Hey people, how's life going? My holiday will be over as soon as this weekend ends, meaning updates will take a loooong time. Sorry in advance. But thank you all for following/favorite or review this story. You guys don't know how happy it seriously makes me! So here enjoy chapter one officially and review etc. again~

Chapter 1 ++

''And who is it, the one who drags everyone down with him? Well, well, well! Come on, you all know the answer, right?! I'm wondering, who drags down the class?!'' …shut up.

A bright red marked paper flew through the class. Fingers were being pointed to me, shit. Everybody turned to me, sending me looks filled with disgust. I think I'm starting to sweat at least ten buckets.

''Totally correct! Sawada Tsunayo- no, Dame-Tsuna! Who got only ten points on his test? Right, you. Please raise your hand ~'' is it me or am I really shaking? I looked down at my hands and tightly grabbed my pants, squeezing them in the process.

Society runs on a few rules; the weak are on the bottom of the food chain and survive on your own. There's no will to do anything about it anymore. I'm just very tired. I slowly looked down at my hands, they're trembling, shit. What should I do?

''Awe, look at Dame-Tsuna, he's fifteen and he still cries!'' stop looking at me like that! Please…

Even when I'm thinking about all kinds of things and my mind is jumbled together in one gooey mess, my hand still rises. I see Yamamoto looking at me with pity, not just Yamamoto, also Hana-san and Kyoko-chan. Guess there are people with a heart left.

I feel the warm liquid leaving from my eyes as everybody laughs. Their laughs sting like poison and make my body…boil. From my eyes to my cheeks to the cold floor, my tears have dirtied the floor.

''Nothing to say for yourself, Dame-Tsuna?'' 'I tried, I really tried hard', all I wanted to try saying was just simply, that. Then I tried to say something, nothing but screechy sounds. I could only gape and stare while my throat constricted itself and didn't allow me to speak.

The ruckus in the room seemed to stop when a hand slapped the chalkboard. ''And that's all for today's lesson! Now I suggest you work hard and keep up with your studies everyone.'' Everyone quickly left the classroom, leaving me. All alone.

A small figure stood up after some time passed full of isolation, a little bit wobbly at first though. He silently grabbed the desk and slightly squeezed it, it was time to go home. Obviously knowing what awaited him once he stepped outside and left the safety of the classroom. The brunette hesitated about going outside for the longest time possible, but if he didn't leave the classroom how would he get home?

Slightly quivering and glancing from left to the right a dozen of times, Tsuna finally decided to leave the save premises of the classroom and make a mad dash out of the school. Luckily making it out in one piece today, it turned out they were probably too tired of waiting for him, he was lucky this time. Normally he would be dragged along by his collar and…. They would do inhuman things to him.

Tsuna hurried home as fast as he could, the first intersection left then right and keep going till he saw the little yellow colored house. His little home, the sun was already slightly down which gave the building a beautiful effect of a red and yellow hue. A beautiful flower bed in the middle of the garden, the one he planted with his mother. Finally he had arrived at his save haven, however this said save haven was empty of anything.

Making his way inside Tsuna removed his shoes and entered the living room with a small couching sound. No response, throwing his bag on the floor and getting a package of money ready he huffed before leaving his safety again.

On the way through the exit though he spotted a pamphlet: 'Train your child into the leader of the next generation! Home tutor Reborn!' um…one thought on his mind 'What a scam'.

'What a big scam' I huffed once again before closing the door and making my way to a big white building. I went inside clutching the package of money and turned to stop at the reception of the place. It smelled here, alcohol, blood and none the less death. Getting used to the scent was no problem, but this place was just too gloomy and too clean for my taste. Making me wonder why nobody decided to hang at least a painting or two.

''Sawada-san right? This time's payment will be 50.000 yen, please'' saying that with a tight smile her eyes laid upon my slightly twitching form. I put the package of money on the counter and looked at her.

She counted the amount of money and let me go. You could just hear the clacking of my shoe soles on the floor until I halted at the elevator. 'Floor 6, ward 2, room 4….'

There was almost no form of life, excluding the nurses and doctors passing by from time to time exchanging a greeting or two. 'Floor 6, ward 2 and…room 4.' Clack, clack, and clack. The sounds of my shoes again. Tapping to the floor, tapping and halting. I felt my throat constrict again. Memories replaying in my mind: '' Just talk to me again, please.'' I remember seeing the shaking figure pleading to me to speak again. How futile it was. I kept it up until I forgot how to say my own name. When was the last time anyone called me by my name?

I grabbed the cold door and pushed it open. A slight breeze entered the room making the flowers placed there previously sway with the slightest motion. A shallow breathing could be heard, all supported by one computer. It was still light outside and like many other things the figure in bed laid to the warm sun. I turned on the radio, piano music today. (Just listen to anything from studio Ghibli, like the spirited away theme)

After what seemed to be hours just standing at the opposite side of the room I finally made my way towards the bed. I looked at the machine next to the bed, the lines creeping up and down, a sign of life. Funny wasn't it, the lines went up with the music and down with the wind.

I made my way to sit next to the bed and stared at the figure. Her cheekbones became more prominent since last week. Her chest slowly moved up and down. She used to be such a pretty woman. If you wake up soon, I might want to try saying something or at least try singing your favorite song to you too. After five long years, maybe finally.

Would you please open your eyes? If not for me, maybe for something else? It doesn't matter what.

Okay, hope you guys enjoyed it. So the marked sentences are just important sentences and to mark a certain effect, just to be clear hehe. And for those who reviewed, yes it'll be a R27 ff so far I know. Just wondering though how I should make this ff turn out. So next chapter will probably be Reborn's debut! Whoopdiefuckingdoe... Poor Tsu-kun:(

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P.S sorry for bad grammar or something like that...I dunno why but I keep falling half asleep infront of my computer, haha. Maybe I'm becoming old...