Hana's POV
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"If you fell from here, I wonder if you'd end up like that too, Hana?" he says smiling.
"MMM...M...M...MM-!" I muffled out as his hands covers me from screaming for help. I am in total fear as he looks at me with the same expression as Kai which scares me. I try to get out of his grip.
"If you struggle, I'll make you fall right now," he says and giggles, "but its all right, isn't it? With this, Hana will be able to go to the world where Kai is."
What?...Kai? I thought. "Hana." I hear him say. Kai. Ah, I see. If that's the case, then I guess it'd be okay.
"Goodbye, Hana," he says until he completely does something of the blue. What?
He kisses me while I stood there frozen at his sudden actions as he gives me that scary stare right in the eyes. What..is this? What... What is this?! No! I finally notice he is still kissing and I can finally move my body.
"NNN. NN. NNN!" I tried to speak while pushing him away, but no use.
'Why is this...? I don't want this! I don't want it!' I thought as I keep trying to push him. "NN..NN! NNN! Ur-Urgh..." I am trying to say but he keeps on changing his kissing. he goes from passionate to where it is too rough that I can't breathe. 'Help me, Kai.' my conscious screams in terror.
Then he finally stops his kissing. I didn't know that we were French kissing. (LOL :p) I stare at him and he stares back. It started to rain but we didn't care. After a few seconds, he moves.
"Ah...its raining. Shall we go back inside before it gets worse?" he says walking away making me fall to the ground. astonished at what just happened, I tried to speak.
"W-Why did you do something like...like...TAEMIN!" I screamed still shocked from the event. My actions made Taemin stop.
"Did you really think that I'd kill you? Hey, you asked about it, didn't you, Hana? You said, "what's the real reason that you're acting like Kai?" You stole Kai away from my life. So... I won't let you enjoy something like death. I want to see Hana's suffering face." he turns stop and looks at me, "For that reason, wouldn't using Kai's appearance be...the most effective?" That made me think.
"Then see you tomorrow, Hana," he finished and walks back inside. I sit there confused.
At Home
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"Geez, it's Kai's fault. It's because Kai was soft on Taemin, that he grew up with that ani complex...and that he really hates me! That's why something like that...really pisses me off. Its annoying," I say trying to erase that horrible image. "Annoying." I stop and see that image of me and Kai kiss. "Kai..."
'Kai won't smile again. I can't touch again. Even though Kai...isn't here anymore. Taemin has the same voice as Kai...and the same face. And he hates me. This is the weight of the sin of...killing Kai.'
"Wouldn't using Kai's appearance be...the most effective?" his words repeat in my head.
"I don't want...this...Kai," I say as Taemin appear in my mind again.
No One's POV
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Speaking of Taemin, he looks out his rooms window and looks across to see Hana's distressed and pained face, which makes him smile. He closes his curtain and goes sit on his bed.
"Watch me from now on, Kai," he says looking towards a picture of his dear brother on the desk.
Hana's POV
The Next Morning
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"Morning, Hana," says a student and I nod.
*sigh* It's started again. Today is another...day without Kai.
"Morning, Hana," another student says.
"Morning," I reply walking towards my class until I hear this one voice.
"Morning, Hana," he says. 'And also...a day...with Taemin here.' I turn and see him with an blank expression. "What's wrong, Hana? You're making such a scary face." he smiles like Kai.
"...Quit smiling like Kai. It's shameful," I say looking away. I can feel his smile as he stares at my back.
'When I see Taemin smiling like nothin happened, ...I think that yesterday might have been a dream. but not one thing was a dream. Taemin will be here from now on. Taemin is...scary. I want to see you, Kai' I remember a conversation that Kai and I had.
Flashback
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"Kai," I say smiling at his loving face.
"Hana, there's something making you feel bad?" he asks worrying.
"There's nothing like that-" I say but he interrupts.
"Really? Tell me right away if something happens." he lastly says.
End of Flashback
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'When I sit here, I'm a little relieved. When I close my eyes, it's like Kai is next to me. Right, Kai?' I thought until I hear clattering next to me and I froze hearing his voice again.
"First period was math, wasn't it, Hana?" he says siting down next to me. I look at and he looks back at me. I then get up suddenly.
"Why is Taemin sitting there!? That's Kai seat! That's not your place! Hurry up and get out!" I screamed and start throwing things at Taemin as he just blocks them.
"Hey, Hana?! What's wrong?! Calm down!" one student tries to hold me back.
"Taemin is...Taemin is just sitting in Kai's seat like he wants...!" I scream at her.
"You're wrong, Hana. Taemin is sitting there because sunbaenim told him to!" she says as she calms me down, "You see, up until now, Taemin has been sitting in a row that was disconnected because there weren't enough seats, right? So that's why, for the sake of finally adjusting the seats, sunbae sat him in Kai's seat.."
"Sorry, Hana. That's the reason why I'll be sitting here," he says looking at me. I gave him a glare.
"Ah, class is starting. Anyway, sit down...okay?" she says. I quickly sit down not looking in his direction.
"You don't need to be so scared, Hana..." he says and I look towards him, "...Because I won't do something in the classroom like I did yesterday." I felt my heart bet faster.
'Cut it out. That's Kai's seat. Don't hate me with the same face as Kai's, and do something like sit in the seat next to me.'
Break Time
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"Geez- you surprised me earlier," my friend said.
"I'm sorry," I say.
"Um...It's fine if you've calmed down, Hana. Then shall we go back to the classroom?" she asks again looking at me.
"Y-Yeah..." I say as we walk back.
'I don't want to go back to the classroom. I'm scared of going back to...being beside Taemin.' I thought an it scared me just thinking about him.
"I'm sorry. As I thought, go on ahead, okay?" I say as I run away the other direction hiding the fear on my face.
"Huh? Hana?!" my friend yelled out as they stopped and see me run off.
No One's POV
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Taemin walks back to the classroom. as walks to his seat, he finds the chair next to him empty. Her belongings still there from last period. He smiles as he thinks of her hiding in fear.
After Class
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"What do we do? Even though schools already over..." one girl says as she worries for what happened to Hana as Taemin stands behind them with the same expression.
"I wonder where she went," her friend says. She turns to leave and sees Taemin standing there.
"What's wrong?" the other girl says as she sees the expression on her friends face then turns to see no other than Taemin, "Taemin."
"Hana hasn't come back, all this time. She left her bag and her phone here...We have work, so it's about time that we have to go..." she says.
"That's a big problem," her friend said.
"Then I'll look for her" Taemin says pointing to himself smiling.
"Really?! Thanks," the happy girl says. "You know, about Hana...I think that it will take a lot of time for her to recover from the wound of Kai dying, but...give her your strength, Taemin."
"Of course." he said as they walk away. He then smiles.
Hana's POV
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"I've found you, Hana!" Kai says as he lifts the blanket with a happy, smiling face. "Oh- I've found another part of Hana! I love you!"
"Geez- what are you doing, Kai?!" I yell as he snuggles closer to my naked body.
"Hey, hey, when I touch Hana's hair it feels goods, since its really pretty," he says as he sticks his face into my long hair.
"Is that so?" I say looking at him in awe.
"Yeah, it's pretty. I love it," he says as he sniffs my hair. I sometimes think he is a weirdo.
"Then for Kai's sake, I won't cut it," I say turning towards him.
"You really won't!?" he asks happy.
"Really, really." I say as his brightens in excitement.
"Then it's a promise," he finishes with a passionate kiss which lead to our intimate love making.
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I quickly open my eyes in shock. I have been dreaming this whole time.
"No way! I was asleep?! More importantly, its pitch black! What's the time now?!" I get up from sleeping under a desk and look over towards the windows, "Wah...There's no one on the school grounds, either...I wonder if everyone's gone home." I keep looking out to see no one.
Hey guys, sorry for the late chapter, but I hope you like it because it is really long to write and it is finally finished. Anyway, tell what you think in the comments and also vote. Thanks, love ya!
