked out his phone of his pocket and looked at the video on his YouTube channel and noticed he had over a thousand views and most of the comments were saying positive things about his willingness to communicate such passion and secret information about himself. But then he noticed he had a notification in his profile page. It was a private message from somebody. He opened it and noticed it was just sent about five minutes ago.
Hey Stiles, it's me again…yeah that was a terrible introduction just now. Anyways, I was at school and I over heard a rumor that you were in love with some guy named Derek Hale? I won't judge you for loving a guy probably older than you, because let's be honest, we all have those loves who we can't control. I'm very happy for you that you like him a lot. But I heard that you had run out of the school after some guy named Scott shouted out something about how you like Derek. I have a song you should listen to and listen to it carefully, I think I saw you crying and you shouldn't let such a beautiful face like yours be marred by tears of sadness. Listen to the song I sent you in the next message I will send you. Then you can decide what to do with it. Please know that I will always be on your side, and I will always wait for you to find me, and love me too. I hope you find me soon, because I truly love you Stiles. :)
Stiles just felt his frown and sobs stop as he read each word sent by this mysterious man. He didn't care that he didn't know who it was, but all he knew was that he had a friend in him. So he decided to send the guy a new message after he noticed that he received the song in the next message.
Hey RedEyedWolf…wow, I mean just wow, thanks so much for helping me through the sob story that is my life. I was actually really glad you messaged me today, because I was feeling so horrible after Scott who is my friendor was my former friend decided to just out me to the love of my life. But anyways, I just listened to the song you sent me, and I think I'm going to let it influence my decision in going on in my love life. So yeah…I hope you message me soon. I really like you too man :)
After Stiles had written up his message to his new friend, he sent it and walked into his house wondering what could happen next in his fucked life where the only thing going on was RedEyedWolf. Five minutes into wondering about his life he felt his phone beep and he knew that he got a message from someone.
Stiles, hey I'm really glad you got my message from a while ago. I was worried about you to be honest, I don't like seeing you upset, and so I couldn't help but talk to you. :)
Stiles just smiled and then was about to type out a message in reply when he heard that someone was knocking on his door. He went over and opened the door to reveal Scott standing there looking like a kicked puppy.
"What do you want Scott?" Stiles said quietly still upset with the boy in front of him.
"I wanted to apologize for what I said in the hallway at school, I feel terrible and Allison convinced me to come grovel at your feet for your forgiveness." Scott said as he lowered his head to Stiles.
Stiles decided that Allison should be given some boxes of chocolates for her nice attitude towards him, and then he noticed another thing behind Scott.
"Scott…what's with the roses?" Stiles eyed said flowers with suspicion.
Scott just thrust the roses into Stiles face and motioned for Stiles to take them.
"Part of asking for your friendship back." Scott explained as best he could while blushing terribly and looking away like he was about to die of embarrassment.
Stiles then remembered RedEyedWolf and decided to tell him about his now best friend's funny act of asking for his friend back. So he typed out a message to the guy and sent it after chuckling to himself about what he had sent.
Hey man, I was going to reply to you sooner but my now former best friend now turned best friend again decided to make himself grovel at my feet asking for his status as best friend back from me lol. He really even brought roses over as a symbol of asking for me back. I was hoping that you would be willing to message me back, anyways, gotta take care of my best bro now, but message me whenever you want I'll get back to you asap when I can. :) love ya. :D
As Stiles put his phone away he saw that Scott was eyeing him.
"What you doing?" Scott said with suspicion.
"Just messaging a guy." Stiles responded quietly and smiled with a blush.
Scott just raised his eyebrows and smiled, in a silent manner of asking for more information.
"It's just a fan of my previous video that you decided to post on my channel. He and I are really hitting it off nicely." Stiles shrugged with a grin.
"Why do I get a feeling there is more?" Scott said smiling.
"He goes by the name RedEyedWolf on YouTube. He's really nice to me, I like him a lot." Stiles explained to his now best friend.
Scott just smiled and nodded at his friend's explanation of the guy.
"So do you like him like you like Derek?" Scott asked Stiles.
"Well I don't know, I mean I feel like I can trust him with anything, but Derek…I know nobody will replace Derek, and well I suppose he won't ever want to be with me, so maybe this guy will?" Stiles said to himself more than to Scott.
"I have an idea, why don't you make another song this time it's your choice. And dedicate it to someone?" Scott said with a grin on his face.
Stiles just smiled and nodded and motioned for Scott to follow him into the house and up to his room.
"So do you have an idea for a song choice?" Scott said not knowing about the song that RedEyedWolf had sent Stiles.
"Yep, RedEyedWolf sent me a song that I'm goanna send to Derek." Stiles said not looking back.
Once the pair had made it to the room that Stiles slept in, he set up the camera and grabbed his iPod and plugged it into the speakers.
"Hey guys, I just got home, and I have decided to continue on with my life, but first I wish to send out a song to the guy of my dreams, Derek, this song is for you to hear from me. I am not weak, and I'm not afraid to tell you how I feel about you, so I'm not goanna run away from you, because I am invincible."
(Invincible by Kelly Clarkson performed by Stiles Stilinski)
You know I was broke down, I had hit the ground
I was crying out, couldn't make no sound
No one hears the silent tears collecting
You know I had lost hope, I was all alone
Never been so low 'til you came along
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting
Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little boy no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for?
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
Now I am a warrior, a shooting star
You know I got this far, I had a broken heart
No one hears the silent tears collecting
'Cause it's being weak that's strong
In the truth I found
I have courage now, I'm gonna shout it out
Teacher, I feel the dots connecting
Beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed
So beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall
'Cause baby, I am ready to be free
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little boy no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for?
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
I was running from an empty threat
Of emptiness
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist
I was running from an empty threat
Of abandonment
I was running from an empty threat
That didn't exist
But now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little boy no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for?
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
Now I am invincible
No, I ain't a scared little boy no more
Yeah, I am invincible
What was I running for?
I was hiding from the world
I was so afraid, I felt so unsure
Now I am invincible
And I'm a perfect storm
As Stiles sang out the last note of the song he felt liberated and free, Stiles honestly felt invincible like the song had said. As he looked at Scott he noticed that Scott was clapping loudly and with pride in his eyes.
"Wow Stiles, that was awesome man! Where did that come from?" Scott wondered.
Stiles just shook his head and decided that he would contact RedEyedWolf and thank him for the song.
"Just from a friend of mine." Stiles said to his friend.
"Well I gotta say it was probably the most amazing song choice and moment to do it." Scott said excitedly.
"Thanks man, now let's get it uploaded to this channel, and send it to the public." Stiles said with a small smile on his face.
"Sure Stiles." Scott answered as he started on editing it and getting it ready for uploading to YouTube.
Fast forward to the end of the school day and at the Hale household…
Derek was wondering what he was going to do as he paced back and forth wondering what had happened to Stiles, and what he was doing that he wasn't talking to him on the message section of YouTube. Just then he received a notification on his computer alerting him to a new YouTube video being posted. He went and looked to see who it was and felt his heart speed up, at seeing the title of the video; "I Am Invincible." He clicked on it, and watched it smiling at the video, knowing that he was being told how strong Stiles was, and that he had picked the song Derek had sent him.
"Derek, what are you doing in there?" Peter called out from outside the bedroom of his nephew.
"Go away Peter. I'm just reading." Derek lied.
Peter just let out a huff and walked away from the door and towards the living room.
As Derek thought about what he should tell Stiles as RedEyedWolf, he noticed he had a new message from Stiles in a private message.
Hey RedEyedWolf! Thanks so much for the song choice you sent me, I decided to use it to say to Derek that I'm not going to run away from him even if he doesn't like me like I like him :) I have decided that I'm going to confront Derek tomorrow, and maybe talk to him about my feelings for him. What do you think? Do you think it's a good idea?
Derek looked and smiled slightly, and decided to type out his reply to Stiles.
I think it's a brilliant idea Stiles, good luck :)
