Hana's POV

I woke up not knowing what happened. I look around and notice that I am in my room. I guess Taemin brought me here after I faint. I sit up and stared into space. I hear a knock on my door.

"Hana, I think it's time for you to eat something don't you think? Your friends came over to see if you are alright. Let me know anytime if you want to eat," she says walks away from the door. I hear my mother telling my friends to leave for the night.

I get up and go to my closet and pull out the box of pictures me and Kai took when he was still alive. I dumped them out on the floor and look at all of them. I pull out some other stuff that had me and Kai on it. I look down at the ring he gave me and remember all the memories we made.

"He he. Ha-ha," I started to laugh without reason. I stopped and I look at the ring and got mad. I pull off the ring. I lift my hand and wanted to throw it but didn't have the courage to throw it. My hand starts to shake and I begin to cry. No matter how much I cry and shout, my Kai will never come back. And yet, I know that my world….isn't over. For the rest of the night, I cried myself to sleep without eating.

A Month Later

I finally finish getting dressed. I grab my bag and I look at the picture of me and Kai. I touch it and smile.

"Well, I'm going to school," I say walking out of my room and down stairs. I grab an apple on the way out the door until my mother stopped me.

"Are you really alright, Hana?" my worried mother asked.

"Yeah. I haven't been to school in almost a month," I open the door and look back, "Don't worry." I give her smile and walk out. I slowly walk down the street alone. I felt something slide down my hand and notice it is the ring.

"It looks like I've gotten a lot thinner than before, so…..the ring is loose. I have to make sure it doesn't fall off," I say looking at it. I felt the tears at the rims of my eyes. I shake the feeling and walk to school.

As I walk in…

"HANA!" was all I hear from my friends coming to hug me. I smiled and hug them back. "You're all right now, right-," one girl says.

"We were so worried," another says.

"I'm sorry," I simply say as we walk to our classroom. They all walked off to their room as I walk to mine. 'I'm glad. Everyone…is still the same. Nothing has changed at all. The only is…..that Kai isn't here. I have to get used to this…scene from now on.' I thought and buck up. I walk into my classroom and see Luna waving.

"Hey Luna," I say standing at the doorway with her.

"Have you heard, Hana?" she asked.

Another girl comes into our conversation. "Ah, they look so alike. When he transferred, I thought it….was him," she says looking at me.

"What are you guys talking about? Who has transferred? Who does who look like?" I asked in curiosity.

"Bwo? Like I was saying…," she say and I hear the door open behind me. "About Taemin…." I froze in my spot and turn around. All I see is Taemin standing there with a blank expression back at me. He had changed his hair color from black to bleached blonde. I jumped and moved away from him.

"Oh, look! It's Taemin." Luna says.

"Morning," the other girls say. He nods to everyone and stares back at me and smiles. 'Wait a second….What is everyone saying? That's Taemin…? No way….I'm not seeing an illusion of Kai? Because there's no way that Taemin would be at school. Because Taemin didn't look like that. Why does Taemin have this….appearance that looks like Kai…!' my inner voice said.

He looks at me and steps towards me.

"Hana," he says coming closer and I freak out. He gets close and….HUGS ME? "Thank goodness. You're all right now." HUH? "I have been attending school all this time. Let's catch up after school." He walks off to Kai friends.

"HUH?!" I say and turn around and look at him. Who…is…That? My head…Can't follow it at all. Is that really Taemin? Because Taemin wasn't like that. He wouldn't laugh with his friends like Kai. And also, Taemin said to me….

"It's your fault that Kai died."

Taemin is…

"That's right, Taemin. I decided the recently. You will play the penalty game today. You'll do one lap around the school in your underwear," some guy said to him. And he actually did it. He took off everything except his underwear and ran around the school. I couldn't look away because the one thing that had me hypnotized was his abs that weren't there before.

After a few more classes, school was finally over. I was packing until Taemin came up to me, smiling.

"Did a lot of thing surprise you, Hana?" he asked still smiling. It was creepy.

"Would you call it surprising?" I asked back.

"…Yeah. There's a lot of things I need to talk to Hana about. Mom's is very fragile because of what happened to Kai, so I end up staying with her. From now on, I'll be attending school here too," he says looking at me. I give him a blank stare. "That's not what you wanted to hear…? When I act like, mom is really pleased. By doing that, it makes me feel like Kai is still with me and I am happy," he says and smiles. I give a stare of worry. "Hana, I'm sorry for blaming you for when we were at the funeral."

"Taemin…," I say but he interrupted.

"When Kai died, it was painful for me and it was sad enough to make me think that the world has ended. But no matter how sad it is, the world won't end. I know that now, from meeting everyone in class and laughing with them. Now I have a fun feeling inside of me. Hey, Hana…I wonder if this is how people, little by little, make precious things into memories…?" hey says looking down.

Make Kai….into a memory? Make those lovely, happy days….little by little….into memories? Both Taemin….and me?

"Heh," I laughed, "You know, up until now, I didn't think that Kai and Taemin were alike, but you really are twins, aren't you? Like this…it seems as though Kai is here. Hey, Taemin…What's the real reason that you're acting like Kai?" I smiled at him.

"What are you talking about?" he asked.

"I've known how much Taemin cared for Kai for a very long time. Even Taemin knows how he cared for Kai. Taemin. I can't make Kai into something like a memory. I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT THAT KAI DIED. I CANT FORGIVE MYSELF. THERES NO WAY THAT KAI CAN FORGIVE ME!" I screamed with tears in my eyes. I calm myself down to continue. "Isn't that right, Taemin?"

"What should I think about what you said…? HA HA HA HA HA HA HAH! It's just like you said, Hana. You understand it properly," he said giving me that death glare I fear the most. He then comes closer to me and grabs my wrist. He pulls me out of the room to god knows where.

"TAEMIN!" I screamed.

No One's POV

"Hey, Hana? Sorry to keep you waiting. Let's go home-," Luna walks in to only find the classroom empty both of Hana and Taemin. "Huh?"

"Even though she said she wait here to talk to Taemin…I wonder if she went home," the other girl said as they both look around the room still wondering what happened to both of them. Both girls left the school without any knowledge of what is happening above them.

Hana's POV

On the Roof

"Your friends should be looking for you about now, right Hana?" Taemin said as he has me leaned up against the railing of the roof. I am looking at the expression that has haunted me for days as he looks in my eyes. "HAHAHAHAHAHA!" he grabs my mouth and comes close to my face. "Hey, Hana. When you look at it like this, the roof isn't as high as you'd think, is it? Kai from being hit by a truck. The injuries on his corpse were awful, weren't they? A person's body can end up turning into that, right?" he comes closer as I lean farther back trying to stay, but I have no choice but to stay still or fall to a horrible death.

Hey guys, here is another chapter. Sorry I haven't been writing that much. It is because I have school coming up and I am rushing around to get things done and also trying to write these chapters for all of you. Sorry, I am hoping that you will bear with me and stay on with the story because I think it is going to be a big hit. Vote and comment as usual. Thanks, love ya!