Alright ya'll, it's time to anticipate the finale. This is the secon to last chapter, and its going to get super fucked up in the end. So hold on tightly. This is rated M for obvious reasons so keep that in mind.

Dear Diary,

I swear, Crystal is going to die when I get back. Somehow she got a hold of my whatever boyfriend and told him I was sleeping around. I mean, I was but I wasn't going to tell him. I shoulnt have told her I was sleeping with Cam while being with my boyfriend… and Darrel. She just comes prancing around and ruins everything. I will definitely fuck up her nice truck when I get back.

If she tells my family anything I am doing, I will murder her. Fucken bitch cant keep her mouth shut. I swear to god if she tells anyone in my family…

On another note, Mica's wife found me at his work. She was kinda pissed off, saying smething like I stole her usband but I just blew her off. She isn't even worth it, bitching about her kids and how could I do that. Like I gie a shit about her problems. I just give her husband what he wanted.

I'm supposed to be flying back from Hawaii in a few days, my fucken sister paid for everything. I am most definitely not anyonee's fucken babysitter. So what if I couldn't pass History 101 at community college, I was going to be a teacher, once I get a fucken job. But first I need a car. I'll just cry to Jordan to drive me since he does everything I say without question. Like when I told him to take me to Crystal's house. He didn't even fight me on it. Just drove me there, without really thinking what it would do to Crystal. The look of betrayal and hurt was so clear on her face, it was beautiful! That one momet when she saw that the "neutral third party" has chosen my side instead of hers.

So what if what I did was fucked up. From what I can hear, she no longer has friends and that is the best thing for me. She just dropped off the face of the earth sad and alone. Jordan told me her dad has cancer, and I should have been nice to her. Fuck that, her dad's problems mean shit to me, she should have been with me. Not to her dad's stupid doctor's appointments or surgery, but with me.

We were best friends, and she had the gaul to stan up to me like I was some manipulator. That's rich, coming from some no-job college graduate. She went and got a degree and doesn't have a job. She wasn't lucky like me where my parents let me stay home when I got fired from my job. They just let me stay home and clean the house a little. I wasn't off in another city getting a degree like fucken Crystal. Thinking she was better than me because she has two degrees.

Whatever, I'll sort this all out when I get back. I'll get Kevin to do what I ask or I tell the whole group exactly when Kevin and I got together, and it certainly wasn't when he got married. I realize now that Crystal knows a bit too much, I shouldn't have told her some things. I cant go back now though, so damage control I have to do.

Jordan is afraid I will get arrested for kowing I had an STD and having sex with people. Like that is even a law. Like who actually comes up with the stupid shit in government nowadays? I mean I know driing without side mirrors is illegal but was still driving my shitty Honda until my older sister fucked it up with her stupid kids. I swear, sh just keeps having kids and not a steady boyfriend. I learned from my sister's mistakes and am doing productive work. Why only have one boyfriend when you can have about nine or ten.

Ugh I have to go, my fucken sister is bitching for me to feed the baby. At least im getting paid for this shit, or I would have just left the baby at home all day. Whatever…

-Mary